3rd April 2011-Sunday

Every memories of my past has came back when I saw him today in mass... All those dark side of it... I dowan anything to start over again.. I dowan to remember all these stuff.. It brings tears to my eyes.. I'm terrified.. I'm scared.. Idk wad to do.. Bt all I wan to is to leave here.. Y does all these memories has to b back?? Y is she tracking my every moves?? Y is she doing this?? Y..?? I didn't do anything wrong.. She made Everything up.. Throwing fake stories all over.. Y does she wanna destroy my life?? Y is she doing this to me?? I'm reali scared.. I wanna leave here.. Ppl.. Pray that I get the job in Firefly Airlines.. Help me pray that I get e job n be based in Johor Bahru.. Please... God please..