Decisions Decisions Decisions...
NOw its really hard for me to make a decent n correct decision.. hmm
Dont y'all sometimes feel its hard to make one simply decision even when its really enquires a simple answer like yes or no?
Well, normally it wouldnt be that hard bt then this time its realli hard..
Alicia jie, msn me told me that there's a job offer in JB for me. She ask whether that I wanna take it up or not? The company name is Mei Ban, actually can google it n check it out.. Hmm the jobs offers higher than my current salary now.. I realli wish that i could go n experience new things.. But the thing is...
If I decide to Go.. I hv to leave behind my lil sis and mum.. N thus, the things that are happening here.. a.k.a. St Anne's Novena n Feast.Friends like Essie,Grace,Mark,Noel and especially Franklin,my best buddy in the whole wide world.. n thus it goes to all of my church's friends. Well, for some things sacrifices hv to be made.. The benefits are, I get to go out n explore a whole new working world, lead a new leaf there..
If I decided NOT to go.. I hv to turn down the delicious offer.. N get back to reality.. Bt my plans are, to search for a new job in Penang Island which is closer to my home..to work n stay in Penang.. I realli need some answers.. God please help me on makin the decisions!! PLease God!
Lately.. Mum's angry with me.. She said that I've changed aft I joined church choir.. hmm.. I dunno y n where hv i change.. Bt what i know that I've owaz been myself.. n nobody elses..
Mayb mum's worried abt me goin out whole day.. n she juz get to spend the time with me during weekends where I've been out.. I think that she thinks that she's losing me.. Bt I really wanna tell her that, I've not changed abit.. Yes I've been goin out lately with friends.. Bt I know what I've been doin n my activities are clean rather than goin to pubs n clubs..
I'm out wif friends as in to escape a part of reality n enjoy myself..
Sometimes I dun wish that I'm here.. bt I hv to face the music.. So God I really need u to help me to make my decisions.. Please provide me some of the answers that I need and that I won't regret making that decision..
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