r they back together again..???

I'm totally speechless when i found out that da jie is two-timing...

I've told her many times to get rid of her 2nd bf..n lots of times she didnt listen...

On New Year's day her bf Bean asked her to make a decision whether to choose the guy or him..coz this has been goin on for way too long...

so da jie came out with a decision to pick brother bean..so she went n settled it...so..i hope everything's is ok with her n brother bean ... the next day..i saw da jie suddenly got a ring on ther thumb n it wasnt thr b4..she told mei that she bought it..bt then, on saturday i saw her sleeping with the ring beside her... so wat does it mean?? to me it looks like e ring belongs to the 2nd bf... coz its a guy's ring for heaven sake..she has been wearing it since then...so i tot she couldnt get over the guy..so i tot it was nothing...its not goin to do any harm to any1

bt nowadays, she has been goin out after her classes...one day she came back @ 3pm.. i wonder wat she did...then today... i heard her talking to a guy on e phone... english n chinese..like how she chatted on e phone with her 2nd bf b4..so r they back together again?? is she two-timing again?? does she want to land into another trouble again?? i've been hving a hard time trusting her now...how shud i trust her again?

02nd Jan 2010 - Saturday @ 1637hrs

juz heard a song from S Club, Never had a Dream Come True.. makes me remember those tragic days.. when he committed adultery.. n came with the woman to church.. n the woman herself is a so called "Catholic".. the woman who came to destroy our lives..a place in I once called "Family"..

it makes me remember the day the 3 of us n mum along with aunt Nancy went to a hotel name Eden.. my mum along with Aunt Nancy n aunt nancy's husband went to confront the woman.. bt somehow i dunno why e woman wanted to act kind in front of my mum.. tt makes my mum hurt more..she called mum asking her how's she feeling..being kind n all..bt @ another end..the woman called my dad..saying that my mum bullied her n all.. then on that night itself he came to the hotel n confronted my mum.. i was so young then.. i dunno what to do.. i regretted that i dint defend my mum...

Thus it also makes me remember the day he n tt woman came to our house to confront wif mum.. about e house n all.. bt everything belongs to my mum..N not one thing that belongs to him..neither the house nor anything... that day he made me see n hear everything tt i shouldnt hv saw/heard.. he told mum tt he love the woman.. n started to throw things..he even broke our water fountain.. thus he strangles my mum..coz the woman dun wan him anymore..which makes me hate him from then till now.. i cant forgive for wat he did.. n wat he's doing now...

asking $$ from mum.. a husband asking money from his own wife.. n in additional not working..out all day till in e middle of the night..sometimes doesnt come home..

he's a man who thinks that he's owaz right n nvr was wrong.. he a man who thinks he knws about everything.. bt @ e end.. he's not owaz rite..n he's not a man who know it all.. N "He" is not my dad tt i knw anymore...

A X'Mas Trip @ 25th Dec 2009

me,mum,mei n grandma, went to Pantai Merdeka which located @ Sg Petani..

mum said she hasnt been thr for ages...so we decide to go over..

we contacted grandma e last min..asking her whether she wan2 come along..she said yes..she ended up making some fried meehoon for us to eat..like 'picnic-king'..love her loads..

mum said the place has change alot...

its really windy over thr... mum's hving fun n so do us..

n guess wat..we're e only chinese thr...haha..all of the ppl thr r malays..

some r fishing, thus most of e kids r playing wit the sea water... mum said the beach b4 was crystal clear...u can even see e fish in e water..bt rite now..all beaches in malaysia are dirty..haha very affirmative..

then mei suggested that we make our sand sculpture...

so this is it..

on our way home..mum drove..then we end up making one big round till we're on the right way home..haha..after hving fun,we forgot the way home..haha

24th December 2009 - Thursday @ 1548hrs

Merry Christmas Y'ALL!!! Today's X'mas Eve..celebratin e day wif mum n xiao mei...

jesselyn n bean went down to jb to see gege liao... she should b reaching @ 5.15pm..ge is driving jelly to fetch them... hope she'll spend wonderous time wit ge.. i realli do hope tt i can go bt i cant..mum's here alone.. wouldnt wan her to spend her xmas alone..

goin for midnight mass later @ st anne's.. let enjoy e xmas spirit together!!! woohoo!! hope there r lots of presents for me under e xmas tree...hehe..

actually i have to travel down to KL to celebrate xmas wif my cousins..bt mum said its too rushing in additonal "his" B.H. driving skills...coz after he drive..we'all will get heart attack n die..so better not go..haha so sory couz.. n so sorry harry i cant go down to party wif u.. =(

lets hope its goona b one Jolly n Happy Xmas 2009!

Jingle Bells is Coming...

Jingle Bells is coming..it is one nice day to spent wif mum n sis...bt in e end... da jie is goin down to jb..sighs..im not sad abt not spending e xmas wif her.. bt im sad she's goin down to jb n tellin me n mei not to...sometimes i dislike her very much...

neway..ystday mum,da jie + her bf + mei + mei ling jie + nieces..went out to Penang...at 1st we met up wif mum's ex-colleague.. we went to Jln Dato Kramat there to eat "Lok-Lok", after that we went to Thai's Sleeping Buddha's temple..later on, they wanted to go back @ 5pm..so we couldnt go till Ke Lok Si to take a look @ e Goddess of Mercy... which is a wonderful place to hang out..

after showing them e way back from where they came from.. all 8 of us went shopping @ Jusco in Queensbay..i bought lots n lotsa stuff..my 100 bucks flew away d..bt its worth it.. =) .. ystday in Queensbay, there's a show acted for the movie "The Dark Knight" which is coming soon to e big screen... later on, there's a model search.. where i only saw 10 pretty ladies n 1 handsome guy..he's not e only guy in the finals..for me..he's a guy who's much better looking than e others..

haha...

in e end..i dint buy anything for xmas present...haha..mayb it will b amend during new year ba.. =)

11th December 2009 - Friday @1508hrs

... been bz this week...

msn wif ge ystday... i was hoing tt he could come up to penang rather tahn v owaz goin down to jb.. i relli hope that he'll b here to celebrate xmas wif us... bt then, he said he's goin to celebrate xmas wif his 1st god daugther..guess that's important.. *sighs

xmas is coming.. bt i cant go down to jb n celebrate it wif alicia jie n ge.. coz da jie said she's goin down wif her bf.. n she keeps sayin tt i went down during june ald..still wan2 head down to jb again..

i dun understand..for heaven's sake, its my $$..coz mama said i can go down ald..oh well, guess that's that.. i hv to change my plans abt goin down to jb d..coz next year mei is hving a major exam..so cant bring her down to jb either.. so mayb the year after ba...

i reli hate da jie sometimes..coz she's being abnoxious all e time when she's wif her bf..sometimes i pity her bf..though its his 1st time in a relationship..so for all 1st timers..they dunno some of e stuff..some guys are not sensitive...so hv to bear wit it...sometimes her request are reli too much for him..i pity him @ times...

i hate my cousin bro,Kelvin..he owaz touch my stuffs..my facebook status..he will write "im super duper fat", "im so itchy" etc... urgh..! so so hate him..i feel like scolding him @ times..like today, i dunno how the stores' person are working..then he scolds me wor.. out of nothing.. coz i dunno anything.. argh !! so angry wit him...

neway..Star Walk is on Sunday..reli hope that i can get a medal or sumting... =) wish me luck!!

28th Nov 2009 - Saturday @ 1542hrs

while everybody's is taking their own sweet time to spend the day...im here working my ass off..though its a holiday..

gege..fly my aeroplane again... he told me tt he's coming up 2 penang for hols..bt then, called him ystdy..he told me tt every hotel in Bt Feringgi is fully booked..so e aeroplane flew off juz like tt...

sighs..so sad..

aunt went to china for a vacation..left the company for me to handle..sighss..one of a hectic n bz week im hving starting on today..

sometimes im mad @ da jie coz for some unreasonable reasons.. she likes to let her lil miss behaviour to come out whenever she wans to get wat she wans..like ystday..she saw her friend got her nail done for abt RM10 due promotion..she wans to get it..so she went wif her "friend" n met me n mei there... so she said she wans to hv her nails done too..then i said go n ask the sales person thr la..then she comes wif her missy attitude askin me n mei to ask.. ARGH! totali hate her attitude infront of her "friend"..++ i even hate her for breaking her promises to herself n me..

saying tt she'll leave that guy for good..in the end, the promise has been breaking since then..

her bf is far more better than e "friend" she's hanging out now.. i dun knw wat she wan2 do..no matter wat im still angry wit her.. twice she went out wif her "friend" till 5 am..mostly 4am..

Mum's not home last week..then i plan to take e car coz friday's a holiday.. bt then.. he's driving mum's car.. so..ask mei to ask him for e car..in e end, mei said i can take e car..bt on 1 condition, muz give him $$.. i was thinking, he drove e car until no petrol d..still asking 4 $$?? how dare he!

bt hv to give..coz if not..cant take e car...i told mum abt this..bt mum dint make a sound..

So So FURIOUS!!