7th December 2013 - Friday @1856hrs

Dear all, I created a new page for my blog, as for this current one I haven't been uploading eversince I dunno when. So this is the link to my new page http://jjchoong0129.blogspot.com/. I'll be seeing your updates from there on. Love you lovelies!

To New Beginnings

I've finally managed to delete our conversations. Thank you for the memories. I hope that you'll be happy in your soon-to-come wedding. My blessings to both of you. It is time to move on. To new beginnings!

16th June 2013,Sunday @2241hrs

I was sitting in front of the tv, it reminds me about staying in ara hill... I know sometimes when i speak,i'll go straight forward.. Without thinking twice before i get it out.. Remember that u got that little booklet? U wanted to write what i'd said.. In the end,after the booklet was bought. I've changed.. Did i? Im not too sure.. But all i know is that u havent written anything on that booklet.. I knew that sometimes i make u mad.. In which it scares the hell outta me. Sometimes saying sorry is what i cant take back the words i said. But all i could say now is that Im Sorryyyyy! I hope that u'll forgive! And u know i love u! Lol!

it's just so frustrating.

I need to let things out,but i dunno who to talk to... People being mean at work, people saying whatever,people asking questions that i dont know what the answers are. I dont know,I Dont Know I DONT KNOW!!!!! Its just so frustrating,saddening!! T-T

04th November 2012-Sunday @0200hrs

Im working at the reception today.. its hard work i'd say.. haha u cant even go somewhere else and walk for a while... I got to be fast, this is the only time that i can boast! haahahaha Been yesterday to an interview,Malindo Airline is the name for a new company.. Guess what? for the first 2 days it was packed like hell, I'm quite lucky that I did not chose to go for it that time. Read it on the newspapers, in 2 days, a day they're handling 3000 candidates, it means 6000 candidates in 2 days! Well, it includes as well, the general staff,engineers,distributor,cabin crews and so on so forth. So i went on the 3rd morning after work! hihihihi. Managed to change (in the lounge as well,haha)the crowd was full.. it's not organized, filled with people, going ard.. in a small space.. trust me it is!it was crowded, everybody's squeezing in..Plus the whole event has only one person to handle the crowd. i have waited for 2 hours n thus queue n squeeze. Got my number yo go forth for the interview.. they gave a number but it seems they're not using it. Everybody is everywhere! Even when you are standing where you are, they cut queues! my goodness.. Malaysiannnssss... So i manage to get in the interview room. The interviewer asked me these : 1) Introduce yourself 2) Walk for a short distance 3) Why do I want to be a cabin crew? Answered,walked and answered.. Its only for 5 mins n im gone.. Imagine after waiting for 2 hours n in the room for 5 mins after that they say they'll contact you in 2 weeks time.. my goodness!and you cant do anything else. thats the interview. So currently im waiting for their answer... I hope that it will be a good news! okok! got to go! pax coming in 5..4..3..2..1..!

07th Oct 2012-Sunday @ 2316 hrs

Well, things have changed..JJ assigned to work in business centre, its boringgggg! All the crew have to do is sit.. n stare at the computer all day.. But if there's passenger coming in of course u have to help them in anyways they need. jj have been sitting here since 1600hrs and JJ's sleepy thus JJ's butt hurts. Luckily! that my work is finishing soon! hihihihihihihihihi! It has been days that you left.. You don't seem sad when jj send you off.. Its only JJ childish,that JJ had cried before and after sending you off..After some time, JJ is still trying to get used to that you are not here anymore and that it's not easy to communicate with you when you are there,home.. JJ is just trying to adapt herself to a new environment,whereby.. JJ's thoughts,JJ's feelings,what's happening now.. JJ couldnt tell you.. cause its not easy without talking to you face to face. Haha..JJ really looked like a desperado now.. Its like JJ is so desperate for you to be here.. The thing is things has to be changed, J has to accept the fact that you are not here anymore and that you are not JJ's anymore and that you wont be JJ's someone..because you has somebody else in the first place.. how JJ hoped that JJ met you first..JJ sounds so stupid isnt it?? Thinking about how much more that JJ wants to be with you,about how stupid that Jj thought that you could change your mind.. thinking about how an idiotic person JJ is to even think that you are JJ's bf.. Waiting for you to reply J's emails,heard J' email's beep ringing, excitedly thought that it was from you.. But,instead of it.. it was some other emails.. but u know what? JJ was free just now and so it happens that JJ was so bored and she clicked on fb message and was reading all of our conversations through facebook since May 2011.. About stallion, about the first night where you sweat like a pig and your shirt has salt all over it,spending time studying, Bert's jealous that he couldnt get me and that you got me, etc etc.. reading all of them made me think back about the times we spend when we first knew each other and everybody else.. it is funny, you should have a read at it.. =) Jj wanna hear your voice again, wanna feel your hands going through my hair, touching my face and kisses again.. can I? ='( Love,J.

31st Aug 2012-Friday@1125hrs

I had the sudden urge to quit my current job... What happened yesterday,what happened the day before.. Was really making me upset.. Got scolded for nothing.. Because of helping the vendors,to wrap some bread for the next day's b'fast service.. Got scalded by hot water.. Sometimes,i just dont understand Malaysians n Foreigners... They took/ordered it from the buffet/kitchen... They just ate it a little bit.. N left quite an amount of food.. Was clearing their table.. Carrying it to the pantry to have it clear... Was hit by some vendor.. N basically... Everything dropped n the gravy being splashed all over me.. She nvr said any sorry and she just walked off.. I was almost crying... I stopped myself from everything.. N i wipe myself with a cloth... Got my spare uniform.. N i changed.. Was walking fast throughout the lounge.. Wet, by curry gravy,veg gravy..soy sauce gravy... I pull myself back... I continued working... Im lucky that i hv such wonderful team.. With the 3 of them.. They made me smile n laugh back.. But we are gonna split soon.. 2nd Sept is our last day working together...:( i want my teammates back!!! Anyway,Happy Independence Day Malaysia.

17th Aug 2012-Friday @1208hrs

Just yesterday, my aunt was send for her cremation... it has been days that I had not cried for her. I have been strong for my cousins.. Told them not to be sad not to cry in front of her, as it was a regulation from the monk. Before she was send in, I heard a voice.. Talking to me.. It struck me that it was my aunt.. She told me to be strong and take care of mummy.. she ask for my mum's help to take care of her kids because my uncle's busy, thus ask me to let my uncle know that, not to be sad.. give up some time for the kids.. spend time with them. She told me that she's going to a wonderful place, ask me not to cry anymore.. after I heard what she said... I cried n cried n cried.. I have been strong my cousins, being there with them.. staying up overnight to accompany my aunt for the past few days.. In the mean time, Bert has given me headaches n headaches all over.. saying the things that I already know.. he's like giving me pressure that i couldnt imagine. Talking to him was like talking to a log.. I have already told him times n times again that my aunt had a funeral.. And I am busy with it.. I cant think of anything else. I was just like STOP Bert STOP! I had enough!I told Bert off n thats it for me now. Spend the whole day with my cousins yesterday, being there for them when they need me.Although I slept off on the couch! :) Well, Jj has been talking to him.. JJ talk to him basically everyday.. HE call JJ when JJ asked him to. which made JJ smile.. He accompanied JJ throughout the whole thing.He's back in his country in which its harder to communicate with him.. Just emails n emails n emails... Sometimes JJ kept looking at JJ's phone to see whether has he reply JJ or not.. When there is an email from him.. JJ's heart basically jumping with joy,, n JJ automatically smiled.

4th August 2012-Saturday @1237 hrs

HElllooooooo!!! I actually wanted to post this for a long time..! But i wrote my last draft almost till the end.. and *poof!* the whole thing was a goner!!! then I decide to write it another day... :)) Well, I just want to update my status currently. Things may not be the same as before,cause work changed n friends gone not really gone gone but gone like they're not there with me.So sad! SO currently, because of MAS "financial problems" + "excess crews"they cant accept/include Firefly crews to be in flying roster.. So we end up being in? the Golden Lounge.. I have been working there for like a month plus now.. problems keeps haunting me,plus the stress for this is overwhelming. Working in the lounge is like working in a restaurant whereby you have to collect plates,arrange things, etc etc as the vendors (the original golden lounge workers) are gonna be gone by the end of this month, guess what, it was the management who force them to leave. First thing, i dont understand why they asked them to leave as we need them? Plus who's gonna do the lifting n cleaning? The management asked us to be a PR around the lounge.. but the next thing you know, all these things happen. For all that I could say is STUPID! SO when the vendors are gone, n if we dont pick up some informations now from them i think we would be helpless..! Colleagues are leaving the company,vendors are leaving n what does that make us? short of crew for sure! well,I'm quite sad that my expats pilots friends are leaving..! the time pass quite fast! They're leaving me!!!! :(( its quite sad. Everybodys'leaving... I wish that they could be here for me!!! They've been the best thing that happened in my life..tho they;re guys but yea! They are the reasons that made my life in kl the awesome thing that happen! I just hope that they'll find good jobs somewhere out there! Im quite sad that Peter is leaving me.. He has been the closest guy that Im with for a year plus now. He's leaving too! :'(( Im here wishing the best to you honey! I hope that you'll be accepted to a great company who treats u well and make the flying experience fun for u! I'll see you when i see u! But please come back to see me!!! :) i think that's it for now.. got to go.. :'(

28th June 2012-Thurs @1904

Dunno what happened to JJ these days.. JJ just felt like crying... Well,maybe things may not be the same from today onwards... JJ chose to work in Golden Lounge, just to earn some money.. JJ wanted to be happy to go for work... JJ tried but JJ just couldnt.. JJ burst out crying few days ago.. Is it the stress that is empowering JJ? JJ dunno... JJ just hoped that evrything would just turns out to be ok... Jj currently is at home,there's nothing to do around here.. JJ dont have her close friends neither her family here... Jj is just sad... Yesterday was just a tough night for jj.. Cause the man that jj loves, its not for jj anymore... Jj finally can pick up her courage to talk n leave... Last night was the day that jj will remember for her whole life... Jj loved him more than jj loves herself... Jj n him, left each other many times n got back together many times... So jj guess,maybe this is the last time that jj is gonna do this... Many times that jj wished that jj could have met him earlier... He treated jj wonderfully... But the disadvantage was, he's not jj's one... He belonged to somebody's else Jj know that its not right to step in.. But jj just couldnt listen,jj is just stubborn.. He said no to jj many times:. Jj just couldnt bring herself to the reality.. Many of jj's friends advised jj not to go on.. But instead of it,jj went on.. Cause jj's in love with him... There's no more words that could describe jj's love for him... So jj hoped that jj could be standing up n be strong again... Jj is just tired of all these.. Jj is just tired... P/S : Honey, i thanked you for the wonderful memories that u've given to me.. The happy days that we've been together,the laughter that u gave me n just trying hard to give in to me in many ways... Honey, i wished u happiness.

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Ahojjjjjj!!!!! LOL i've learned this from a Slovak honey!hihihihi well, I'm still alive after what??? *counting with fingers* unaccountable years since I've posted a blog! mmmm.. long story cutting it short! I've been in KL since April 2011, started off with my favourite career as a cabin crew, as you can see it from my last few posts about the life here. It has been great ever since. Met new friends,getting new experiences, learning and learning all the way.. Loved the life,but unfortunately Firefly in KLIA has to be closed down due to TF was added in to our family.. he wanted to close us down, in a well way he did.. so it left us with M.. Flying with M was a great experience... I got to know what's premium service is about,I got to learn new things but! but in a short time in 2 weeks we had to learn every single thing about MAS services, procedures and dot dot dot... Loved flying, n im missing those flying days now... as per say, we are forced to be a ground staff... hmm from a cabin crew to ground staff its quite downgrading for me.. plus I've been so stressed out these few weeks to make a decisions in between going on for a year of unpaid leave or going on for the ground staff program or resigning my favourite job of all. In between deciding, the classes for ground staff started off.. Well i had 2 days off, deciding what to do? what to decide? Cried off for nothing.. maybe it's just stress that is taking over me.. or maybe its about losing my favourite career. All i hope for now is a miracle that will happen! I'm praying for it n I'm hoping for it..

3rd November 2011,Thursday - 1413 hours

Well I’ve reported myself to Proton Service Centre and I had to look for a darn carpark for like 30 mins.. Actually where I parked is not a parking spot.. It’s a freaking small car wash place that I could just park right in front of it.. I don’t really care if anybody calls me or whatsoever.. I’ve parked at a place which I hope that nothing would happen to my car.. God HELP!!! LOL
Over here they say express service for 60 mins.. Well... I’m not so sure about it.. Maybe I should hangout in Curve or Tesco.. I’m actually looking forward to hanging out in Starbucks..! All I need now is internet access, though over here there’s an amount of wifi connection but this lappy doesnt seem to like to be connected to anyone of it.. ehhhh... hardcore Lappy..

1344 hours
Annnnnddd I'm in Starbucks now.. Having a large cup of Ice blended Chocolate with Cream! They gave me a whole lot of cream I should say.. Well, my car is in the service now.. I'm just sitting in starbucks enjoying the drink and the internet here.. Loving it! I walked here from the service centre.. It aint that far away.. But it is far away when it's RAINING now.. grrrr... I just wish that it'll stop when my car is ready.. I know I should have stayed in the service centre.. but then I need to withdraw some money for the service..Btw, I'm sitting here updating my blog and facebook.. I saw 2 gay guys sitting outside.. One is playing with his BB and the other is reading a book.. both with their legs crossed like what ladies do.. I knowwwww.. all guys is doing a lady leg crossed while they're sitting.. I'm not accusing.. You guys should come here n see it for urself..hahahaha.. they're really like ladies.. I can ASSURE YOU THAT! heheheh..
WEll the rain now is slowing down a little bit.. I guess my car can be ready by 3pm.. that's what the lady wrote down on her notepad about my car stuff..

I feel like taking my car for a car wash.. But each and every single day it's raining.. It's not helping at all I'd say.. If I wash the car + rain comes = Dirty car again.. hmmm...

just called in for a flight supposingly it to be tomorrow morning.. But it was cancelled... D: I feel like crying d.. =(

2nd November 2011,Wednesday – 1759 hours

Started the day off with facebook when I wake up.. I know.. I know... I’m addicted to Facebook.. =D But everyone elses’ is as well.. heheheh I’m not alone..! I can say that Im facebook-holic.. But I don’t update my Facebook while I’m driving.. It’s just only updating it when I’m stop at a red light,stuck in a traffic jam or just stopping somewhere else.. Hey, radio DJs I’m not putting my life in danger..
Well, just to put my mind off of some radio commercials or you can say radio advertisements.. it’s just plain stupid to be playing some advertisements about having your seatbelts on while your driving, be on time for something, having your signals to give other drivers & etc etc.. I now it is good for some awareness for some people.. But the citizens aren’t stupid don’t you think so..?? I always switch to other channels when I hear these kind of whatsoever u call advertisements or some awareness.. hmmm =/
Anyway, I’ve finished watching all the movies that Peter downloaded.. hahaha I know I’m fast.. I’m actually watching 5 movies per day I think... I dunno what should I watch tomorrow.. hahahahaha.. sigh.. another one more day to go then I get to go to work.. I should say If I don’t go to work, I’ll die.. Imagine 2 flights for one half of the month till 15th. My Goodness.. I’m only having flights on 4th and 7th.. =(((
I was thinking about going to OldTown White Coffee to get all these blog that I’m writing up to my blogspot.. making use of the wifi there. Hihihihi..If not when Peter comes back n sees all these here plus! Making use of his lappy for my writing.. I AM DEAD! I can assure you that.. mmmmm,.. Mommy.... hahahaha =( But I’m so freaking lazy to go out.. I don’t mind about not having any food, u name it, lunch and dinner because I am not hungry.. If I want to get a cup of coffee, I already have coffee at home.. so I’m just pure lazy n don’t feel like wasting money..
Just maybe tomorrow when I send my car for service, I would take this baby to starbucks, if either starbucks or somewhere which they have wifi there.. N thus to get some money out for my Pickle after it’s service.. Yes.. I named my car,Pickle.. Cause the number plate starts PKE.. so PKE looks like Pickle to me.. hehehehe..
Well i have to say.. I really do miss to have a person to cuddle me when I’m home alone and watching the movie with me.. And all I have to cuddle is Fantasia,my bunny.. =) Although it’s comfy and all, but it is nice to have a man you like to cuddle with you.. The warmth from it, It is always undescribable..
It’s raining over here again.. Sometimes it is nice when it is raining when your at home.. Sometimes it’s just the feeling of it.. And it’s good to have a companion out for coffee/tea.. I just love rainy days.. But I don’t like rain when I’m going for work though.. hahaha.. Currently.. just thinking about to have a companion to talk at home.. instead of being alone at home and just watch tv all the time n writing.. I just miss chit chatting so much now... =(

1st November 2011,Tuesday – 2106 hours.

Its the 1st of November!!! I kinda welcome it like watching movies the whole day n not going out... hahahahaha.. I’m too lazy to go out especially when it’s raining all evening.. But I would love for my local channel to be working on my TV but then I don’t think so its gonna work good.. Especially when its raining annnnndddd guess what it really is not working good.. all i could see is black n white dots all over the screen and sometimes even better.. Blue screen..! Interesting isn’t it?? Hahahaha..Thank GOD that I had Peter’s laptop to accompany me the whole day long.. hihihihihihi
THANK YOU PETER!!!! Hihihi ( for borrowing me your lappy n downloading the movies that I asked for! Thanks Bud! ) *wink*
Just wanna write down what happen yesterday.. I had a flight to Sibu yesterday so the reporting time is 1740 hours (5.40pm).. I started preparing myself for the flight around 2pm.. I indeed had a hard time putting on those damn fake eyelashes again.. Grrr.. Maybe I should change it to the ones that I’m used to.. So I got out around 4pm.. I had the time that I needed to get to the airport slowly and safely.. Or maybe just in case of anything comes up I could use the spare time to fix the problem *touch wood*..
Well what happened was nothing... its just started raining cats & dogs ard 3pm, my car is park outdoors in the rain.. So i just had to walk to my car in the rain with the stupid umbrella that’s leaking from the inside,wearing my uniform and holding my luggage.. ahh it’s nothing.. its just that i’m drench and the interior of my car is partially wet..! =)) hmmhmm.. That was nothing, I manage to get on the road around 4pm.
Well this ain’t the good part yet, so I was driving in a heavy downpour.. N the road I’m used to get out to the highway is Flooded!!! After Just an hour of heavy rain.. I had to make a U-turn n go to another way to get out from there n to the highway..I was like OMG!! Its 5pm already.. I really had to get out from this place.. So I finally got out from the area.. And another wonderful thing came up, after I got out from what I thought the worse place ever, I got into a small traffic jam.. Its just a short way to the highway because of the road had a mini flood.. After that, FINALLY I said to myself I finally got onto the highway. Through the “Touch & Go”toll I went through.. Got into the highway.. anddddd what do you think happened..? A HUMONGUS traffic jam on the highway..!! I was like WOW!! I said “A traffic jam just now n another traffic jam?! That’s great!” And wait we haven got to the best part yet! The best thing is, when i drove on the traffic jam, n trying to get out of it, wait for it... this is the one... My car’s oil pressure little light lit up.. It gave me a scare.. I read the owner’s manual while stopping at the rest stop.. it says if it illuminates means I cannot go on driving, If i do keep on driving, My car engine will be gone.. GONE! I was like OMFG!! What should I do?! I stop the car engine, while doing that I called my mum (upon the car problem), flight ops n my manager (about I couldn’t make it for the flight)..
N then a miracle happen, when I re-start my engine again, the light of my oil pressure has gone.. so I went on calling flight ops saying that I can make it for the flight and called mum that the car is ok.. So i drove around 120km/h to rush to the airport.. I reached the airport around 5.25pm.. Guess what happened again, HAH!! I got the season parking n I went into the wrong carpark! DANG! But I couldn’t care much.. I just used my touch n go n I rush for the car park n to the elevator n to the office.. When I almost got to the office, it’s 5.45pm.. I got to know that the crew went to the gate already.. I rushed to the Gate in which is freaking far away!!! I got to the aircraft n everything is as I wanted it to be.. PHEWWWW!!!!
I should say that I was lucky to get a nice set of crew n leading as well.. SO we went on with the flight, 1st sector was ok but it was delayed about 35 mins because of some passengers are being transferred from one airline to another.. 2nd sector was interesting.. though we had 47 pax, it was relaxing.. So after all the service, my leading crew said that she want to introduce me to some tech crew from Vietnam Airline.. I was like “uh?? Ok.....” *scratching my head*
Just before that, I was complaining about this particular chinese pax to my colleague.. When I asked him to straighten his seat up, he said “I’m reclining it just a little bit only, do i still have to straightened it up?”I said this with a smile “Yes sir, you do have to because it’s the procedure” I smiled again and walk away..
Funny thing is, the person whom my leading wants to introduce me to is the guy that I was complaining about.. hahahahaha.. And the awkward dialogue goes like this :
Leading : Hi Sir! You are a tech crew right? Which fleet are you flying for? Guy : Hi,Hello, yes I’m a tech crew from Vietnam Airlines and I’m currently flying for B777 and Airbus. Leading : I would like to introduce you one of my crew,her name is Jacklyn.
*I shooked my hands with him and said Hi,nice meeting you sir”
After that I walked off with my leading.. So after that I’m being teased by my set of colleagues.. And one of them told me that I should give the iPod survey to him.. And I did.. After he finishes he pressed the call button.. NONE i repeat NONE of my colleagues went over to get the iPod from him.. All are pointing fingers at my n saying “go n get it yourself” I had no choice but to go n get the iPod from the guy.. So he started to talk to me.. asking me how long have I flew with Firefly and will I be like the others wearing kebaya for MAS n all.. dot dot dot.. nnnnnn he gave me his name card n told me that if i ever go to Vietnam for a vacation or nightstop.. I can call him n he’ll take me around the place.. I was like Oh ok.. sure...
Namecard... I told my leading that he gave me a namecard.. n guess what she was so freaking excited about it.. contact him she said! I was smiling n heheh only... So i’ll think about it .. I mean about contacting him.. though he’s a captain n all.. but thenn.. a guy with a namecard is like a business man who wants something out of u.. So i’ll just think about it.. hihi.. But then he’s like olddddd...he’s like almost 40 or 40 plus already.. If i go out with him, people would be looking at me like I’m his mistress or something.. ewwwww!!! Don’t know la.. See how 1st la.. all i want now is to enjoy my job n be free n to see my nephew as soon as possible!!!!
Im coming home mummy n sisters!!! Wait for me!!!!

30th October 2011,Sunday – 1808 hours

Finally the day came.. Jess’s baby is out..!!! yay!!! Gonna post some pictures on facebook soon..

My mum called me up around 11am this morning, to be exact the call actually woke me up.. hahaha.. My mum called n said “Congratulations!!! Ur an aunt now!!! Hahahahaha” I woke up immediately n was suprise upon the news! My nephew is out from my sis’s tummy.. Da jie!! Congratulations! U became a mummy liao...!!!! hehehehehe.. No worries jie! I’ll be back on the 8th..!
By the way, thank you everybody for liking n commenting on my facebook wall congratulating my sister n me becoming an official aunt.. hahahaha..
I went to Sunway with Geraldine just now in the afternoon..so I immediately bought some things for the baby.. hihihihi.. bought the bag that mum’s asking for.. I know im crazy!! Baby has just came out n im already buying things for my nephew.. my God!!
Just before shopping, Geraldine took me to a place that she saw on the newspaper.. Its actually some dogs are up for adoption.. She and I thought that the place would be big like H.O.P.E. organisation would be.. but its not.. its just a veterinary clinic that supports the organization.. they had a few puppies and dogs up for adoption only.. hmmm I thought we’re gonna spend some time at the place.. but instead of it we spent more time in Sunway shopping for my nephew’s things.. hahahahaha
I told Geraldine that I would never buy baby’s things with a guy who’s shopping with me.. Geraldine asked y? I told her that ppl would imagine that im having the baby rather than my sister.. hahahahaha.. Geraldine said that im crazy... hehehe
Anyway, my flatmate,Daphne is already here to stay with me.. Finally! At least Im having a friend to talk to n hang out with..
But in the end, during dinner time Daphne told me that she will be looking for another place to stay if I don’t mind.. I asked why, she just said that she hates stairs and climbing them.. So that’s why she’s not planning to stay long..
Hmmm what can I do more.. Couldn’t force her to stay if she don’t want to.. So now.... I’m still having the home alone to myself.. Boringggggg...... But thinking about the bright side.. at least I could do the things that I wanted to do without concerning about people hating it or not.. heheheh

29th October 2011,Saturday – 2001 hours

Well, I’m currently at home spending time on me,myself.. Finally..
*screaming* AHHHHHHH.... Good news! *drums rolls* My sister is giving birth tomorrow!!! OMG!!! Im so excited for the baby to come out.. My nephew!! OMG! OMG!!!! Hopefully everything goes well for my nephew to be born tomorrow n my sis to be healthy n safe..
I bought a book yesterday in the airport.. well after sending him away to the gate.. its call ‘Eat Pray Love’ haven got started on it yet.. gonna start the book soon.. hehehehe..
Well, news upon work aint good.. Although work is fun n hanging out with the other collegues is cool n awesome.. But everything is changing soon.. sad..! All because of the MD who sold the shares to Air Asia.. If he hadnt did it.. we would not have this kind of problems.. like temporary joining MAS n all.. hmmm.. bt then at least i could get the chance to wear the kebaya... hehehehehe! So they say after that we would be in a new airline.. dunno la.. I sure so hope so that all of us could be in the same team working with each other again.. =)
nnnnnn.. we are gonna fly together!

14th October 2011 - Thursday @ 2325hours

Its has been a long time since i wrote a blog now.. i've been ignoring this for quiteeee sometime already... Anyway, transferred to JB was good.. bt being back in KL is even better..!! :-) loved it!

well everything is back in the way it should be.. at least for now.. hmmm =/
Things are gonna change pretty soon.. its either they will join our community or we join them.. bt i dont feel like joining in the big one.. cause i heard nothing bt torture in there.. oh God.. help us please.. i really do hope that things will turn out to the way we want it to be..For we love our community here.. in which is fun,relaxing n craziness going on in flights...!

Being back in KL is good! more flying hours,more money/allowances (THAT'S THE MOST IMPORTANT THING,OF COURSE),meeting back old colleagues n hving much more of a happy n joyful fun flights!! Working back with Shin Lee is the utmost fun that i've ever had for now after beng back in Kl for so long.. couldnt wait for more to come!! =))
for now the sad case is, I haven been working since 9th! Can anybody believe that??!! Actually there's suppose to be a flight tomorow bt it was cancelled n tmorrow's flight is with Shin Lee!!!! OMG!!!!gonna miss it.. =((


Bt then...hehe! The good news is, my SISTER is giving birth soon!! I cant wait for him to be here..n the thing is I'm gonna be an AUNT!! How amazing is that???!! Quite amazig isnt it?!

1st August 2011- A new life in JB

Well I moved to JB for work.. So I'm gonna be based here till god knows when.. Though my batch r JB based.. How I hope that i could be based in KL instead if being here.. The first day here was tiring.. I drove all the way from KL to JB n I'm alone in the car while Geraldine n Fionn r here ald.. I drove straight to brother kevin's house n met god ma along with brother as well.. Spent the 1st night there because I dun hv a bed to sleep on.. The 1st night there was shocking.. I dun wanna story abt it.. Bt I promise to myself that I'm not gonna go there often.. I'm happy being here at home.. I got two friends whom r crazy.. Loved it..!! Well starting a new life in JB is hard.. Everything I've got to pay on my own.. This house is empty so I got to buy my own mattress,pay the rental (which basically is more than I expected),fill my car petrol,pay my car's installments n etc etc.. Now i know how my mum feels.. "Hmm mummy I still can't believe how in the world can u still cope all these..??" Currently I'm just hoping that the hub in jb will close.. N they'll sent us back to KL.. Which I hope that is gonna happen.. Cause in KL I'm living a cheaper life n I can save..!! That's the important thing..! Bt here hmmm.... Can't save even a single cent for the 1st month.. So I really hope for a transfer back to KL.. Can somebody help me pleaseeeeeee...???!!!

11th July 2011

Well been bz these days.. Working my ass off n waiting for salary to come in.. Hehe..!! Overall I love the job.. The thing is meeting the right senior in charge n everything goes well.. N I'm hving fun.. I've been working 6/7 days straight.. 4 days morning flights,2 days noon flights.. Ystday was the wors She's killing me with her complaints abt my hair.. Everybody says that it looks ok... Flight delayed due to the turn around back to KLIA..? I can't use a spray (I'll get a migraine after a while) n I dun hv time n money to go n get a hair cut.. What am I suppose to do..?? I know it's not good for my repo.. Bt then I really hope that the salary comes in soon.. So that I could cut my hair n show it to her.. Like "NAH! Ambik kau.. Stop complaining abt my hair already." I was so tensed up when she keeps complaining abt my hair.. N thus try putting on the oxygen mask n take it off.. Confirm ur hair messy right..??!! Grrrrrrr.... Ystday's turn ard was delayed for 2-3 hours.. There quite an amount of customers r angry.. Bt luckily most of just kept quiet n slept.. I mean like these happens like once in a blue moon.. just bear with us ok.. If ur reaching somewhere late. we r much more "earlier" than u guys traveling right..???? Went to watch Transformers 3 with Pete..! Well I'm so happy that he added my movie tickets collection..!! Thank you Pete..!!! It has been a long time that my collection ain't growing.. N now it has grown although it's only a pair of tickets.. Bt its increasing.!! Well.. Transformers 3 is an ok movie.. A lil bit draggy for me.. Bt the animation of it is awesome..!! Hands down to the animator..!! n the night spent was awesome..=) hope to go to another movie soon..=) wanna add another ticket to my collections..=)

4th July 2011,Monday - 2123hours

Today is the 2nd of worst times that I had weird dreams since I moved here,my aunt's place..im not sure what is it abt.. The 1st time here that I could remember is I woke up n I could wake myself up as if it's real.. Bt then its like my soul leaving my body.. When I woke up in the dream I could see exactly the room that im sleeping now bt bigger n a little bit different.. N I hv a roomie with me.. Her bed is pink.. I'm sleeping facing to a window n wall.. At the end of my bed n connected to the wall (on the right hand side which is like a door) I could see a room it's dark n it's like a store room where inside has all kind of things.. I saw my aunt came into my room n walk to the dark room n took one thing.. N I tried to sleep back that time.. Bt I couldn't.. My body was heavy.. In the end I tried a lil bit to shut my eyes.. N I came back to the world.. I can move n I quickly ran to the toilet n wash my face.. Yea it's like in the movies.. As for the others (dreams) it's not as scary as u cant wake up.. Everyday in my aunt's place I dun even dare to shut my eyes n sleep.. I'm waking up every hour each n every night.. That is y I always wake up at mid-day.. Im always tired I'm always yawning these few days because I couldn't even sleep properly.. So it happen the 2nd worst nightmare today.. I happen to wake up the way I slept.. Bt my eyes r opened,I couldn't move my body.. At that time I'm not sure whether I'm in a dream or in the real world.. This time it's worse.. I couldn't even talk/shout for help/scream.. I tried screaming.. Nothing came out.. In the end I tried to move a little bit.. I saw this girl sitting at the side of my bed n watching tv.. I saw this store room again.. N this time there's a voice saying that I've taken something n I didn't returned it.. I'm not sure what is it.. If I knew I would return the thing back n I would never want this dream to come to me again.. It's scaring the hell out of me..!! It's like I'm in this position n I'm awake.. I couldn't move a single muscle except for me eyes,I couldn't talk/yell/scream/shouting for help.. I can only cry n tears dropping down to my cheeks.. I'm really scared.. I'm really scared that Im in that world n in the reality I died.. I'm really scared...currently I dun even dare to shut my eyes.. Afraid that the dream would come b haunt me again.. I was thinking abt this girl that I saw.. It's like I saw her during my training days in MAA.. Bt I'm not sure.. I really hope that all these will come to an end.. Cause it's really scary.. And I'm really scared.. I'm afraid that one day I sleep n I never wake up again...