Monday, February 21, 2011

Lost faith in Love

Well, this trip to JB has made me realized loads of stuff.. Most importantly after when one made me realized that i've lost in faith for love.. After seeing wad happen to my mum,Jess & some friends.. Has made me tot of being in a relationship is a problem.. That's y after my 1st failed relationship till now.. I'm still single.. Somebody asked me.. "Dont tell me after so much had happen n passed.. U've lost ur faith in looking for a guy??" I answered "Yea.. After seeing n listening to probs abt failed n broken marriages/relationships.. I've really lost my faith in it.." Sometimes I juz can't believe my eyes n ears abt seeing/hearing all e probs.. Coz I tot he/she (whom I loved n cared abt) really is a great person.. Who knows they end up doin e wrong thing..When e prob is solved..It's juz realli disappointing to see that after a while, he/she nvr realizes that e prob has given us a hard time to get it solved.. In additional to it... They're doin it again.. What's more disappointing is.. They nvr cherish e ppl who helped them thru it.. Instead they think tat they're (problem solvers) suppose to do it.. It's really frustrating to hear ppl asking me.. "When r u getting a bf?? Since 2 of ur sisters ald in a relationship" Hmmm... I wish one day I could get over this fear.. Bt currently.. I can't..

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