1st August 2011- A new life in JB

Well I moved to JB for work.. So I'm gonna be based here till god knows when.. Though my batch r JB based.. How I hope that i could be based in KL instead if being here.. The first day here was tiring.. I drove all the way from KL to JB n I'm alone in the car while Geraldine n Fionn r here ald.. I drove straight to brother kevin's house n met god ma along with brother as well.. Spent the 1st night there because I dun hv a bed to sleep on.. The 1st night there was shocking.. I dun wanna story abt it.. Bt I promise to myself that I'm not gonna go there often.. I'm happy being here at home.. I got two friends whom r crazy.. Loved it..!! Well starting a new life in JB is hard.. Everything I've got to pay on my own.. This house is empty so I got to buy my own mattress,pay the rental (which basically is more than I expected),fill my car petrol,pay my car's installments n etc etc.. Now i know how my mum feels.. "Hmm mummy I still can't believe how in the world can u still cope all these..??" Currently I'm just hoping that the hub in jb will close.. N they'll sent us back to KL.. Which I hope that is gonna happen.. Cause in KL I'm living a cheaper life n I can save..!! That's the important thing..! Bt here hmmm.... Can't save even a single cent for the 1st month.. So I really hope for a transfer back to KL.. Can somebody help me pleaseeeeeee...???!!!

11th July 2011

Well been bz these days.. Working my ass off n waiting for salary to come in.. Hehe..!! Overall I love the job.. The thing is meeting the right senior in charge n everything goes well.. N I'm hving fun.. I've been working 6/7 days straight.. 4 days morning flights,2 days noon flights.. Ystday was the wors She's killing me with her complaints abt my hair.. Everybody says that it looks ok... Flight delayed due to the turn around back to KLIA..? I can't use a spray (I'll get a migraine after a while) n I dun hv time n money to go n get a hair cut.. What am I suppose to do..?? I know it's not good for my repo.. Bt then I really hope that the salary comes in soon.. So that I could cut my hair n show it to her.. Like "NAH! Ambik kau.. Stop complaining abt my hair already." I was so tensed up when she keeps complaining abt my hair.. N thus try putting on the oxygen mask n take it off.. Confirm ur hair messy right..??!! Grrrrrrr.... Ystday's turn ard was delayed for 2-3 hours.. There quite an amount of customers r angry.. Bt luckily most of just kept quiet n slept.. I mean like these happens like once in a blue moon.. just bear with us ok.. If ur reaching somewhere late. we r much more "earlier" than u guys traveling right..???? Went to watch Transformers 3 with Pete..! Well I'm so happy that he added my movie tickets collection..!! Thank you Pete..!!! It has been a long time that my collection ain't growing.. N now it has grown although it's only a pair of tickets.. Bt its increasing.!! Well.. Transformers 3 is an ok movie.. A lil bit draggy for me.. Bt the animation of it is awesome..!! Hands down to the animator..!! n the night spent was awesome..=) hope to go to another movie soon..=) wanna add another ticket to my collections..=)

4th July 2011,Monday - 2123hours

Today is the 2nd of worst times that I had weird dreams since I moved here,my aunt's place..im not sure what is it abt.. The 1st time here that I could remember is I woke up n I could wake myself up as if it's real.. Bt then its like my soul leaving my body.. When I woke up in the dream I could see exactly the room that im sleeping now bt bigger n a little bit different.. N I hv a roomie with me.. Her bed is pink.. I'm sleeping facing to a window n wall.. At the end of my bed n connected to the wall (on the right hand side which is like a door) I could see a room it's dark n it's like a store room where inside has all kind of things.. I saw my aunt came into my room n walk to the dark room n took one thing.. N I tried to sleep back that time.. Bt I couldn't.. My body was heavy.. In the end I tried a lil bit to shut my eyes.. N I came back to the world.. I can move n I quickly ran to the toilet n wash my face.. Yea it's like in the movies.. As for the others (dreams) it's not as scary as u cant wake up.. Everyday in my aunt's place I dun even dare to shut my eyes n sleep.. I'm waking up every hour each n every night.. That is y I always wake up at mid-day.. Im always tired I'm always yawning these few days because I couldn't even sleep properly.. So it happen the 2nd worst nightmare today.. I happen to wake up the way I slept.. Bt my eyes r opened,I couldn't move my body.. At that time I'm not sure whether I'm in a dream or in the real world.. This time it's worse.. I couldn't even talk/shout for help/scream.. I tried screaming.. Nothing came out.. In the end I tried to move a little bit.. I saw this girl sitting at the side of my bed n watching tv.. I saw this store room again.. N this time there's a voice saying that I've taken something n I didn't returned it.. I'm not sure what is it.. If I knew I would return the thing back n I would never want this dream to come to me again.. It's scaring the hell out of me..!! It's like I'm in this position n I'm awake.. I couldn't move a single muscle except for me eyes,I couldn't talk/yell/scream/shouting for help.. I can only cry n tears dropping down to my cheeks.. I'm really scared.. I'm really scared that Im in that world n in the reality I died.. I'm really scared...currently I dun even dare to shut my eyes.. Afraid that the dream would come b haunt me again.. I was thinking abt this girl that I saw.. It's like I saw her during my training days in MAA.. Bt I'm not sure.. I really hope that all these will come to an end.. Cause it's really scary.. And I'm really scared.. I'm afraid that one day I sleep n I never wake up again...

Last days to flying...!!!

Hello bloggies..!! Been busy these few weeks.. How r u then..?? Hehe Well bloggies..!! Currently I'm having fun with my training so far.. Today is about service procedures.. So I'm currently counting down the days to my very first flight.. =) Last Friday,27th May 2011.. Pretty exciting I can tell u.. Hehehe.. We went over to the Subang airport the day before (thursday night),wanting to buy tickets back to Penang..so they say to go thr on ur departure date n to standby for an hour as to see the tickets r available for us or not.. Well, it totally got u the ups n downs.. Firstly,no tickets.. Aft that there's 2 but we've gt to wait for 5mins.. At last,they told us that they hv only one seat left.. N guess wad my bestie n I hv to back.. N we need 2 seats..! Hmmm luckily Aisha was clever.. She solve the problem up.. The next thing is.. The sales person told us that we don't need a boarding pass.. So we went straight to the departure hall.. (macam bodoh gile) When we're @ terminal.;the "kind" officer told us that we need a boarding pass.. So we had to go out n go back to the ticketing counter n get the boarding pass.. Everything went well aft tat.. Touch down Penang ard 10.15pm.. Had Franklin fetch us from the airport as my family is having the pre-wedding dinner going on that time.. So we went to QE2 n had Italian food.. Pizza of course=D it's good I shall say.. After that we got back home ard 2am. Washed up n slept.. The BIG DAY!!! Was up at 6.30am,preparing ourselves for the day.. U can see from my pictures on how the day looks like.. More pictures on the event will be out soon=) Anyway had fun through out the process.. It's nice meeting back families n hehehe.. They said that I'm much prettier now with make up.. Hahaha *shy*

New Life,New Start of a career..

The life of being a cabin crew has started off on 18th April 2011.. Sorry guys, that I haven't been updating blog since then.. Was busy preparing n packing stuffs to come to KL.. Well,I gotta say sorry to e "Anything" gang.. Coz we couldn't hang out for e last time.. Sorry sayangs!! I promise when I'm back in Penang.. Y'all r e 1st to call n hang out wit k?? =) So a new life has started.. I've made a new batch of friends here n thus met pilots from other countries.. Eg: Belgium,Italy,South Africa n etc.. Hmmm girls. don't b jealous though they're pretty good looking.. Hahaha Been goin thru courses, learnt alot abt the aviation industry.. Well loads of ppl out thr might think a job for cabin crew is easy.. Bt it ain't.. It ain't all abt serving ppl,it's oso abt saving ppl,meeting difficult customers n there's loads more to learn.. We learnt abt communications, meaning speaking the right word,pronouncing the right way.. Gosh..!! There r so many to b corrected.. Also learnt abt e aircraft body,thr things inside e cabin,grooming.. First Aid.Safety Emergency Procedures n SNY (Supernumerary) will start next week.. N thus,we've passed two exams last week.. The hardcore ones r gonna b next week.. Well guys, pray for me n my friends aaight?? Overall I'm enjoying myself n I'm hving fun.. Being here is e right choice n I thank God for giving me the presents n surprises in my life n thus he's owaz thr when I need him to.. thank you God!! Well.. Will update y'all soon when I'm free.. In e mean time Happy Birthday Eddy Boy!!! N guys hv fun!

5th April 2011-Tuesday

I went for Martin's seminar n it's was awesome.. His talk did gave me some inspirations n advice thru his words..so aft the talk.. He said he wanna talk to me abt my prob.. So we talked for like 10 mins aft his session..

When I got in e car.. Before tht I told mum that martin wanna talk to me for a while.. So I got in e car.. She asked me y did I took so long to come out while others r out? I told her that I'm talking to Martin.. My mum says.. Dun go n join all e youth gatherings n all.. I dun like.. I was quiet e whole time during e journey home..

Well.. As i've said, I had to stop every activities that I'm joining which includes being in e choir which i love so much for church n mixing wit my friends in church.. When I told u that I saw "him" last Sunday.. I was terrified when I saw him in mass ystday.. All e flashback of e past memories of wad had happen brings tears to my eyes.. I'm realli scared to b here.. I am realli terrified..

Now.. All I wan is a new start in a new environment.. Friends n family please pray that I get e cabin crew job for firefly airlines n to b based in JB. N I realli hope that I'll get e job.. All I wan is a new start ..a new start...

3rd April 2011-Sunday

Every memories of my past has came back when I saw him today in mass... All those dark side of it... I dowan anything to start over again.. I dowan to remember all these stuff.. It brings tears to my eyes.. I'm terrified.. I'm scared.. Idk wad to do.. Bt all I wan to is to leave here.. Y does all these memories has to b back?? Y is she tracking my every moves?? Y is she doing this?? Y..?? I didn't do anything wrong.. She made Everything up.. Throwing fake stories all over.. Y does she wanna destroy my life?? Y is she doing this to me?? I'm reali scared.. I wanna leave here.. Ppl.. Pray that I get the job in Firefly Airlines.. Help me pray that I get e job n be based in Johor Bahru.. Please... God please..