7th December 2013 - Friday @1856hrs

Dear all, I created a new page for my blog, as for this current one I haven't been uploading eversince I dunno when. So this is the link to my new page http://jjchoong0129.blogspot.com/. I'll be seeing your updates from there on. Love you lovelies!

To New Beginnings

I've finally managed to delete our conversations. Thank you for the memories. I hope that you'll be happy in your soon-to-come wedding. My blessings to both of you. It is time to move on. To new beginnings!

16th June 2013,Sunday @2241hrs

I was sitting in front of the tv, it reminds me about staying in ara hill... I know sometimes when i speak,i'll go straight forward.. Without thinking twice before i get it out.. Remember that u got that little booklet? U wanted to write what i'd said.. In the end,after the booklet was bought. I've changed.. Did i? Im not too sure.. But all i know is that u havent written anything on that booklet.. I knew that sometimes i make u mad.. In which it scares the hell outta me. Sometimes saying sorry is what i cant take back the words i said. But all i could say now is that Im Sorryyyyy! I hope that u'll forgive! And u know i love u! Lol!

it's just so frustrating.

I need to let things out,but i dunno who to talk to... People being mean at work, people saying whatever,people asking questions that i dont know what the answers are. I dont know,I Dont Know I DONT KNOW!!!!! Its just so frustrating,saddening!! T-T

04th November 2012-Sunday @0200hrs

Im working at the reception today.. its hard work i'd say.. haha u cant even go somewhere else and walk for a while... I got to be fast, this is the only time that i can boast! haahahaha Been yesterday to an interview,Malindo Airline is the name for a new company.. Guess what? for the first 2 days it was packed like hell, I'm quite lucky that I did not chose to go for it that time. Read it on the newspapers, in 2 days, a day they're handling 3000 candidates, it means 6000 candidates in 2 days! Well, it includes as well, the general staff,engineers,distributor,cabin crews and so on so forth. So i went on the 3rd morning after work! hihihihi. Managed to change (in the lounge as well,haha)the crowd was full.. it's not organized, filled with people, going ard.. in a small space.. trust me it is!it was crowded, everybody's squeezing in..Plus the whole event has only one person to handle the crowd. i have waited for 2 hours n thus queue n squeeze. Got my number yo go forth for the interview.. they gave a number but it seems they're not using it. Everybody is everywhere! Even when you are standing where you are, they cut queues! my goodness.. Malaysiannnssss... So i manage to get in the interview room. The interviewer asked me these : 1) Introduce yourself 2) Walk for a short distance 3) Why do I want to be a cabin crew? Answered,walked and answered.. Its only for 5 mins n im gone.. Imagine after waiting for 2 hours n in the room for 5 mins after that they say they'll contact you in 2 weeks time.. my goodness!and you cant do anything else. thats the interview. So currently im waiting for their answer... I hope that it will be a good news! okok! got to go! pax coming in 5..4..3..2..1..!

07th Oct 2012-Sunday @ 2316 hrs

Well, things have changed..JJ assigned to work in business centre, its boringgggg! All the crew have to do is sit.. n stare at the computer all day.. But if there's passenger coming in of course u have to help them in anyways they need. jj have been sitting here since 1600hrs and JJ's sleepy thus JJ's butt hurts. Luckily! that my work is finishing soon! hihihihihihihihihi! It has been days that you left.. You don't seem sad when jj send you off.. Its only JJ childish,that JJ had cried before and after sending you off..After some time, JJ is still trying to get used to that you are not here anymore and that it's not easy to communicate with you when you are there,home.. JJ is just trying to adapt herself to a new environment,whereby.. JJ's thoughts,JJ's feelings,what's happening now.. JJ couldnt tell you.. cause its not easy without talking to you face to face. Haha..JJ really looked like a desperado now.. Its like JJ is so desperate for you to be here.. The thing is things has to be changed, J has to accept the fact that you are not here anymore and that you are not JJ's anymore and that you wont be JJ's someone..because you has somebody else in the first place.. how JJ hoped that JJ met you first..JJ sounds so stupid isnt it?? Thinking about how much more that JJ wants to be with you,about how stupid that Jj thought that you could change your mind.. thinking about how an idiotic person JJ is to even think that you are JJ's bf.. Waiting for you to reply J's emails,heard J' email's beep ringing, excitedly thought that it was from you.. But,instead of it.. it was some other emails.. but u know what? JJ was free just now and so it happens that JJ was so bored and she clicked on fb message and was reading all of our conversations through facebook since May 2011.. About stallion, about the first night where you sweat like a pig and your shirt has salt all over it,spending time studying, Bert's jealous that he couldnt get me and that you got me, etc etc.. reading all of them made me think back about the times we spend when we first knew each other and everybody else.. it is funny, you should have a read at it.. =) Jj wanna hear your voice again, wanna feel your hands going through my hair, touching my face and kisses again.. can I? ='( Love,J.

31st Aug 2012-Friday@1125hrs

I had the sudden urge to quit my current job... What happened yesterday,what happened the day before.. Was really making me upset.. Got scolded for nothing.. Because of helping the vendors,to wrap some bread for the next day's b'fast service.. Got scalded by hot water.. Sometimes,i just dont understand Malaysians n Foreigners... They took/ordered it from the buffet/kitchen... They just ate it a little bit.. N left quite an amount of food.. Was clearing their table.. Carrying it to the pantry to have it clear... Was hit by some vendor.. N basically... Everything dropped n the gravy being splashed all over me.. She nvr said any sorry and she just walked off.. I was almost crying... I stopped myself from everything.. N i wipe myself with a cloth... Got my spare uniform.. N i changed.. Was walking fast throughout the lounge.. Wet, by curry gravy,veg gravy..soy sauce gravy... I pull myself back... I continued working... Im lucky that i hv such wonderful team.. With the 3 of them.. They made me smile n laugh back.. But we are gonna split soon.. 2nd Sept is our last day working together...:( i want my teammates back!!! Anyway,Happy Independence Day Malaysia.