The days i've spend - 05th April 2008 @ 0020hours

Hmm..it has been a long time ever since i write a blog...

i hv been bz lately wif work n life...

last month ,June... me n my fly hv gone down to genting highlands...
wow its my 1st trip thr...i was so excited at 1st....
bt when i reach thr..i find tt there's nothing to do..
coz its raining on the 2nd day...sob sob cant go out to the theme park n play..no fun...
all i could do is watch my sisters play arcade games....for i dun play much arcade..i only puzzle n brain training games that i like...later tt i found out...i find nothing fun in genting except for the theme park tt i dint go to..im hoping tt i cud b thr again to hv fun in the oudoor theme park..haha....

working has been hectic for me..customers,drivers,colleagues...and most of all my relatives...
i've finally realise that how working life is...n how hard to earn a dollar...
now the economy is getting higher bt not in progress of upgrading..
take a look at the petrol for instance is getting higher by the day...its twice the price tt we usuali hv to put in...sigh....when will this come to an end..hmmmmm...i wonder...

my faith in God is getting poorer by the day...coz i haven been praying hard to Him Everyday...
nope..i have to say im lazy..ppl say tt my prayers are strong..bt i dun think that my prayers are strong enough...ever since i dun pray everyday...i dunno how to pray to God..

St Anne's feast day is coming...n i can help out during then...coz my mum let me to...hahahaha!! damn happy...bt still my sisters are coming along..no fun no fun...haha...yea i love to get back in the activities in church (st anne;s) bt still its difficult for me to work for sum1 tt i dun like...
the nightmares on wat happen in st anne's is unforgettable...i still cant get rid of it...i hope one day that these nightmares will dissapear..

all my problems have been kept in my poor heart for a long time..hmmm...i think i 've forgotten most of the problems tt i had in my days....

for now...i do hope tt i could find a course tt suits me n wat i like...im troubled for this...i dunno wat to go for...i hope tt there's an offer for me which includes scholarships n good teachers...haha..i knw its difficult for me to find one..bt hey! there's a way of solution to every problem...all u hv to do is think carefully...