02nd Jan 2010 - Saturday @ 1637hrs

juz heard a song from S Club, Never had a Dream Come True.. makes me remember those tragic days.. when he committed adultery.. n came with the woman to church.. n the woman herself is a so called "Catholic".. the woman who came to destroy our lives..a place in I once called "Family"..

it makes me remember the day the 3 of us n mum along with aunt Nancy went to a hotel name Eden.. my mum along with Aunt Nancy n aunt nancy's husband went to confront the woman.. bt somehow i dunno why e woman wanted to act kind in front of my mum.. tt makes my mum hurt more..she called mum asking her how's she feeling..being kind n all..bt @ another end..the woman called my dad..saying that my mum bullied her n all.. then on that night itself he came to the hotel n confronted my mum.. i was so young then.. i dunno what to do.. i regretted that i dint defend my mum...

Thus it also makes me remember the day he n tt woman came to our house to confront wif mum.. about e house n all.. bt everything belongs to my mum..N not one thing that belongs to him..neither the house nor anything... that day he made me see n hear everything tt i shouldnt hv saw/heard.. he told mum tt he love the woman.. n started to throw things..he even broke our water fountain.. thus he strangles my mum..coz the woman dun wan him anymore..which makes me hate him from then till now.. i cant forgive for wat he did.. n wat he's doing now...

asking $$ from mum.. a husband asking money from his own wife.. n in additional not working..out all day till in e middle of the night..sometimes doesnt come home..

he's a man who thinks that he's owaz right n nvr was wrong.. he a man who thinks he knws about everything.. bt @ e end.. he's not owaz rite..n he's not a man who know it all.. N "He" is not my dad tt i knw anymore...