4th July 2011,Monday - 2123hours

Today is the 2nd of worst times that I had weird dreams since I moved here,my aunt's place..im not sure what is it abt.. The 1st time here that I could remember is I woke up n I could wake myself up as if it's real.. Bt then its like my soul leaving my body.. When I woke up in the dream I could see exactly the room that im sleeping now bt bigger n a little bit different.. N I hv a roomie with me.. Her bed is pink.. I'm sleeping facing to a window n wall.. At the end of my bed n connected to the wall (on the right hand side which is like a door) I could see a room it's dark n it's like a store room where inside has all kind of things.. I saw my aunt came into my room n walk to the dark room n took one thing.. N I tried to sleep back that time.. Bt I couldn't.. My body was heavy.. In the end I tried a lil bit to shut my eyes.. N I came back to the world.. I can move n I quickly ran to the toilet n wash my face.. Yea it's like in the movies.. As for the others (dreams) it's not as scary as u cant wake up.. Everyday in my aunt's place I dun even dare to shut my eyes n sleep.. I'm waking up every hour each n every night.. That is y I always wake up at mid-day.. Im always tired I'm always yawning these few days because I couldn't even sleep properly.. So it happen the 2nd worst nightmare today.. I happen to wake up the way I slept.. Bt my eyes r opened,I couldn't move my body.. At that time I'm not sure whether I'm in a dream or in the real world.. This time it's worse.. I couldn't even talk/shout for help/scream.. I tried screaming.. Nothing came out.. In the end I tried to move a little bit.. I saw this girl sitting at the side of my bed n watching tv.. I saw this store room again.. N this time there's a voice saying that I've taken something n I didn't returned it.. I'm not sure what is it.. If I knew I would return the thing back n I would never want this dream to come to me again.. It's scaring the hell out of me..!! It's like I'm in this position n I'm awake.. I couldn't move a single muscle except for me eyes,I couldn't talk/yell/scream/shouting for help.. I can only cry n tears dropping down to my cheeks.. I'm really scared.. I'm really scared that Im in that world n in the reality I died.. I'm really scared...currently I dun even dare to shut my eyes.. Afraid that the dream would come b haunt me again.. I was thinking abt this girl that I saw.. It's like I saw her during my training days in MAA.. Bt I'm not sure.. I really hope that all these will come to an end.. Cause it's really scary.. And I'm really scared.. I'm afraid that one day I sleep n I never wake up again...