13th May 2010 Wednesday @ 2123 hours

Today work has been moody at the start..colleagues sighs are making me frustrated becoz i juz forgot abt informing that there's a D/O to be taken from the hypermarket. it just that, she sighs n complaining abt my mood n all..saying it so loud..i think she intended to let my aunt hear abt my mood.. bt lucky my aunt didnt care abt her.. coz my aunt knows that my colleagues is one of a kind when she speaks or talk to someone..when she talks..she's like i dunno..sometimes makes ppl feel mad at her..

anyhow..these days have been worrying abt ge's condition..he's been coughin.thus coughing out blood.. he has been taking a new batch of medication to neutralize the chemical that he'd taken 2 years ago that affected his body defensive system..

i got to know this since last Sunday, when he smsed me, asking me whether i'd remember what i've promised him if should one day he's gone.. so im totally worried abt his health condition..sighs..he juz cant stop making me worried abt him..

Anyhow..today i've told Alicia jie abt his condition..she told me that ge has been moody these days..when she n susan ask him what did e doctor said..he told them its pretty good.. sometimes when they tried to talk to him to create a conversation, he only replied them "yea ok,yes, no, maybe.." so Alicia's quite mad at him for acting like this..to me, mayb ge don't wan them to worry abt him, he tried to keep this to himself..bt in e end..i "korek" (dig) everything up from him..=)

Mei n me, have been praying for ge's health..for it to be better n for him to live longer..n i know that God will do something special unto him for us..I really hope that our prayers will be heard..

Coz i really love n cherish ge as my brother..coz i dun hv a brother..

N wat's special abt ge is..he cares for us like nobody does, he loves n dotes on us like nobody does.. he gives us everything that we wanted.. n there's more abt him that is unforgettable.. whenever i think of him these days, n when he owaz says that one day he'll leave us..i cried..

I really hope for the best for him n i will keep praying for him..

Dear God, You are the Highest above all.. You are the Incredible n Miracle Healer of All.. Please cure my brother's condition.. Whatever that is in his body that have been making him weak..cure him.. Dear God, I beg for your mercy n grace..Forgive him for the sins he's done..and May the Blood of Your Son,Jesus Christ protect him from all harm and anxiety..No matter what are the consequences may be for me..im willing to take it .because he deserve to live longer..Dear God Most Gracious, cure him n make him feel better like never before.. Thank you very much..I make this prayer through Christ our Lord..Amen.