07th Oct 2012-Sunday @ 2316 hrs

Well, things have changed..JJ assigned to work in business centre, its boringgggg! All the crew have to do is sit.. n stare at the computer all day.. But if there's passenger coming in of course u have to help them in anyways they need. jj have been sitting here since 1600hrs and JJ's sleepy thus JJ's butt hurts. Luckily! that my work is finishing soon! hihihihihihihihihi! It has been days that you left.. You don't seem sad when jj send you off.. Its only JJ childish,that JJ had cried before and after sending you off..After some time, JJ is still trying to get used to that you are not here anymore and that it's not easy to communicate with you when you are there,home.. JJ is just trying to adapt herself to a new environment,whereby.. JJ's thoughts,JJ's feelings,what's happening now.. JJ couldnt tell you.. cause its not easy without talking to you face to face. Haha..JJ really looked like a desperado now.. Its like JJ is so desperate for you to be here.. The thing is things has to be changed, J has to accept the fact that you are not here anymore and that you are not JJ's anymore and that you wont be JJ's someone..because you has somebody else in the first place.. how JJ hoped that JJ met you first..JJ sounds so stupid isnt it?? Thinking about how much more that JJ wants to be with you,about how stupid that Jj thought that you could change your mind.. thinking about how an idiotic person JJ is to even think that you are JJ's bf.. Waiting for you to reply J's emails,heard J' email's beep ringing, excitedly thought that it was from you.. But,instead of it.. it was some other emails.. but u know what? JJ was free just now and so it happens that JJ was so bored and she clicked on fb message and was reading all of our conversations through facebook since May 2011.. About stallion, about the first night where you sweat like a pig and your shirt has salt all over it,spending time studying, Bert's jealous that he couldnt get me and that you got me, etc etc.. reading all of them made me think back about the times we spend when we first knew each other and everybody else.. it is funny, you should have a read at it.. =) Jj wanna hear your voice again, wanna feel your hands going through my hair, touching my face and kisses again.. can I? ='( Love,J.