04th November 2012-Sunday @0200hrs

Im working at the reception today.. its hard work i'd say.. haha u cant even go somewhere else and walk for a while... I got to be fast, this is the only time that i can boast! haahahaha Been yesterday to an interview,Malindo Airline is the name for a new company.. Guess what? for the first 2 days it was packed like hell, I'm quite lucky that I did not chose to go for it that time. Read it on the newspapers, in 2 days, a day they're handling 3000 candidates, it means 6000 candidates in 2 days! Well, it includes as well, the general staff,engineers,distributor,cabin crews and so on so forth. So i went on the 3rd morning after work! hihihihi. Managed to change (in the lounge as well,haha)the crowd was full.. it's not organized, filled with people, going ard.. in a small space.. trust me it is!it was crowded, everybody's squeezing in..Plus the whole event has only one person to handle the crowd. i have waited for 2 hours n thus queue n squeeze. Got my number yo go forth for the interview.. they gave a number but it seems they're not using it. Everybody is everywhere! Even when you are standing where you are, they cut queues! my goodness.. Malaysiannnssss... So i manage to get in the interview room. The interviewer asked me these : 1) Introduce yourself 2) Walk for a short distance 3) Why do I want to be a cabin crew? Answered,walked and answered.. Its only for 5 mins n im gone.. Imagine after waiting for 2 hours n in the room for 5 mins after that they say they'll contact you in 2 weeks time.. my goodness!and you cant do anything else. thats the interview. So currently im waiting for their answer... I hope that it will be a good news! okok! got to go! pax coming in 5..4..3..2..1..!

07th Oct 2012-Sunday @ 2316 hrs

Well, things have changed..JJ assigned to work in business centre, its boringgggg! All the crew have to do is sit.. n stare at the computer all day.. But if there's passenger coming in of course u have to help them in anyways they need. jj have been sitting here since 1600hrs and JJ's sleepy thus JJ's butt hurts. Luckily! that my work is finishing soon! hihihihihihihihihi! It has been days that you left.. You don't seem sad when jj send you off.. Its only JJ childish,that JJ had cried before and after sending you off..After some time, JJ is still trying to get used to that you are not here anymore and that it's not easy to communicate with you when you are there,home.. JJ is just trying to adapt herself to a new environment,whereby.. JJ's thoughts,JJ's feelings,what's happening now.. JJ couldnt tell you.. cause its not easy without talking to you face to face. Haha..JJ really looked like a desperado now.. Its like JJ is so desperate for you to be here.. The thing is things has to be changed, J has to accept the fact that you are not here anymore and that you are not JJ's anymore and that you wont be JJ's someone..because you has somebody else in the first place.. how JJ hoped that JJ met you first..JJ sounds so stupid isnt it?? Thinking about how much more that JJ wants to be with you,about how stupid that Jj thought that you could change your mind.. thinking about how an idiotic person JJ is to even think that you are JJ's bf.. Waiting for you to reply J's emails,heard J' email's beep ringing, excitedly thought that it was from you.. But,instead of it.. it was some other emails.. but u know what? JJ was free just now and so it happens that JJ was so bored and she clicked on fb message and was reading all of our conversations through facebook since May 2011.. About stallion, about the first night where you sweat like a pig and your shirt has salt all over it,spending time studying, Bert's jealous that he couldnt get me and that you got me, etc etc.. reading all of them made me think back about the times we spend when we first knew each other and everybody else.. it is funny, you should have a read at it.. =) Jj wanna hear your voice again, wanna feel your hands going through my hair, touching my face and kisses again.. can I? ='( Love,J.

31st Aug 2012-Friday@1125hrs

I had the sudden urge to quit my current job... What happened yesterday,what happened the day before.. Was really making me upset.. Got scolded for nothing.. Because of helping the vendors,to wrap some bread for the next day's b'fast service.. Got scalded by hot water.. Sometimes,i just dont understand Malaysians n Foreigners... They took/ordered it from the buffet/kitchen... They just ate it a little bit.. N left quite an amount of food.. Was clearing their table.. Carrying it to the pantry to have it clear... Was hit by some vendor.. N basically... Everything dropped n the gravy being splashed all over me.. She nvr said any sorry and she just walked off.. I was almost crying... I stopped myself from everything.. N i wipe myself with a cloth... Got my spare uniform.. N i changed.. Was walking fast throughout the lounge.. Wet, by curry gravy,veg gravy..soy sauce gravy... I pull myself back... I continued working... Im lucky that i hv such wonderful team.. With the 3 of them.. They made me smile n laugh back.. But we are gonna split soon.. 2nd Sept is our last day working together...:( i want my teammates back!!! Anyway,Happy Independence Day Malaysia.

17th Aug 2012-Friday @1208hrs

Just yesterday, my aunt was send for her cremation... it has been days that I had not cried for her. I have been strong for my cousins.. Told them not to be sad not to cry in front of her, as it was a regulation from the monk. Before she was send in, I heard a voice.. Talking to me.. It struck me that it was my aunt.. She told me to be strong and take care of mummy.. she ask for my mum's help to take care of her kids because my uncle's busy, thus ask me to let my uncle know that, not to be sad.. give up some time for the kids.. spend time with them. She told me that she's going to a wonderful place, ask me not to cry anymore.. after I heard what she said... I cried n cried n cried.. I have been strong my cousins, being there with them.. staying up overnight to accompany my aunt for the past few days.. In the mean time, Bert has given me headaches n headaches all over.. saying the things that I already know.. he's like giving me pressure that i couldnt imagine. Talking to him was like talking to a log.. I have already told him times n times again that my aunt had a funeral.. And I am busy with it.. I cant think of anything else. I was just like STOP Bert STOP! I had enough!I told Bert off n thats it for me now. Spend the whole day with my cousins yesterday, being there for them when they need me.Although I slept off on the couch! :) Well, Jj has been talking to him.. JJ talk to him basically everyday.. HE call JJ when JJ asked him to. which made JJ smile.. He accompanied JJ throughout the whole thing.He's back in his country in which its harder to communicate with him.. Just emails n emails n emails... Sometimes JJ kept looking at JJ's phone to see whether has he reply JJ or not.. When there is an email from him.. JJ's heart basically jumping with joy,, n JJ automatically smiled.

4th August 2012-Saturday @1237 hrs

HElllooooooo!!! I actually wanted to post this for a long time..! But i wrote my last draft almost till the end.. and *poof!* the whole thing was a goner!!! then I decide to write it another day... :)) Well, I just want to update my status currently. Things may not be the same as before,cause work changed n friends gone not really gone gone but gone like they're not there with me.So sad! SO currently, because of MAS "financial problems" + "excess crews"they cant accept/include Firefly crews to be in flying roster.. So we end up being in? the Golden Lounge.. I have been working there for like a month plus now.. problems keeps haunting me,plus the stress for this is overwhelming. Working in the lounge is like working in a restaurant whereby you have to collect plates,arrange things, etc etc as the vendors (the original golden lounge workers) are gonna be gone by the end of this month, guess what, it was the management who force them to leave. First thing, i dont understand why they asked them to leave as we need them? Plus who's gonna do the lifting n cleaning? The management asked us to be a PR around the lounge.. but the next thing you know, all these things happen. For all that I could say is STUPID! SO when the vendors are gone, n if we dont pick up some informations now from them i think we would be helpless..! Colleagues are leaving the company,vendors are leaving n what does that make us? short of crew for sure! well,I'm quite sad that my expats pilots friends are leaving..! the time pass quite fast! They're leaving me!!!! :(( its quite sad. Everybodys'leaving... I wish that they could be here for me!!! They've been the best thing that happened in my life..tho they;re guys but yea! They are the reasons that made my life in kl the awesome thing that happen! I just hope that they'll find good jobs somewhere out there! Im quite sad that Peter is leaving me.. He has been the closest guy that Im with for a year plus now. He's leaving too! :'(( Im here wishing the best to you honey! I hope that you'll be accepted to a great company who treats u well and make the flying experience fun for u! I'll see you when i see u! But please come back to see me!!! :) i think that's it for now.. got to go.. :'(

28th June 2012-Thurs @1904

Dunno what happened to JJ these days.. JJ just felt like crying... Well,maybe things may not be the same from today onwards... JJ chose to work in Golden Lounge, just to earn some money.. JJ wanted to be happy to go for work... JJ tried but JJ just couldnt.. JJ burst out crying few days ago.. Is it the stress that is empowering JJ? JJ dunno... JJ just hoped that evrything would just turns out to be ok... Jj currently is at home,there's nothing to do around here.. JJ dont have her close friends neither her family here... Jj is just sad... Yesterday was just a tough night for jj.. Cause the man that jj loves, its not for jj anymore... Jj finally can pick up her courage to talk n leave... Last night was the day that jj will remember for her whole life... Jj loved him more than jj loves herself... Jj n him, left each other many times n got back together many times... So jj guess,maybe this is the last time that jj is gonna do this... Many times that jj wished that jj could have met him earlier... He treated jj wonderfully... But the disadvantage was, he's not jj's one... He belonged to somebody's else Jj know that its not right to step in.. But jj just couldnt listen,jj is just stubborn.. He said no to jj many times:. Jj just couldnt bring herself to the reality.. Many of jj's friends advised jj not to go on.. But instead of it,jj went on.. Cause jj's in love with him... There's no more words that could describe jj's love for him... So jj hoped that jj could be standing up n be strong again... Jj is just tired of all these.. Jj is just tired... P/S : Honey, i thanked you for the wonderful memories that u've given to me.. The happy days that we've been together,the laughter that u gave me n just trying hard to give in to me in many ways... Honey, i wished u happiness.

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Ahojjjjjj!!!!! LOL i've learned this from a Slovak honey!hihihihi well, I'm still alive after what??? *counting with fingers* unaccountable years since I've posted a blog! mmmm.. long story cutting it short! I've been in KL since April 2011, started off with my favourite career as a cabin crew, as you can see it from my last few posts about the life here. It has been great ever since. Met new friends,getting new experiences, learning and learning all the way.. Loved the life,but unfortunately Firefly in KLIA has to be closed down due to TF was added in to our family.. he wanted to close us down, in a well way he did.. so it left us with M.. Flying with M was a great experience... I got to know what's premium service is about,I got to learn new things but! but in a short time in 2 weeks we had to learn every single thing about MAS services, procedures and dot dot dot... Loved flying, n im missing those flying days now... as per say, we are forced to be a ground staff... hmm from a cabin crew to ground staff its quite downgrading for me.. plus I've been so stressed out these few weeks to make a decisions in between going on for a year of unpaid leave or going on for the ground staff program or resigning my favourite job of all. In between deciding, the classes for ground staff started off.. Well i had 2 days off, deciding what to do? what to decide? Cried off for nothing.. maybe it's just stress that is taking over me.. or maybe its about losing my favourite career. All i hope for now is a miracle that will happen! I'm praying for it n I'm hoping for it..