03rd October 2010 - Sunday @1800 hours = Blue Sunday

Well.. the week has pass by fast..

Went for choir practice on Saturday.. Uncle Jim couldn't make it.. So we're practicing on our own..Some uncle conducting the choir la.. James n LuLu dint come for practice coz they went to Karen Lee's birthday party in Penang..

So after practice.. Esther C. dunno what to do.. N she's e one who's really active to go anywhere.. Well, me too.. I like to go out n hang out with friends.. Most of the time, until late night i dun realli mind.. Juz that the relaxation is there.. hang out n chill... What I love the most about goin out with them is chit chatting..sitting down at e beach n juz chill la..

Then yesterday night we actually plan to go to Noel's house n juz hang out there..Bt we asked Lulu n James whether they can come n join us anot..They say mayb can..ard 10pm.. Meanwhile me n Esther r in Old Town hving dinner n juz wait for the time to pass..Hehe.. I actually sms-ed Franklin n told him that I'm hving dinner alone.. ask him to come n join me.. In e end he really did come.. Thanks Frank.. though I'm not alone.. lol.. So me,Esther n Frank hang out-ed at Old Town till 10pm.. n Thank you Frankie for dinner.. hehe.. In e end we dint go to Noel's house.. went home instead.. Bcoz Lulu n James couldnt make it,n they went home straight..

So Sunday is today.. Went for 2 masses.. normal morning mass n shrine mass.. aft shrine mass ends around 1pm..then we had lunch n talked till 2.. then we actually decide to go home edi.. n last minute plans.. Esther said that she wans to go for pool.. Then we went.. I've played for a game n then mum called.. scolded me n asking me to go back.. my heart sank then..She turn my mood upside down edi.. Was totaly sad.. couldnt realli hang out with "Crazy Anything"..

Then when I came home.. Mei told me that mum doesnt wan me to join anything concerning with the Youth.. even choir oso..sighs..!! I really really really wanna join.. n its what i wanted to do for a looooonnngggg time.. n I dun hv the courage to.. Bt now, along with Esther I joined.. Im doin this is becoz I want to serve God in a way that I wan to.. Mum's worried that rumours n all gonna come again.. SiGHS!!!

I know that mum's concern of my well being.. Bt I know what I'm doing.. I know I used to b a girl who stays at home all the time.. dun feel like goin anywhere n all.. Bt I would like to hang out wit friends..especially with "Crazy Anything".. lol

Mum's angry that im always out during these weekends.. Bt I dun hang out until wee hours like 3-4am.. Most of the time is around 1am..n most of the time, Esther C. is the one who fetch me home.. I dun drive most of the time n all.. I know she cares.. Bt wat I can promise is I know what I'm doin n all e activities that we do are healthy.. Either is watching movie,shopping or juz a simple pool game or juz sitting down on e beach n juz chill.. I juz really hope that mum would open her mind out n let me juz hang out with friends..

Coz I'm bored.. I mean realli BORED..!!! coz after work is home.. aft home work again.. everyday is the same type of routine that i always do.. all I wan is really to relax n chill with friends...juz to get all the stress n pressure out.. arghh..!!