Well I’ve reported myself to Proton Service Centre and I had to look for a darn carpark for like 30 mins.. Actually where I parked is not a parking spot.. It’s a freaking small car wash place that I could just park right in front of it.. I don’t really care if anybody calls me or whatsoever.. I’ve parked at a place which I hope that nothing would happen to my car.. God HELP!!! LOL
Over here they say express service for 60 mins.. Well... I’m not so sure about it.. Maybe I should hangout in Curve or Tesco.. I’m actually looking forward to hanging out in Starbucks..! All I need now is internet access, though over here there’s an amount of wifi connection but this lappy doesnt seem to like to be connected to anyone of it.. ehhhh... hardcore Lappy..
1344 hours
Annnnnddd I'm in Starbucks now.. Having a large cup of Ice blended Chocolate with Cream! They gave me a whole lot of cream I should say.. Well, my car is in the service now.. I'm just sitting in starbucks enjoying the drink and the internet here.. Loving it! I walked here from the service centre.. It aint that far away.. But it is far away when it's RAINING now.. grrrr... I just wish that it'll stop when my car is ready.. I know I should have stayed in the service centre.. but then I need to withdraw some money for the service..Btw, I'm sitting here updating my blog and facebook.. I saw 2 gay guys sitting outside.. One is playing with his BB and the other is reading a book.. both with their legs crossed like what ladies do.. I knowwwww.. all guys is doing a lady leg crossed while they're sitting.. I'm not accusing.. You guys should come here n see it for urself..hahahaha.. they're really like ladies.. I can ASSURE YOU THAT! heheheh..
WEll the rain now is slowing down a little bit.. I guess my car can be ready by 3pm.. that's what the lady wrote down on her notepad about my car stuff..
I feel like taking my car for a car wash.. But each and every single day it's raining.. It's not helping at all I'd say.. If I wash the car + rain comes = Dirty car again.. hmmm...
just called in for a flight supposingly it to be tomorrow morning.. But it was cancelled... D: I feel like crying d.. =(
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
2nd November 2011,Wednesday – 1759 hours
Started the day off with facebook when I wake up.. I know.. I know... I’m addicted to Facebook.. =D But everyone elses’ is as well.. heheheh I’m not alone..! I can say that Im facebook-holic.. But I don’t update my Facebook while I’m driving.. It’s just only updating it when I’m stop at a red light,stuck in a traffic jam or just stopping somewhere else.. Hey, radio DJs I’m not putting my life in danger..
Well, just to put my mind off of some radio commercials or you can say radio advertisements.. it’s just plain stupid to be playing some advertisements about having your seatbelts on while your driving, be on time for something, having your signals to give other drivers & etc etc.. I now it is good for some awareness for some people.. But the citizens aren’t stupid don’t you think so..?? I always switch to other channels when I hear these kind of whatsoever u call advertisements or some awareness.. hmmm =/
Anyway, I’ve finished watching all the movies that Peter downloaded.. hahaha I know I’m fast.. I’m actually watching 5 movies per day I think... I dunno what should I watch tomorrow.. hahahahaha.. sigh.. another one more day to go then I get to go to work.. I should say If I don’t go to work, I’ll die.. Imagine 2 flights for one half of the month till 15th. My Goodness.. I’m only having flights on 4th and 7th.. =(((
I was thinking about going to OldTown White Coffee to get all these blog that I’m writing up to my blogspot.. making use of the wifi there. Hihihihi..If not when Peter comes back n sees all these here plus! Making use of his lappy for my writing.. I AM DEAD! I can assure you that.. mmmmm,.. Mommy.... hahahaha =( But I’m so freaking lazy to go out.. I don’t mind about not having any food, u name it, lunch and dinner because I am not hungry.. If I want to get a cup of coffee, I already have coffee at home.. so I’m just pure lazy n don’t feel like wasting money..
Just maybe tomorrow when I send my car for service, I would take this baby to starbucks, if either starbucks or somewhere which they have wifi there.. N thus to get some money out for my Pickle after it’s service.. Yes.. I named my car,Pickle.. Cause the number plate starts PKE.. so PKE looks like Pickle to me.. hehehehe..
Well i have to say.. I really do miss to have a person to cuddle me when I’m home alone and watching the movie with me.. And all I have to cuddle is Fantasia,my bunny.. =) Although it’s comfy and all, but it is nice to have a man you like to cuddle with you.. The warmth from it, It is always undescribable..
It’s raining over here again.. Sometimes it is nice when it is raining when your at home.. Sometimes it’s just the feeling of it.. And it’s good to have a companion out for coffee/tea.. I just love rainy days.. But I don’t like rain when I’m going for work though.. hahaha.. Currently.. just thinking about to have a companion to talk at home.. instead of being alone at home and just watch tv all the time n writing.. I just miss chit chatting so much now... =(
Well, just to put my mind off of some radio commercials or you can say radio advertisements.. it’s just plain stupid to be playing some advertisements about having your seatbelts on while your driving, be on time for something, having your signals to give other drivers & etc etc.. I now it is good for some awareness for some people.. But the citizens aren’t stupid don’t you think so..?? I always switch to other channels when I hear these kind of whatsoever u call advertisements or some awareness.. hmmm =/
Anyway, I’ve finished watching all the movies that Peter downloaded.. hahaha I know I’m fast.. I’m actually watching 5 movies per day I think... I dunno what should I watch tomorrow.. hahahahaha.. sigh.. another one more day to go then I get to go to work.. I should say If I don’t go to work, I’ll die.. Imagine 2 flights for one half of the month till 15th. My Goodness.. I’m only having flights on 4th and 7th.. =(((
I was thinking about going to OldTown White Coffee to get all these blog that I’m writing up to my blogspot.. making use of the wifi there. Hihihihi..If not when Peter comes back n sees all these here plus! Making use of his lappy for my writing.. I AM DEAD! I can assure you that.. mmmmm,.. Mommy.... hahahaha =( But I’m so freaking lazy to go out.. I don’t mind about not having any food, u name it, lunch and dinner because I am not hungry.. If I want to get a cup of coffee, I already have coffee at home.. so I’m just pure lazy n don’t feel like wasting money..
Just maybe tomorrow when I send my car for service, I would take this baby to starbucks, if either starbucks or somewhere which they have wifi there.. N thus to get some money out for my Pickle after it’s service.. Yes.. I named my car,Pickle.. Cause the number plate starts PKE.. so PKE looks like Pickle to me.. hehehehe..
Well i have to say.. I really do miss to have a person to cuddle me when I’m home alone and watching the movie with me.. And all I have to cuddle is Fantasia,my bunny.. =) Although it’s comfy and all, but it is nice to have a man you like to cuddle with you.. The warmth from it, It is always undescribable..
It’s raining over here again.. Sometimes it is nice when it is raining when your at home.. Sometimes it’s just the feeling of it.. And it’s good to have a companion out for coffee/tea.. I just love rainy days.. But I don’t like rain when I’m going for work though.. hahaha.. Currently.. just thinking about to have a companion to talk at home.. instead of being alone at home and just watch tv all the time n writing.. I just miss chit chatting so much now... =(
1st November 2011,Tuesday – 2106 hours.
Its the 1st of November!!! I kinda welcome it like watching movies the whole day n not going out... hahahahaha.. I’m too lazy to go out especially when it’s raining all evening.. But I would love for my local channel to be working on my TV but then I don’t think so its gonna work good.. Especially when its raining annnnndddd guess what it really is not working good.. all i could see is black n white dots all over the screen and sometimes even better.. Blue screen..! Interesting isn’t it?? Hahahaha..Thank GOD that I had Peter’s laptop to accompany me the whole day long.. hihihihihihi
THANK YOU PETER!!!! Hihihi ( for borrowing me your lappy n downloading the movies that I asked for! Thanks Bud! ) *wink*
Just wanna write down what happen yesterday.. I had a flight to Sibu yesterday so the reporting time is 1740 hours (5.40pm).. I started preparing myself for the flight around 2pm.. I indeed had a hard time putting on those damn fake eyelashes again.. Grrr.. Maybe I should change it to the ones that I’m used to.. So I got out around 4pm.. I had the time that I needed to get to the airport slowly and safely.. Or maybe just in case of anything comes up I could use the spare time to fix the problem *touch wood*..
Well what happened was nothing... its just started raining cats & dogs ard 3pm, my car is park outdoors in the rain.. So i just had to walk to my car in the rain with the stupid umbrella that’s leaking from the inside,wearing my uniform and holding my luggage.. ahh it’s nothing.. its just that i’m drench and the interior of my car is partially wet..! =)) hmmhmm.. That was nothing, I manage to get on the road around 4pm.
Well this ain’t the good part yet, so I was driving in a heavy downpour.. N the road I’m used to get out to the highway is Flooded!!! After Just an hour of heavy rain.. I had to make a U-turn n go to another way to get out from there n to the highway..I was like OMG!! Its 5pm already.. I really had to get out from this place.. So I finally got out from the area.. And another wonderful thing came up, after I got out from what I thought the worse place ever, I got into a small traffic jam.. Its just a short way to the highway because of the road had a mini flood.. After that, FINALLY I said to myself I finally got onto the highway. Through the “Touch & Go”toll I went through.. Got into the highway.. anddddd what do you think happened..? A HUMONGUS traffic jam on the highway..!! I was like WOW!! I said “A traffic jam just now n another traffic jam?! That’s great!” And wait we haven got to the best part yet! The best thing is, when i drove on the traffic jam, n trying to get out of it, wait for it... this is the one... My car’s oil pressure little light lit up.. It gave me a scare.. I read the owner’s manual while stopping at the rest stop.. it says if it illuminates means I cannot go on driving, If i do keep on driving, My car engine will be gone.. GONE! I was like OMFG!! What should I do?! I stop the car engine, while doing that I called my mum (upon the car problem), flight ops n my manager (about I couldn’t make it for the flight)..
N then a miracle happen, when I re-start my engine again, the light of my oil pressure has gone.. so I went on calling flight ops saying that I can make it for the flight and called mum that the car is ok.. So i drove around 120km/h to rush to the airport.. I reached the airport around 5.25pm.. Guess what happened again, HAH!! I got the season parking n I went into the wrong carpark! DANG! But I couldn’t care much.. I just used my touch n go n I rush for the car park n to the elevator n to the office.. When I almost got to the office, it’s 5.45pm.. I got to know that the crew went to the gate already.. I rushed to the Gate in which is freaking far away!!! I got to the aircraft n everything is as I wanted it to be.. PHEWWWW!!!!
I should say that I was lucky to get a nice set of crew n leading as well.. SO we went on with the flight, 1st sector was ok but it was delayed about 35 mins because of some passengers are being transferred from one airline to another.. 2nd sector was interesting.. though we had 47 pax, it was relaxing.. So after all the service, my leading crew said that she want to introduce me to some tech crew from Vietnam Airline.. I was like “uh?? Ok.....” *scratching my head*
Just before that, I was complaining about this particular chinese pax to my colleague.. When I asked him to straighten his seat up, he said “I’m reclining it just a little bit only, do i still have to straightened it up?”I said this with a smile “Yes sir, you do have to because it’s the procedure” I smiled again and walk away..
Funny thing is, the person whom my leading wants to introduce me to is the guy that I was complaining about.. hahahahaha.. And the awkward dialogue goes like this :
Leading : Hi Sir! You are a tech crew right? Which fleet are you flying for? Guy : Hi,Hello, yes I’m a tech crew from Vietnam Airlines and I’m currently flying for B777 and Airbus. Leading : I would like to introduce you one of my crew,her name is Jacklyn.
*I shooked my hands with him and said Hi,nice meeting you sir”
After that I walked off with my leading.. So after that I’m being teased by my set of colleagues.. And one of them told me that I should give the iPod survey to him.. And I did.. After he finishes he pressed the call button.. NONE i repeat NONE of my colleagues went over to get the iPod from him.. All are pointing fingers at my n saying “go n get it yourself” I had no choice but to go n get the iPod from the guy.. So he started to talk to me.. asking me how long have I flew with Firefly and will I be like the others wearing kebaya for MAS n all.. dot dot dot.. nnnnnn he gave me his name card n told me that if i ever go to Vietnam for a vacation or nightstop.. I can call him n he’ll take me around the place.. I was like Oh ok.. sure...
Namecard... I told my leading that he gave me a namecard.. n guess what she was so freaking excited about it.. contact him she said! I was smiling n heheh only... So i’ll think about it .. I mean about contacting him.. though he’s a captain n all.. but thenn.. a guy with a namecard is like a business man who wants something out of u.. So i’ll just think about it.. hihi.. But then he’s like olddddd...he’s like almost 40 or 40 plus already.. If i go out with him, people would be looking at me like I’m his mistress or something.. ewwwww!!! Don’t know la.. See how 1st la.. all i want now is to enjoy my job n be free n to see my nephew as soon as possible!!!!
Im coming home mummy n sisters!!! Wait for me!!!!
THANK YOU PETER!!!! Hihihi ( for borrowing me your lappy n downloading the movies that I asked for! Thanks Bud! ) *wink*
Just wanna write down what happen yesterday.. I had a flight to Sibu yesterday so the reporting time is 1740 hours (5.40pm).. I started preparing myself for the flight around 2pm.. I indeed had a hard time putting on those damn fake eyelashes again.. Grrr.. Maybe I should change it to the ones that I’m used to.. So I got out around 4pm.. I had the time that I needed to get to the airport slowly and safely.. Or maybe just in case of anything comes up I could use the spare time to fix the problem *touch wood*..
Well what happened was nothing... its just started raining cats & dogs ard 3pm, my car is park outdoors in the rain.. So i just had to walk to my car in the rain with the stupid umbrella that’s leaking from the inside,wearing my uniform and holding my luggage.. ahh it’s nothing.. its just that i’m drench and the interior of my car is partially wet..! =)) hmmhmm.. That was nothing, I manage to get on the road around 4pm.
Well this ain’t the good part yet, so I was driving in a heavy downpour.. N the road I’m used to get out to the highway is Flooded!!! After Just an hour of heavy rain.. I had to make a U-turn n go to another way to get out from there n to the highway..I was like OMG!! Its 5pm already.. I really had to get out from this place.. So I finally got out from the area.. And another wonderful thing came up, after I got out from what I thought the worse place ever, I got into a small traffic jam.. Its just a short way to the highway because of the road had a mini flood.. After that, FINALLY I said to myself I finally got onto the highway. Through the “Touch & Go”toll I went through.. Got into the highway.. anddddd what do you think happened..? A HUMONGUS traffic jam on the highway..!! I was like WOW!! I said “A traffic jam just now n another traffic jam?! That’s great!” And wait we haven got to the best part yet! The best thing is, when i drove on the traffic jam, n trying to get out of it, wait for it... this is the one... My car’s oil pressure little light lit up.. It gave me a scare.. I read the owner’s manual while stopping at the rest stop.. it says if it illuminates means I cannot go on driving, If i do keep on driving, My car engine will be gone.. GONE! I was like OMFG!! What should I do?! I stop the car engine, while doing that I called my mum (upon the car problem), flight ops n my manager (about I couldn’t make it for the flight)..
N then a miracle happen, when I re-start my engine again, the light of my oil pressure has gone.. so I went on calling flight ops saying that I can make it for the flight and called mum that the car is ok.. So i drove around 120km/h to rush to the airport.. I reached the airport around 5.25pm.. Guess what happened again, HAH!! I got the season parking n I went into the wrong carpark! DANG! But I couldn’t care much.. I just used my touch n go n I rush for the car park n to the elevator n to the office.. When I almost got to the office, it’s 5.45pm.. I got to know that the crew went to the gate already.. I rushed to the Gate in which is freaking far away!!! I got to the aircraft n everything is as I wanted it to be.. PHEWWWW!!!!
I should say that I was lucky to get a nice set of crew n leading as well.. SO we went on with the flight, 1st sector was ok but it was delayed about 35 mins because of some passengers are being transferred from one airline to another.. 2nd sector was interesting.. though we had 47 pax, it was relaxing.. So after all the service, my leading crew said that she want to introduce me to some tech crew from Vietnam Airline.. I was like “uh?? Ok.....” *scratching my head*
Just before that, I was complaining about this particular chinese pax to my colleague.. When I asked him to straighten his seat up, he said “I’m reclining it just a little bit only, do i still have to straightened it up?”I said this with a smile “Yes sir, you do have to because it’s the procedure” I smiled again and walk away..
Funny thing is, the person whom my leading wants to introduce me to is the guy that I was complaining about.. hahahahaha.. And the awkward dialogue goes like this :
Leading : Hi Sir! You are a tech crew right? Which fleet are you flying for? Guy : Hi,Hello, yes I’m a tech crew from Vietnam Airlines and I’m currently flying for B777 and Airbus. Leading : I would like to introduce you one of my crew,her name is Jacklyn.
*I shooked my hands with him and said Hi,nice meeting you sir”
After that I walked off with my leading.. So after that I’m being teased by my set of colleagues.. And one of them told me that I should give the iPod survey to him.. And I did.. After he finishes he pressed the call button.. NONE i repeat NONE of my colleagues went over to get the iPod from him.. All are pointing fingers at my n saying “go n get it yourself” I had no choice but to go n get the iPod from the guy.. So he started to talk to me.. asking me how long have I flew with Firefly and will I be like the others wearing kebaya for MAS n all.. dot dot dot.. nnnnnn he gave me his name card n told me that if i ever go to Vietnam for a vacation or nightstop.. I can call him n he’ll take me around the place.. I was like Oh ok.. sure...
Namecard... I told my leading that he gave me a namecard.. n guess what she was so freaking excited about it.. contact him she said! I was smiling n heheh only... So i’ll think about it .. I mean about contacting him.. though he’s a captain n all.. but thenn.. a guy with a namecard is like a business man who wants something out of u.. So i’ll just think about it.. hihi.. But then he’s like olddddd...he’s like almost 40 or 40 plus already.. If i go out with him, people would be looking at me like I’m his mistress or something.. ewwwww!!! Don’t know la.. See how 1st la.. all i want now is to enjoy my job n be free n to see my nephew as soon as possible!!!!
Im coming home mummy n sisters!!! Wait for me!!!!
30th October 2011,Sunday – 1808 hours
Finally the day came.. Jess’s baby is out..!!! yay!!! Gonna post some pictures on facebook soon..
My mum called me up around 11am this morning, to be exact the call actually woke me up.. hahaha.. My mum called n said “Congratulations!!! Ur an aunt now!!! Hahahahaha” I woke up immediately n was suprise upon the news! My nephew is out from my sis’s tummy.. Da jie!! Congratulations! U became a mummy liao...!!!! hehehehehe.. No worries jie! I’ll be back on the 8th..!
By the way, thank you everybody for liking n commenting on my facebook wall congratulating my sister n me becoming an official aunt.. hahahaha..
I went to Sunway with Geraldine just now in the afternoon..so I immediately bought some things for the baby.. hihihihi.. bought the bag that mum’s asking for.. I know im crazy!! Baby has just came out n im already buying things for my nephew.. my God!!
Just before shopping, Geraldine took me to a place that she saw on the newspaper.. Its actually some dogs are up for adoption.. She and I thought that the place would be big like H.O.P.E. organisation would be.. but its not.. its just a veterinary clinic that supports the organization.. they had a few puppies and dogs up for adoption only.. hmmm I thought we’re gonna spend some time at the place.. but instead of it we spent more time in Sunway shopping for my nephew’s things.. hahahahaha
I told Geraldine that I would never buy baby’s things with a guy who’s shopping with me.. Geraldine asked y? I told her that ppl would imagine that im having the baby rather than my sister.. hahahahaha.. Geraldine said that im crazy... hehehe
Anyway, my flatmate,Daphne is already here to stay with me.. Finally! At least Im having a friend to talk to n hang out with..
But in the end, during dinner time Daphne told me that she will be looking for another place to stay if I don’t mind.. I asked why, she just said that she hates stairs and climbing them.. So that’s why she’s not planning to stay long..
Hmmm what can I do more.. Couldn’t force her to stay if she don’t want to.. So now.... I’m still having the home alone to myself.. Boringggggg...... But thinking about the bright side.. at least I could do the things that I wanted to do without concerning about people hating it or not.. heheheh
My mum called me up around 11am this morning, to be exact the call actually woke me up.. hahaha.. My mum called n said “Congratulations!!! Ur an aunt now!!! Hahahahaha” I woke up immediately n was suprise upon the news! My nephew is out from my sis’s tummy.. Da jie!! Congratulations! U became a mummy liao...!!!! hehehehehe.. No worries jie! I’ll be back on the 8th..!
By the way, thank you everybody for liking n commenting on my facebook wall congratulating my sister n me becoming an official aunt.. hahahaha..
I went to Sunway with Geraldine just now in the afternoon..so I immediately bought some things for the baby.. hihihihi.. bought the bag that mum’s asking for.. I know im crazy!! Baby has just came out n im already buying things for my nephew.. my God!!
Just before shopping, Geraldine took me to a place that she saw on the newspaper.. Its actually some dogs are up for adoption.. She and I thought that the place would be big like H.O.P.E. organisation would be.. but its not.. its just a veterinary clinic that supports the organization.. they had a few puppies and dogs up for adoption only.. hmmm I thought we’re gonna spend some time at the place.. but instead of it we spent more time in Sunway shopping for my nephew’s things.. hahahahaha
I told Geraldine that I would never buy baby’s things with a guy who’s shopping with me.. Geraldine asked y? I told her that ppl would imagine that im having the baby rather than my sister.. hahahahaha.. Geraldine said that im crazy... hehehe
Anyway, my flatmate,Daphne is already here to stay with me.. Finally! At least Im having a friend to talk to n hang out with..
But in the end, during dinner time Daphne told me that she will be looking for another place to stay if I don’t mind.. I asked why, she just said that she hates stairs and climbing them.. So that’s why she’s not planning to stay long..
Hmmm what can I do more.. Couldn’t force her to stay if she don’t want to.. So now.... I’m still having the home alone to myself.. Boringggggg...... But thinking about the bright side.. at least I could do the things that I wanted to do without concerning about people hating it or not.. heheheh
29th October 2011,Saturday – 2001 hours
Well, I’m currently at home spending time on me,myself.. Finally..
*screaming* AHHHHHHH.... Good news! *drums rolls* My sister is giving birth tomorrow!!! OMG!!! Im so excited for the baby to come out.. My nephew!! OMG! OMG!!!! Hopefully everything goes well for my nephew to be born tomorrow n my sis to be healthy n safe..
I bought a book yesterday in the airport.. well after sending him away to the gate.. its call ‘Eat Pray Love’ haven got started on it yet.. gonna start the book soon.. hehehehe..
Well, news upon work aint good.. Although work is fun n hanging out with the other collegues is cool n awesome.. But everything is changing soon.. sad..! All because of the MD who sold the shares to Air Asia.. If he hadnt did it.. we would not have this kind of problems.. like temporary joining MAS n all.. hmmm.. bt then at least i could get the chance to wear the kebaya... hehehehehe! So they say after that we would be in a new airline.. dunno la.. I sure so hope so that all of us could be in the same team working with each other again.. =)
nnnnnn.. we are gonna fly together!
*screaming* AHHHHHHH.... Good news! *drums rolls* My sister is giving birth tomorrow!!! OMG!!! Im so excited for the baby to come out.. My nephew!! OMG! OMG!!!! Hopefully everything goes well for my nephew to be born tomorrow n my sis to be healthy n safe..
I bought a book yesterday in the airport.. well after sending him away to the gate.. its call ‘Eat Pray Love’ haven got started on it yet.. gonna start the book soon.. hehehehe..
Well, news upon work aint good.. Although work is fun n hanging out with the other collegues is cool n awesome.. But everything is changing soon.. sad..! All because of the MD who sold the shares to Air Asia.. If he hadnt did it.. we would not have this kind of problems.. like temporary joining MAS n all.. hmmm.. bt then at least i could get the chance to wear the kebaya... hehehehehe! So they say after that we would be in a new airline.. dunno la.. I sure so hope so that all of us could be in the same team working with each other again.. =)
nnnnnn.. we are gonna fly together!
Friday, October 14, 2011
14th October 2011 - Thursday @ 2325hours
Its has been a long time since i wrote a blog now.. i've been ignoring this for quiteeee sometime already... Anyway, transferred to JB was good.. bt being back in KL is even better..!! :-) loved it!
well everything is back in the way it should be.. at least for now.. hmmm =/
Things are gonna change pretty soon.. its either they will join our community or we join them.. bt i dont feel like joining in the big one.. cause i heard nothing bt torture in there.. oh God.. help us please.. i really do hope that things will turn out to the way we want it to be..For we love our community here.. in which is fun,relaxing n craziness going on in flights...!
Being back in KL is good! more flying hours,more money/allowances (THAT'S THE MOST IMPORTANT THING,OF COURSE),meeting back old colleagues n hving much more of a happy n joyful fun flights!! Working back with Shin Lee is the utmost fun that i've ever had for now after beng back in Kl for so long.. couldnt wait for more to come!! =))
for now the sad case is, I haven been working since 9th! Can anybody believe that??!! Actually there's suppose to be a flight tomorow bt it was cancelled n tmorrow's flight is with Shin Lee!!!! OMG!!!!gonna miss it.. =((
Bt then...hehe! The good news is, my SISTER is giving birth soon!! I cant wait for him to be here..n the thing is I'm gonna be an AUNT!! How amazing is that???!! Quite amazig isnt it?!
well everything is back in the way it should be.. at least for now.. hmmm =/
Things are gonna change pretty soon.. its either they will join our community or we join them.. bt i dont feel like joining in the big one.. cause i heard nothing bt torture in there.. oh God.. help us please.. i really do hope that things will turn out to the way we want it to be..For we love our community here.. in which is fun,relaxing n craziness going on in flights...!
Being back in KL is good! more flying hours,more money/allowances (THAT'S THE MOST IMPORTANT THING,OF COURSE),meeting back old colleagues n hving much more of a happy n joyful fun flights!! Working back with Shin Lee is the utmost fun that i've ever had for now after beng back in Kl for so long.. couldnt wait for more to come!! =))
for now the sad case is, I haven been working since 9th! Can anybody believe that??!! Actually there's suppose to be a flight tomorow bt it was cancelled n tmorrow's flight is with Shin Lee!!!! OMG!!!!gonna miss it.. =((
Bt then...hehe! The good news is, my SISTER is giving birth soon!! I cant wait for him to be here..n the thing is I'm gonna be an AUNT!! How amazing is that???!! Quite amazig isnt it?!
Thursday, August 4, 2011
1st August 2011- A new life in JB
Well I moved to JB for work.. So I'm gonna be based here till god knows when.. Though my batch r JB based.. How I hope that i could be based in KL instead if being here..
The first day here was tiring.. I drove all the way from KL to JB n I'm alone in the car while Geraldine n Fionn r here ald.. I drove straight to brother kevin's house n met god ma along with brother as well..
Spent the 1st night there because I dun hv a bed to sleep on..
The 1st night there was shocking.. I dun wanna story abt it.. Bt I promise to myself that I'm not gonna go there often.. I'm happy being here at home.. I got two friends whom r crazy.. Loved it..!!
Well starting a new life in JB is hard.. Everything I've got to pay on my own.. This house is empty so I got to buy my own mattress,pay the rental (which basically is more than I expected),fill my car petrol,pay my car's installments n etc etc.. Now i know how my mum feels.. "Hmm mummy I still can't believe how in the world can u still cope all these..??"
Currently I'm just hoping that the hub in jb will close.. N they'll sent us back to KL.. Which I hope that is gonna happen.. Cause in KL I'm living a cheaper life n I can save..!! That's the important thing..! Bt here hmmm.... Can't save even a single cent for the 1st month..
So I really hope for a transfer back to KL.. Can somebody help me pleaseeeeeee...???!!!
Sunday, July 17, 2011
11th July 2011
Well been bz these days.. Working my ass off n waiting for salary to come in.. Hehe..!! Overall I love the job.. The thing is meeting the right senior in charge n everything goes well.. N I'm hving fun..
I've been working 6/7 days straight.. 4 days morning flights,2 days noon flights.. Ystday was the wors She's killing me with her complaints abt my hair.. Everybody says that it looks ok... Flight delayed due to the turn around back to KLIA..?
I can't use a spray (I'll get a migraine after a while) n I dun hv time n money to go n get a hair cut.. What am I suppose to do..??
I know it's not good for my repo.. Bt then I really hope that the salary comes in soon.. So that I could cut my hair n show it to her.. Like "NAH! Ambik kau.. Stop complaining abt my hair already." I was so tensed up when she keeps complaining abt my hair.. N thus try putting on the oxygen mask n take it off.. Confirm ur hair messy right..??!! Grrrrrrr....
Ystday's turn ard was delayed for 2-3 hours.. There quite an amount of customers r angry.. Bt luckily most of just kept quiet n slept.. I mean like these happens like once in a blue moon.. just bear with us ok.. If ur reaching somewhere late. we r much more "earlier" than u guys traveling right..????
Went to watch Transformers 3 with Pete..! Well I'm so happy that he added my movie tickets collection..!! Thank you Pete..!!! It has been a long time that my collection ain't growing.. N now it has grown although it's only a pair of tickets.. Bt its increasing.!! Well.. Transformers 3 is an ok movie.. A lil bit draggy for me.. Bt the animation of it is awesome..!! Hands down to the animator..!! n the night spent was awesome..=)
hope to go to another movie soon..=) wanna add another ticket to my collections..=)
Monday, July 4, 2011
4th July 2011,Monday - 2123hours
Today is the 2nd of worst times that I had weird dreams since I moved here,my aunt's place..im not sure what is it abt..
The 1st time here that I could remember is I woke up n I could wake myself up as if it's real.. Bt then its like my soul leaving my body.. When I woke up in the dream I could see exactly the room that im sleeping now bt bigger n a little bit different.. N I hv a roomie with me.. Her bed is pink.. I'm sleeping facing to a window n wall.. At the end of my bed n connected to the wall (on the right hand side which is like a door) I could see a room it's dark n it's like a store room where inside has all kind of things.. I saw my aunt came into my room n walk to the dark room n took one thing.. N I tried to sleep back that time.. Bt I couldn't.. My body was heavy.. In the end I tried a lil bit to shut my eyes.. N I came back to the world.. I can move n I quickly ran to the toilet n wash my face.. Yea it's like in the movies..
As for the others (dreams) it's not as scary as u cant wake up.. Everyday in my aunt's place I dun even dare to shut my eyes n sleep.. I'm waking up every hour each n every night.. That is y I always wake up at mid-day.. Im always tired I'm always yawning these few days because I couldn't even sleep properly..
So it happen the 2nd worst nightmare today.. I happen to wake up the way I slept.. Bt my eyes r opened,I couldn't move my body.. At that time I'm not sure whether I'm in a dream or in the real world.. This time it's worse.. I couldn't even talk/shout for help/scream.. I tried screaming.. Nothing came out.. In the end I tried to move a little bit.. I saw this girl sitting at the side of my bed n watching tv.. I saw this store room again.. N this time there's a voice saying that I've taken something n I didn't returned it.. I'm not sure what is it.. If I knew I would return the thing back n I would never want this dream to come to me again.. It's scaring the hell out of me..!!
It's like I'm in this position n I'm awake.. I couldn't move a single muscle except for me eyes,I couldn't talk/yell/scream/shouting for help.. I can only cry n tears dropping down to my cheeks.. I'm really scared.. I'm really scared that Im in that world n in the reality I died.. I'm really scared...currently I dun even dare to shut my eyes.. Afraid that the dream would come b haunt me again..
I was thinking abt this girl that I saw.. It's like I saw her during my training days in MAA.. Bt I'm not sure.. I really hope that all these will come to an end.. Cause it's really scary.. And I'm really scared.. I'm afraid that one day I sleep n I never wake up again...
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Last days to flying...!!!
Hello bloggies..!! Been busy these few weeks.. How r u then..?? Hehe
Well bloggies..!! Currently I'm having fun with my training so far.. Today is about service procedures.. So I'm currently counting down the days to my very first flight.. =)
Last Friday,27th May 2011.. Pretty exciting I can tell u.. Hehehe.. We went over to the Subang airport the day before (thursday night),wanting to buy tickets back to Penang..so they say to go thr on ur departure date n to standby for an hour as to see the tickets r available for us or not..
Well, it totally got u the ups n downs.. Firstly,no tickets.. Aft that there's 2 but we've gt to wait for 5mins.. At last,they told us that they hv only one seat left.. N guess wad my bestie n I hv to back.. N we need 2 seats..!
Hmmm luckily Aisha was clever.. She solve the problem up.. The next thing is.. The sales person told us that we don't need a boarding pass.. So we went straight to the departure hall.. (macam bodoh gile) When we're @ terminal.;the "kind" officer told us that we need a boarding pass.. So we had to go out n go back to the ticketing counter n get the boarding pass.. Everything went well aft tat..
Touch down Penang ard 10.15pm.. Had Franklin fetch us from the airport as my family is having the pre-wedding dinner going on that time.. So we went to QE2 n had Italian food.. Pizza of course=D it's good I shall say..
After that we got back home ard 2am. Washed up n slept..
The BIG DAY!!! Was up at 6.30am,preparing ourselves for the day.. U can see from my pictures on how the day looks like.. More pictures on the event will be out soon=)
Anyway had fun through out the process.. It's nice meeting back families n hehehe.. They said that I'm much prettier now with make up.. Hahaha *shy*
Friday, May 6, 2011
New Life,New Start of a career..
The life of being a cabin crew has started off on 18th April 2011.. Sorry guys, that I haven't been updating blog since then.. Was busy preparing n packing stuffs to come to KL..
Well,I gotta say sorry to e "Anything" gang.. Coz we couldn't hang out for e last time.. Sorry sayangs!! I promise when I'm back in Penang.. Y'all r e 1st to call n hang out wit k?? =)
So a new life has started.. I've made a new batch of friends here n thus met pilots from other countries.. Eg: Belgium,Italy,South Africa n etc.. Hmmm girls. don't b jealous though they're pretty good looking.. Hahaha
Been goin thru courses, learnt alot abt the aviation industry.. Well loads of ppl out thr might think a job for cabin crew is easy.. Bt it ain't.. It ain't all abt serving ppl,it's oso abt saving ppl,meeting difficult customers n there's loads more to learn..
We learnt abt communications, meaning speaking the right word,pronouncing the right way.. Gosh..!! There r so many to b corrected.. Also learnt abt e aircraft body,thr things inside e cabin,grooming.. First Aid.Safety Emergency Procedures n SNY (Supernumerary) will start next week.. N thus,we've passed two exams last week.. The hardcore ones r gonna b next week.. Well guys, pray for me n my friends aaight??
Overall I'm enjoying myself n I'm hving fun.. Being here is e right choice n I thank God for giving me the presents n surprises in my life n thus he's owaz thr when I need him to.. thank you God!!
Well.. Will update y'all soon when I'm free.. In e mean time Happy Birthday Eddy Boy!!! N guys hv fun!
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
5th April 2011-Tuesday
I went for Martin's seminar n it's was awesome.. His talk did gave me some inspirations n advice thru his words..so aft the talk.. He said he wanna talk to me abt my prob.. So we talked for like 10 mins aft his session..
When I got in e car.. Before tht I told mum that martin wanna talk to me for a while.. So I got in e car.. She asked me y did I took so long to come out while others r out? I told her that I'm talking to Martin.. My mum says.. Dun go n join all e youth gatherings n all.. I dun like.. I was quiet e whole time during e journey home..
Well.. As i've said, I had to stop every activities that I'm joining which includes being in e choir which i love so much for church n mixing wit my friends in church.. When I told u that I saw "him" last Sunday.. I was terrified when I saw him in mass ystday.. All e flashback of e past memories of wad had happen brings tears to my eyes.. I'm realli scared to b here.. I am realli terrified..
Now.. All I wan is a new start in a new environment.. Friends n family please pray that I get e cabin crew job for firefly airlines n to b based in JB. N I realli hope that I'll get e job.. All I wan is a new start ..a new start...
When I got in e car.. Before tht I told mum that martin wanna talk to me for a while.. So I got in e car.. She asked me y did I took so long to come out while others r out? I told her that I'm talking to Martin.. My mum says.. Dun go n join all e youth gatherings n all.. I dun like.. I was quiet e whole time during e journey home..
Well.. As i've said, I had to stop every activities that I'm joining which includes being in e choir which i love so much for church n mixing wit my friends in church.. When I told u that I saw "him" last Sunday.. I was terrified when I saw him in mass ystday.. All e flashback of e past memories of wad had happen brings tears to my eyes.. I'm realli scared to b here.. I am realli terrified..
Now.. All I wan is a new start in a new environment.. Friends n family please pray that I get e cabin crew job for firefly airlines n to b based in JB. N I realli hope that I'll get e job.. All I wan is a new start ..a new start...
Monday, April 4, 2011
3rd April 2011-Sunday
Every memories of my past has came back when I saw him today in mass... All those dark side of it...
I dowan anything to start over again.. I dowan to remember all these stuff.. It brings tears to my eyes.. I'm terrified.. I'm scared.. Idk wad to do.. Bt all I wan to is to leave here..
Y does all these memories has to b back?? Y is she tracking my every moves?? Y is she doing this?? Y..?? I didn't do anything wrong.. She made Everything up.. Throwing fake stories all over.. Y does she wanna destroy my life?? Y is she doing this to me??
I'm reali scared.. I wanna leave here.. Ppl.. Pray that I get the job in Firefly Airlines.. Help me pray that I get e job n be based in Johor Bahru.. Please... God please..
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Music to Our Ears.. =)
Have u ever wondered abt who created music in e 1st hand?? Nyeh... Neither do I.. Lols
But whoever who created music is some genius.. Rite now there r quite an amount of wonderful cum famous singers all ard e world..thus music leaves a beat to your heart.. Some make u dance,some'll make u sing to it.. N some leaves a memory/history to it..
Well.. We all do enjoy music.. It doesn't matter whether it's classical or pop or acoustic etc etc.. Each n everyone has at least a type of music that they like to listen to.. N I can assure that nobody in this world doesn't listen to music.. Don't u think so?
=)
As for me.. Music let me remember my past memories..
Hmmm let's take "I Hate This Part Right Here" by Pussycat Dolls for instance.. This song reminded me of my 1st breakup aka 1st relationship.. All those happy n sad memories.. N when he has a new gf in school.. N when he even dated my sis.. Well all these I could remember clearly from a song.. Juz like that.. That's y I dun listen to this song at all aft wad had happen.. Whenever it's on e radio.. I would turn it off.. Coz it kinda hurts me much to remember what he did.. Though I'm e one who said e breakup.. At least I get to know what kind of guy he is rite? =)
Oh well what has pass is e past tense..life has to go on rite??
Hmm I'm currently at a bus station now.. Awaiting for the bus to come n head down to jb again.. =)
Friday, March 4, 2011
4th March 2011 - Friday @1917hours
So its Friday again..
This week we've been listening to Lite fm.. Pretty good now.. rather than all e commercials that they use to hv.. Now mostly they r 80s music.. I dunno y.. I've been listening to oldies lately.. maybe its kinda soothing n jolly..
Well, I got my iPhone back aft it has shut down on me.. Send it to Digi center,been loads of arguing between me n Digi's CS.. Aft that they decided to replace me a new unit,same model..
So a new phone.. a new start of getting new apps.. lols..
Sigh.. Been moody lately.. unknown to what should i do to make all things rite.. When one say, do this ur in e wrong path.. do that is another mistake.. I've tried my very best to make it up to everybody..especially to the one whom I've grown up with.. whom I adores n look up to most..
I hope that we start talking n chit chatting soon like we used to.. =]
Some1 ask me today.. "Jackie.. R u ok?? U've been cleaning for quite a few hours now.." she told me that these days I've been cleaning things.. such as my office tables,washing the dishes n re-washing.. Then she told me, "I realize that whenever ur in a moody mood,u clean.." I smiled n say "I'm fine.. No worries"..
Aft thinking abt wad she said.. I was like hmm yea.. I clean/eat (alot) whenever I'm moody cum depress..Maybe its what I do.. I hope that Im not goin to be like this when I'm goin for my SIA's interview next week.. Later help e hotel janitor to clean their toilets.. LOLs
Hmmm... my colleagues told me that my throat is like kinda swollen again.. But I dun really hv any symptoms like before.. No racing heartbeat neither does weight gone down fast or even hving any breathing difficulties.. But when I straightened my hands out, it kinda like shivers a lil.. So I guess I hv to go back to e hosp n hv it check out.. HOpe that everything goes well.. If not.. might go for surgery edi,coz i dun wanna take e medications.. It'll make me fat juz by taking their medications.. Coz if i got fat, I couldnt get thru for the interview.. They'll juz kick me out... SO i hope that everything's ok..*crossing fingers*
This week we've been listening to Lite fm.. Pretty good now.. rather than all e commercials that they use to hv.. Now mostly they r 80s music.. I dunno y.. I've been listening to oldies lately.. maybe its kinda soothing n jolly..
Well, I got my iPhone back aft it has shut down on me.. Send it to Digi center,been loads of arguing between me n Digi's CS.. Aft that they decided to replace me a new unit,same model..
So a new phone.. a new start of getting new apps.. lols..
Sigh.. Been moody lately.. unknown to what should i do to make all things rite.. When one say, do this ur in e wrong path.. do that is another mistake.. I've tried my very best to make it up to everybody..especially to the one whom I've grown up with.. whom I adores n look up to most..
I hope that we start talking n chit chatting soon like we used to.. =]
Some1 ask me today.. "Jackie.. R u ok?? U've been cleaning for quite a few hours now.." she told me that these days I've been cleaning things.. such as my office tables,washing the dishes n re-washing.. Then she told me, "I realize that whenever ur in a moody mood,u clean.." I smiled n say "I'm fine.. No worries"..
Aft thinking abt wad she said.. I was like hmm yea.. I clean/eat (alot) whenever I'm moody cum depress..Maybe its what I do.. I hope that Im not goin to be like this when I'm goin for my SIA's interview next week.. Later help e hotel janitor to clean their toilets.. LOLs
Hmmm... my colleagues told me that my throat is like kinda swollen again.. But I dun really hv any symptoms like before.. No racing heartbeat neither does weight gone down fast or even hving any breathing difficulties.. But when I straightened my hands out, it kinda like shivers a lil.. So I guess I hv to go back to e hosp n hv it check out.. HOpe that everything goes well.. If not.. might go for surgery edi,coz i dun wanna take e medications.. It'll make me fat juz by taking their medications.. Coz if i got fat, I couldnt get thru for the interview.. They'll juz kick me out... SO i hope that everything's ok..*crossing fingers*
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Being stucked in e middle...
I've juz realize something..
That I've hurt someone pretty bad.. Bt the thing is he won't utter a word abt it..
He's e one whom I adores n loves most.. N he hasnt been talking to me for days..weeks..
Maybe I shouldnt hv promise her that I could b her bridesmaid.. Maybe I shouldnt hv..
Im kinda regretting abt it now..
Hell.. Its kinda hard to owaz be in the middle of something at times..
ezpecially if your in a special relationship with the both of them..
What should I do?? Aft watching a video that he posted.. It really speaks abt him..
N with that.. It really kills me inside.. where Im gonna be e girl's bridesmaid..
He pretends to be fine in front of me.. But i know that he's hurt in a way i did..
maybe I shouldn hv promise her.. maybe i shouldn hv plan everything.. maybe...
GAH!!! I really made a big mistake this time.. SHYTE!!!!
I feel like crying.. I wanna say Sorry to him.. I really hope that I'm in his arms hugging him.. saying that I'm sorry..
Sometimes its really hard for me to make decisions between two.. But I think this time.. I'll go with my guts n say that I couldnt be her bridesmaid.. But I'll help her with everything she needs.. other than being her bridesmaid/jie mei...
In e end.. today..I told her that I couldnt be her bridesmaid... She's sad cum angry.. sighs.. Its really hard to tell her.. I'm really sorry that i hv to make this decision..
Due to his current situation.. I hv to think abt him n his feelings..
feel like T.T-ing rite now...
what should i do to make everything better??? What can I do to make e situation to be like before??
That I've hurt someone pretty bad.. Bt the thing is he won't utter a word abt it..
He's e one whom I adores n loves most.. N he hasnt been talking to me for days..weeks..
Maybe I shouldnt hv promise her that I could b her bridesmaid.. Maybe I shouldnt hv..
Im kinda regretting abt it now..
Hell.. Its kinda hard to owaz be in the middle of something at times..
ezpecially if your in a special relationship with the both of them..
What should I do?? Aft watching a video that he posted.. It really speaks abt him..
N with that.. It really kills me inside.. where Im gonna be e girl's bridesmaid..
He pretends to be fine in front of me.. But i know that he's hurt in a way i did..
maybe I shouldn hv promise her.. maybe i shouldn hv plan everything.. maybe...
GAH!!! I really made a big mistake this time.. SHYTE!!!!
I feel like crying.. I wanna say Sorry to him.. I really hope that I'm in his arms hugging him.. saying that I'm sorry..
Sometimes its really hard for me to make decisions between two.. But I think this time.. I'll go with my guts n say that I couldnt be her bridesmaid.. But I'll help her with everything she needs.. other than being her bridesmaid/jie mei...
In e end.. today..I told her that I couldnt be her bridesmaid... She's sad cum angry.. sighs.. Its really hard to tell her.. I'm really sorry that i hv to make this decision..
Due to his current situation.. I hv to think abt him n his feelings..
feel like T.T-ing rite now...
what should i do to make everything better??? What can I do to make e situation to be like before??
Monday, February 28, 2011
So they say.. "Love is Blind"
Have y'all ever wondered how foolish a person can be for their loves ones?? When their loved ones are hurting them so much??
I've experienced it.. N I'm currently looking at one now..So they say "Love is blind" n it really is..Sometimes he/she is willing to do anything for the other half..
Example :
1) Clean their shit for them
2) Give them what they wanted..
3) etc etc..
Sometimes when its a woman I wouldnt hv mind for them to get what they want from their other half.. As long as they dun go too over with it..
I really do mind for guys, who asks for $$ when they are the ones whom's suppose to give it to their girls..
Hmmm..quite disappointing to see that a person whom u look up to doing things like this..
Take my dad for instance.. its not that I wanna talk bad abt him.. But the thing is I couldnt stand to see that he asks $$ from my mum.. Where he can work n earn money himself.. If he is a cacat-ed person I wouldnt hv mind to give him e monthly expenses.. But currently, he got hands n feet.. Y cant he work? Y stay at home n juz watch tv all day long? N sometimes ridiculously..goes out till wee-hours.. N thus, its not that we're having any younger brother/sister to be taken care of ald..So y not work? N earn money which u can spend it urself?
Now its getting even much more ridiculous.. Yes I ride bike to work.. N Jess juz bought herself a car edi.. So I thought that I could drive to work edi..rather than riding back home late at night after work.. Who knows.. He got to drive e car, n its ridiculous that he actually asks for petrol money from mum this time..Another burden for mum..Sighs.. Sometimes I really dunno y that mum gave in..
She said that she wouldnt give him any $$ starting this year.. N thus, we even talked abt the car issue.. Ask her to tell that person, that If he wanna drive the car, he got to pay for the monthly installment himself n the petrol money too.. Bt in e end.. sigh..SIGHS!!!!
I remembered tat day, he got himself a summon.. He asked Jess to pay for him.. I was like "Hello! ur summon,u pay la.. U got the ability to get a summon.. U muz hv e ability to pay for it"
I realli cant stand him sometimes.. N sometimes I scolded my mum for being stupid to give in to him.. Mummy told me once that she has her own reason.. Im like "What reasons?? Can u share it with me??" n she doesnt know how to answer me.. Coz i dun think that there's a reason for her to give in lidat.. She doesnt owe anything to my dad.. If she does.. she has been paying him for her whole life edi.. even a pot of gold can burst edi..
That's y i couldnt continue with mt studies.. If I do.. Who's gonna help mum out? I dunno..
BUt I realli hope that she realises that she has been giving him way too much on what he asks for edi..
I've experienced it.. N I'm currently looking at one now..So they say "Love is blind" n it really is..Sometimes he/she is willing to do anything for the other half..
Example :
1) Clean their shit for them
2) Give them what they wanted..
3) etc etc..
Sometimes when its a woman I wouldnt hv mind for them to get what they want from their other half.. As long as they dun go too over with it..
I really do mind for guys, who asks for $$ when they are the ones whom's suppose to give it to their girls..
Hmmm..quite disappointing to see that a person whom u look up to doing things like this..
Take my dad for instance.. its not that I wanna talk bad abt him.. But the thing is I couldnt stand to see that he asks $$ from my mum.. Where he can work n earn money himself.. If he is a cacat-ed person I wouldnt hv mind to give him e monthly expenses.. But currently, he got hands n feet.. Y cant he work? Y stay at home n juz watch tv all day long? N sometimes ridiculously..goes out till wee-hours.. N thus, its not that we're having any younger brother/sister to be taken care of ald..So y not work? N earn money which u can spend it urself?
Now its getting even much more ridiculous.. Yes I ride bike to work.. N Jess juz bought herself a car edi.. So I thought that I could drive to work edi..rather than riding back home late at night after work.. Who knows.. He got to drive e car, n its ridiculous that he actually asks for petrol money from mum this time..Another burden for mum..Sighs.. Sometimes I really dunno y that mum gave in..
She said that she wouldnt give him any $$ starting this year.. N thus, we even talked abt the car issue.. Ask her to tell that person, that If he wanna drive the car, he got to pay for the monthly installment himself n the petrol money too.. Bt in e end.. sigh..SIGHS!!!!
I remembered tat day, he got himself a summon.. He asked Jess to pay for him.. I was like "Hello! ur summon,u pay la.. U got the ability to get a summon.. U muz hv e ability to pay for it"
I realli cant stand him sometimes.. N sometimes I scolded my mum for being stupid to give in to him.. Mummy told me once that she has her own reason.. Im like "What reasons?? Can u share it with me??" n she doesnt know how to answer me.. Coz i dun think that there's a reason for her to give in lidat.. She doesnt owe anything to my dad.. If she does.. she has been paying him for her whole life edi.. even a pot of gold can burst edi..
That's y i couldnt continue with mt studies.. If I do.. Who's gonna help mum out? I dunno..
BUt I realli hope that she realises that she has been giving him way too much on what he asks for edi..
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Hugs...
Hv u ppl ever wondered abt getting hug by someone?
Hugs to me are really important gestures.. As they (the hugs) means a lot to me.. There are actually a few types of hugs that can explain everything.. it is depending on that person u hug too..
Hmm.. Some ppl tot hugs are for couples.. Owh they hug together.. this n that.. Actually its not only for couples.. Its also for family n friends too.. Like my trip to JB for instance, when I saw my brother.. I was so eager to hug him so tight till he cant breathe.. As he hugs me back I can feel that he misses me too.. =) For me its a hug that I will miss the most..=)
N hugging Raechie too! XD.. Who can imagine that we could maintain our friendship after for so long??!! *hugs* Raechie *hugs* I is sad when CC saw me she dint hug me.. =( cause she was holding hands with her boyfiee.. lol.. but goin home time got hug la..*hugs* CC *hugs*..
Hugging people tightly is kinda my habit.. I dunno y.. but for me if I hug ppl back lightly,it means that I dun like them at all.. It is as the same meaning for a firm hand shake..
U can see that if a person doesnt know e other.. they will hv a slight touch at e finger tips.. N they'll thought that its a handshake..Bluek! But if one knows one another, they'll hv a firm handshake..
Hugs are for all occasions.. U can say "Thank you" with it, u can oso say its to comfort somebody..When somebody's sad/crying. Hugs are an important gestures to them too.. Therefore, hugs can be use in a lot of occasions..If ur playing the sims.. U can even see that there are different types of hugs.. Friendly hug,compassionate hug etc etc
So hugs are important for me.. so everybody start hugging ppl tightly! It means alot to ppl when one needs it..*wink wink*
Hugs to me are really important gestures.. As they (the hugs) means a lot to me.. There are actually a few types of hugs that can explain everything.. it is depending on that person u hug too..
Hmm.. Some ppl tot hugs are for couples.. Owh they hug together.. this n that.. Actually its not only for couples.. Its also for family n friends too.. Like my trip to JB for instance, when I saw my brother.. I was so eager to hug him so tight till he cant breathe.. As he hugs me back I can feel that he misses me too.. =) For me its a hug that I will miss the most..=)
N hugging Raechie too! XD.. Who can imagine that we could maintain our friendship after for so long??!! *hugs* Raechie *hugs* I is sad when CC saw me she dint hug me.. =( cause she was holding hands with her boyfiee.. lol.. but goin home time got hug la..*hugs* CC *hugs*..
Hugging people tightly is kinda my habit.. I dunno y.. but for me if I hug ppl back lightly,it means that I dun like them at all.. It is as the same meaning for a firm hand shake..
U can see that if a person doesnt know e other.. they will hv a slight touch at e finger tips.. N they'll thought that its a handshake..Bluek! But if one knows one another, they'll hv a firm handshake..
Hugs are for all occasions.. U can say "Thank you" with it, u can oso say its to comfort somebody..When somebody's sad/crying. Hugs are an important gestures to them too.. Therefore, hugs can be use in a lot of occasions..If ur playing the sims.. U can even see that there are different types of hugs.. Friendly hug,compassionate hug etc etc
So hugs are important for me.. so everybody start hugging ppl tightly! It means alot to ppl when one needs it..*wink wink*
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Work...
Today @ work it really is frustrating..
First thing is whenever my aunt goes out.. Sometimes what pisses me off is she went out for hair do..go to temple.. this n that during office hours sigh... I wouldn't hv mind if she goes to the bank cause..its under company's purposes..I dun think that goin to hair salons n temple are for company's purposes lurh..
So she goes today to the temple. She call n checked to see whether I'm doin my job anot..
Before she went out, she said.. "Jackie,I'm goin out.. U do the follow ups..".. My uncle (boss) didnt even know that she went out.. n sometimes we had to lie for her lurh when she is doin her hair.. After she left,not even 5 mins she called "Jackie hv u follow up with the drivers?","Jackie, follow up with this customer.","Jackie,settle this prob","Jackie do this,Jackie do that".. Jackie to everything.. hmmm I cant even hv my lunch in peace..
Yes,she's the lady boss of the company.. But for heaven's sake y me? Y do u refer everything to me? What abt the other employees that u hire? R they juz for decoration? I dun understand y does she push everything to me..
Yes,I'm her niece.. But then I've been working here longer than any other office emplyees that she hire.. 4 years edi.. 4 years.. How much is my salary? Even the other employees r hving a higher salary than I do.. I realli juz dun understand.. Even she herself has to come n ask me questions.. sigh.. I really wanna quit my job but then I haven got to find one..
I'm askin my friends in JB to help me in searching for a job so that I could move back to JB.. I realli do..
Well, SIA's open interview's coming.. I'm juz worried abt my make up n my dark circles that couldnt be covered up.. =( I juz hope that my smiles makes a good impression for e interviewers.. PLease pray for me that i get it this time.. Thank you!
First thing is whenever my aunt goes out.. Sometimes what pisses me off is she went out for hair do..go to temple.. this n that during office hours sigh... I wouldn't hv mind if she goes to the bank cause..its under company's purposes..I dun think that goin to hair salons n temple are for company's purposes lurh..
So she goes today to the temple. She call n checked to see whether I'm doin my job anot..
Before she went out, she said.. "Jackie,I'm goin out.. U do the follow ups..".. My uncle (boss) didnt even know that she went out.. n sometimes we had to lie for her lurh when she is doin her hair.. After she left,not even 5 mins she called "Jackie hv u follow up with the drivers?","Jackie, follow up with this customer.","Jackie,settle this prob","Jackie do this,Jackie do that".. Jackie to everything.. hmmm I cant even hv my lunch in peace..
Yes,she's the lady boss of the company.. But for heaven's sake y me? Y do u refer everything to me? What abt the other employees that u hire? R they juz for decoration? I dun understand y does she push everything to me..
Yes,I'm her niece.. But then I've been working here longer than any other office emplyees that she hire.. 4 years edi.. 4 years.. How much is my salary? Even the other employees r hving a higher salary than I do.. I realli juz dun understand.. Even she herself has to come n ask me questions.. sigh.. I really wanna quit my job but then I haven got to find one..
I'm askin my friends in JB to help me in searching for a job so that I could move back to JB.. I realli do..
Well, SIA's open interview's coming.. I'm juz worried abt my make up n my dark circles that couldnt be covered up.. =( I juz hope that my smiles makes a good impression for e interviewers.. PLease pray for me that i get it this time.. Thank you!
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
My trip to JB 19th Feb 2011 - 21st Feb 2011
This time around.. the trip to JB was well worth.. =)
Because, I get to meet up with CC n Raechie.. n CC's bf,Maurice..
hmmm Maurice.. nice guy bt with the hair of Justin Bieber.. I think Justin stole his look rather than Maurice copying Justin.. LOLs.. XD
ON 19.02.11,Saturday.. the 5 of us including Persis went for a movie in KSL City.. which CC said that its a new mall.. So we went n checked it out.. not much of a WOW factor to me though..
Persis n I got there late for a movie.. so Raechie n CC bought the 6.30pm tickets.. well Persis n I dint know what movie they bought.. N we met them up at e tickets counter.. Guess wad.. All of us r watching "No Strings Attached" hmmmm... =.=
In the theater was realli super duper very cold..All of us r shivering.. while waitin for e movie to end.. E movie was funny.. but way too draggy.. Raechel n I almost slept.. LOLs
After movie, Raechie suggested us to eat at Seoul Garden.. n so.. we're like mad ppl..looking for the restaurant.. totally blur dunno where to go oso.. hahaha...
At last! Its located at e ground floor..hmmm =.=
I dun remember paying 1st then makan wor in Seoul Garden..But we actually paid 1st then only can go in.. So they say wastage of a 100g additional charges of RM 5.00/100g..
Unfortunately.. e 3 of us (me,Maurice & Persis) dun take prawns.. CC & Raechie took a sum of it.. CC was so scared that they'll charge us for the wastage.. So she tuck it up n ate all e prawns while Raechie peel the shells for her.. hahaha pity her..
Then at e last minute, I only tot of we paid for e costs of e buffet.. Y scared abt e wastage?? They're not gonna check aft we leave.. LOLs.. SOwee CC.. No more Seoul Garden next time..
So aft a huge dinner.. we went home..
ON Sunday, 20.02.11.. A pig who cant wake up for mass when he came home ard 2-3am..
Funny thing is he talks in his sleep.. N at that time I was taking some stuff from my luggage in his room.. I was wondering.. "Is he talking to me??" I wanted to respond bt I realise that he talks in his sleep.. hahaha
Ard 3pm.. I met up with Raechie again!!! =D We chatted alot while walking ard.. Then we've realised that we've finished walking the whole City Square la..chatted since we met till we go home.. n then we continue again on Facebook! LOLs
On Monday,21.02.11 (time to go home).. Since my flight is at night.. Morning me n kor had roti canai at our usual place along wit Edwin kor.. Well, i dun understand y my two sisters doesnt like him.. but I do.. We can talk like as if we're buddies like that.. =)
So i spend my whole day watching tv wit kor..coz he's working from home.. =) Thank you Kor for accompanying me! Love u loads!
At night, I've washed up n prepared everything to go for my flight ard 10.15pm.. Persis actually has tkd class..but in e end it was cancelled due to a few only showed up.. So we went straight to e airport.. Along the way.. i was super quiet due to my phone out of a sudden shut down.. blackout.. =( no matter how we've tried to revive it.. still no use.. so i juz left it in my bag.. Persis was so uncomfortable for me being so quiet.. so I actually talked for a while.. n shut up for a while.. till we reach e airport.. after saying our goodbyes.. I cried.. when im walking away..
It has owaz been the hardest part to leave JB for me.. especially from my brother's arms..
I really hope that i could get a job in either JB or Singapore.. Coz i realli do hope that i could b e one moving back to JB..instead of staying here in Penang..
THe next trip is coming soon.. =) Anxious n excited to go back to JB again!
Because, I get to meet up with CC n Raechie.. n CC's bf,Maurice..
hmmm Maurice.. nice guy bt with the hair of Justin Bieber.. I think Justin stole his look rather than Maurice copying Justin.. LOLs.. XD
ON 19.02.11,Saturday.. the 5 of us including Persis went for a movie in KSL City.. which CC said that its a new mall.. So we went n checked it out.. not much of a WOW factor to me though..
Persis n I got there late for a movie.. so Raechie n CC bought the 6.30pm tickets.. well Persis n I dint know what movie they bought.. N we met them up at e tickets counter.. Guess wad.. All of us r watching "No Strings Attached" hmmmm... =.=
In the theater was realli super duper very cold..All of us r shivering.. while waitin for e movie to end.. E movie was funny.. but way too draggy.. Raechel n I almost slept.. LOLs
After movie, Raechie suggested us to eat at Seoul Garden.. n so.. we're like mad ppl..looking for the restaurant.. totally blur dunno where to go oso.. hahaha...
At last! Its located at e ground floor..hmmm =.=
I dun remember paying 1st then makan wor in Seoul Garden..But we actually paid 1st then only can go in.. So they say wastage of a 100g additional charges of RM 5.00/100g..
Unfortunately.. e 3 of us (me,Maurice & Persis) dun take prawns.. CC & Raechie took a sum of it.. CC was so scared that they'll charge us for the wastage.. So she tuck it up n ate all e prawns while Raechie peel the shells for her.. hahaha pity her..
Then at e last minute, I only tot of we paid for e costs of e buffet.. Y scared abt e wastage?? They're not gonna check aft we leave.. LOLs.. SOwee CC.. No more Seoul Garden next time..
So aft a huge dinner.. we went home..
ON Sunday, 20.02.11.. A pig who cant wake up for mass when he came home ard 2-3am..
Funny thing is he talks in his sleep.. N at that time I was taking some stuff from my luggage in his room.. I was wondering.. "Is he talking to me??" I wanted to respond bt I realise that he talks in his sleep.. hahaha
Ard 3pm.. I met up with Raechie again!!! =D We chatted alot while walking ard.. Then we've realised that we've finished walking the whole City Square la..chatted since we met till we go home.. n then we continue again on Facebook! LOLs
On Monday,21.02.11 (time to go home).. Since my flight is at night.. Morning me n kor had roti canai at our usual place along wit Edwin kor.. Well, i dun understand y my two sisters doesnt like him.. but I do.. We can talk like as if we're buddies like that.. =)
So i spend my whole day watching tv wit kor..coz he's working from home.. =) Thank you Kor for accompanying me! Love u loads!
At night, I've washed up n prepared everything to go for my flight ard 10.15pm.. Persis actually has tkd class..but in e end it was cancelled due to a few only showed up.. So we went straight to e airport.. Along the way.. i was super quiet due to my phone out of a sudden shut down.. blackout.. =( no matter how we've tried to revive it.. still no use.. so i juz left it in my bag.. Persis was so uncomfortable for me being so quiet.. so I actually talked for a while.. n shut up for a while.. till we reach e airport.. after saying our goodbyes.. I cried.. when im walking away..
It has owaz been the hardest part to leave JB for me.. especially from my brother's arms..
I really hope that i could get a job in either JB or Singapore.. Coz i realli do hope that i could b e one moving back to JB..instead of staying here in Penang..
THe next trip is coming soon.. =) Anxious n excited to go back to JB again!
Monday, February 21, 2011
Lost faith in Love
Well, this trip to JB has made me realized loads of stuff.. Most importantly after when one made me realized that i've lost in faith for love..
After seeing wad happen to my mum,Jess & some friends.. Has made me tot of being in a relationship is a problem.. That's y after my 1st failed relationship till now.. I'm still single..
Somebody asked me.. "Dont tell me after so much had happen n passed.. U've lost ur faith in looking for a guy??" I answered "Yea.. After seeing n listening to probs abt failed n broken marriages/relationships.. I've really lost my faith in it.."
Sometimes I juz can't believe my eyes n ears abt seeing/hearing all e probs.. Coz I tot he/she (whom I loved n cared abt) really is a great person.. Who knows they end up doin e wrong thing..When e prob is solved..It's juz realli disappointing to see that after a while, he/she nvr realizes that e prob has given us a hard time to get it solved.. In additional to it... They're doin it again..
What's more disappointing is.. They nvr cherish e ppl who helped them thru it.. Instead they think tat they're (problem solvers) suppose to do it..
It's really frustrating to hear ppl asking me.. "When r u getting a bf?? Since 2 of ur sisters ald in a relationship"
Hmmm... I wish one day I could get over this fear.. Bt currently.. I can't..
Monday, January 10, 2011
11th Nov 2011 - Tuesday @ 0000 hours
Love...
Hmm definition of love?
- A profound tender,passionate affection for another person
- a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection for a parent or a child or a friend
- to a person whom love is felt..
Etc etc..
Love has got a lot of meanings in it.. Bt hv u ever wonder what it really is?
Neither do I.. Haha.. Eversince the puppy love that I had when I was form 3.. I haven found the one yet till now..weird huh? =)
everybody's asking me.. U got bf anot? I answered them no.. They r not believing my words.. :$ Keep asking "Realli arr?? Realli??" I was determined..
Cause I realli dun hv one yet.. =D
Well.. Being single is either an advantage or disadvantage.. Freedom.. U can do anything u wan n not worry abt e other half even when ur hanging out wit another guy or gal.. Hmm.. Lol..
I've observe ppl pretty much.. Well.. For girls.. When we're single we would be like.. "OMG.. I wish to b hug by my bf.. Bt I dun hv one..=(" the funniest one that I saw my friend did when we were watching some Korean dramas.. When the actors get lovey dovey wit e actress.. She'll b like "How I wish my future bf would do this for me.. How I wish that it will all b romantic" etc etc..
For guys.. Hmm haven realli get to figure it out yet.. Hahaha..
Bt when ur in a relationship.. Some of it lasts.. N they're realli lovey dovey.. N some of it will b like.. I hate u bt meanwhile I love u.. Hmmm.. When e other half ain't around.. Some guys/girls will say "Yay! Time to get the party started!!"
Well.. From time to time.. I've lost my track to being love n to love somebody.. Y?? Cause I've seen couples fighting wit my own eyes.. I've seen couples quarreling over a small matter..I've seen friends getting troubled by the other half.. In other words getting hurt.. I've lost my confidence towards finding "the one"..
When ppl asked me "When n how was ur first kiss like?" I answered.. I haven kissed a person before.. How would i know?? Lol.. They were like shocked n I think u r too.. Haha
Bet ur thinking "R u for Real??"
Well yea.. In my past puppy love.. He requested bt I refused.. Ask the guy if u dun belief me..
Well.. The time will come I hope.. We'll see what's plan the e guy above has plan for me.. =)
10th Jan 2011 - Monday @2005hours
Hv u ever tot of.. How ugly u looked?? Hv u ever doubted urself could get a nice guy to be wit??
Well.. I do..
No matter how perfect u gonna be.. There will b some disadvantages abt e physical look or even attitude.. That's y they say.. Nothing's n no one's perfect..
I would say.. I do hv e nice body.. Bt I hv a big fat ass n big fat legs..I do admire where ppl hv perfect figures.. Real nice figures.. Where they can find jeans that fits perfectly. Where I'm hving a freaking hard time to look for a pair of jeans..coz my ass n thighs r huge.. N I realli mean HUGE! My heart sank when I look at my back in e mirror..
It's realli like a big fat lady from behind.. Sighs..
Well.. Being heritage by my Mum's side to hv big fat ass n legs.. R meant to b.. Bt I realli hope that working on it would work for my legs to b thinner n qualify for at most all e airlines interviews.. God! Help me please...
Desperate huge legs girl..
09th Jan 2011-Sunday @1300hrs
The beginning of the year seems to pass that easily.. Well, it doesn't change anything at all at most..
Hmmm.. There's alot of things that will go thru our mind.. Sometimes it's juz some random songs,sometimes it's juz some past memories,sometimes it's wad ur planning,sometimes it's e opposite sex of a person.. Bt most of e time.. It's juz a block of darkness..
When it comes for me to write,it will owaz go blank.. Of wad I tot before to write.. Maybe I shud take a pen n sheets of paper to write wherever I go..
I wonder wad r the things that goes on other ppl's mind rite now.. Hmmm.. U wouldn't know unless they tell u themselves..
Most ppl says that,beginning of a new year it's a beginning of a new start.. Well wad do u think? Life is either like a story or a drama.. No matter wad,it's another chapter/scene that u gotta start telling/acting.. We're living in a world which is full of mysteries n surprises.. Sometimes it's good n sometimes its bad.. U wouldn't know wads gonna happen next.. U wouldn't even know wads is in e plan in ur life..
Plans.. Hmm.. No matter how u plan ur life.. Sometimes it'll go smoothly,or juz another bump to break ur plans.. Surprises.. Surprises.. That u wouldn't know..
No matter wad.. Juz a smile away to keep everything aaight.. At least is wad I think..
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