hmm...st anne's feats day has started..n im helping out during weekends...this year aint gonna b the same as b4..as this year i join my sisters in to help out..if not my mum will think tt im gonna mix with the guys in st anne's...
well yea...st anne's church gave me bad memories..bt there's good ones too...
as for now..i felt tt my friends are avoiding me than being wit me...
im looking 4 sum1 to tok to..bt still nobody is thr when i relli need them...
hmm...seems to b lonely this year...
the guy n his mother whom i dislike...they're still there helping out during st anne's...bt evry1 is saying tt the guy is leaving 4 outstation like during june...its seems like he's lying...goin around saying tt he's goin outstation 4 his studies... i think not! he's juz fooling around to make him look better in church...
this month seems to b a bad luck month...
the company tt i work for..got break in twice n its not long ago...
hmm..i wonder n im angry why la did they take the goods tt im handling??!!! although im not the 1 who arrange the lorries bt still im the one who's doin the billing!!! how am i goin to say to the 'upstairs'?? headache headache...y not sum other brands? y mine... sighs.......
work has been hard for me...im handling all the D/Os...those are important things if i lost 1 of the D/os im gonna lost one of my cost....by then sure kena scoldings from auntie n uncle...whom are the boss of mine....everyday i have to open D/os,mark D/Os,write wat goods are from KL,type listings, filing those D/Os...n i cant keep updating my electronics PODs,billings n all...coz all these D/Os are the 1st ones tt i hv to do finish b4 i cud do sumthing elses...bt still opening the D/Os are coming in...pretty fast...as im working in a transportation company...
as my auntie said tt i handle all the D/Os stuff bt i wonder y m i still handling the billings?
like as if they cant do it ..as we have a billing person...
i juz hope tt i can do things much faster than wat im doin now...
any tips?
Monday, July 21, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
14th July 2008 @ 2300hrs
hmm...dunno wat to say..bt felt like writing out of a sudden...
hmm..ever since i started working...i've got no time to spend wif my friends n all..coz i know tt some of them are bz with work...studies...
long aft u knw it..ur relationship wit tt friend is dull...plain..got nothing to share wit him/her...dunno wat to say nor chat...
today's work is hectic bcoz last sat is a public holiday 4 penang state...i tot tt thr's a replacement on Monday...n then i say to myself wat m i thinking its work not school...haha..
as 4 friend...ystday i went out 4 b'fast wit da jie n then i saw my friend's car whom he said tt his car cant b start aft he hasnt been driving 4 a long time...
i ask him how's his car? he said its still the same...cant b used...4 nw i dunno y he lied..bt i think tt he got gf or sumthing la..tt's y he's like avoiding to go out wif me to chat like we use to...
nowadays...its hard to find a friend that is trustable..honest n all u need for a friend..
its relli hard...i wanted to talk to sum1..bt still cant find any1...sms..phone calls...i dun even knw y m i holding a hp for?nobody looks for me... or calls me on my hp at times...
u knw...its relli hard for me to find friends nowadays...coz working all day long..
cant make new friends..or meet them...im like an indoor girl ald...not an outgoin one like b4..
how i hope tt i can go back to jb or even find a friend whom i can chat n tell stuff wit..
hmm..ever since i started working...i've got no time to spend wif my friends n all..coz i know tt some of them are bz with work...studies...
long aft u knw it..ur relationship wit tt friend is dull...plain..got nothing to share wit him/her...dunno wat to say nor chat...
today's work is hectic bcoz last sat is a public holiday 4 penang state...i tot tt thr's a replacement on Monday...n then i say to myself wat m i thinking its work not school...haha..
as 4 friend...ystday i went out 4 b'fast wit da jie n then i saw my friend's car whom he said tt his car cant b start aft he hasnt been driving 4 a long time...
i ask him how's his car? he said its still the same...cant b used...4 nw i dunno y he lied..bt i think tt he got gf or sumthing la..tt's y he's like avoiding to go out wif me to chat like we use to...
nowadays...its hard to find a friend that is trustable..honest n all u need for a friend..
its relli hard...i wanted to talk to sum1..bt still cant find any1...sms..phone calls...i dun even knw y m i holding a hp for?nobody looks for me... or calls me on my hp at times...
u knw...its relli hard for me to find friends nowadays...coz working all day long..
cant make new friends..or meet them...im like an indoor girl ald...not an outgoin one like b4..
how i hope tt i can go back to jb or even find a friend whom i can chat n tell stuff wit..
Friday, July 11, 2008
boring day....12th July 2008 @ 1436hrs
hmmm...its goin to b a boring day for me...although i still hv to run sum errands for my mum bt still bored...
u're thinking home alone is fun bt still if u dun hv any friends to accompany u..its bored...
see the bad side of staying single...no teman....
parents are in hatyai..lil sis is in camp...sis went out wif her bf..me? home alone...watching tv,surfing the net...
now i find internet boring cz thr's nothing to do...no fun internet...hahax....
today is a hoiday 4 penang state so...malls are goin to b cramp...pack up wit ppls....
now...im damn hungry..n i still cant find any1 to accompany me for lunch n chat...
oh...how i wish tt i cud get out....
u're thinking home alone is fun bt still if u dun hv any friends to accompany u..its bored...
see the bad side of staying single...no teman....
parents are in hatyai..lil sis is in camp...sis went out wif her bf..me? home alone...watching tv,surfing the net...
now i find internet boring cz thr's nothing to do...no fun internet...hahax....
today is a hoiday 4 penang state so...malls are goin to b cramp...pack up wit ppls....
now...im damn hungry..n i still cant find any1 to accompany me for lunch n chat...
oh...how i wish tt i cud get out....
Saturday, July 5, 2008
The days i've spend - 05th April 2008 @ 0020hours
Hmm..it has been a long time ever since i write a blog...
i hv been bz lately wif work n life...
last month ,June... me n my fly hv gone down to genting highlands...
wow its my 1st trip thr...i was so excited at 1st....
bt when i reach thr..i find tt there's nothing to do..
coz its raining on the 2nd day...sob sob cant go out to the theme park n play..no fun...
all i could do is watch my sisters play arcade games....for i dun play much arcade..i only puzzle n brain training games that i like...later tt i found out...i find nothing fun in genting except for the theme park tt i dint go to..im hoping tt i cud b thr again to hv fun in the oudoor theme park..haha....
working has been hectic for me..customers,drivers,colleagues...and most of all my relatives...
i've finally realise that how working life is...n how hard to earn a dollar...
now the economy is getting higher bt not in progress of upgrading..
take a look at the petrol for instance is getting higher by the day...its twice the price tt we usuali hv to put in...sigh....when will this come to an end..hmmmmm...i wonder...
my faith in God is getting poorer by the day...coz i haven been praying hard to Him Everyday...
nope..i have to say im lazy..ppl say tt my prayers are strong..bt i dun think that my prayers are strong enough...ever since i dun pray everyday...i dunno how to pray to God..
St Anne's feast day is coming...n i can help out during then...coz my mum let me to...hahahaha!! damn happy...bt still my sisters are coming along..no fun no fun...haha...yea i love to get back in the activities in church (st anne;s) bt still its difficult for me to work for sum1 tt i dun like...
the nightmares on wat happen in st anne's is unforgettable...i still cant get rid of it...i hope one day that these nightmares will dissapear..
all my problems have been kept in my poor heart for a long time..hmmm...i think i 've forgotten most of the problems tt i had in my days....
for now...i do hope tt i could find a course tt suits me n wat i like...im troubled for this...i dunno wat to go for...i hope tt there's an offer for me which includes scholarships n good teachers...haha..i knw its difficult for me to find one..bt hey! there's a way of solution to every problem...all u hv to do is think carefully...
i hv been bz lately wif work n life...
last month ,June... me n my fly hv gone down to genting highlands...
wow its my 1st trip thr...i was so excited at 1st....
bt when i reach thr..i find tt there's nothing to do..
coz its raining on the 2nd day...sob sob cant go out to the theme park n play..no fun...
all i could do is watch my sisters play arcade games....for i dun play much arcade..i only puzzle n brain training games that i like...later tt i found out...i find nothing fun in genting except for the theme park tt i dint go to..im hoping tt i cud b thr again to hv fun in the oudoor theme park..haha....
working has been hectic for me..customers,drivers,colleagues...and most of all my relatives...
i've finally realise that how working life is...n how hard to earn a dollar...
now the economy is getting higher bt not in progress of upgrading..
take a look at the petrol for instance is getting higher by the day...its twice the price tt we usuali hv to put in...sigh....when will this come to an end..hmmmmm...i wonder...
my faith in God is getting poorer by the day...coz i haven been praying hard to Him Everyday...
nope..i have to say im lazy..ppl say tt my prayers are strong..bt i dun think that my prayers are strong enough...ever since i dun pray everyday...i dunno how to pray to God..
St Anne's feast day is coming...n i can help out during then...coz my mum let me to...hahahaha!! damn happy...bt still my sisters are coming along..no fun no fun...haha...yea i love to get back in the activities in church (st anne;s) bt still its difficult for me to work for sum1 tt i dun like...
the nightmares on wat happen in st anne's is unforgettable...i still cant get rid of it...i hope one day that these nightmares will dissapear..
all my problems have been kept in my poor heart for a long time..hmmm...i think i 've forgotten most of the problems tt i had in my days....
for now...i do hope tt i could find a course tt suits me n wat i like...im troubled for this...i dunno wat to go for...i hope tt there's an offer for me which includes scholarships n good teachers...haha..i knw its difficult for me to find one..bt hey! there's a way of solution to every problem...all u hv to do is think carefully...
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
20 May 2008 @2047 hours
hmmm it has been a long time ever since i wrote a blog nor update this blog...
evrything has been hectice for me..
working life aint tt nice anymore...
was thinking of changing a new job, a new experience bt then...
sigh no can do...if ppl who knows me knows the reason y...
now im writing this for someone i love very much...
i juz wanna lert him know to get ready for tomorrow's challenge as i will know tt God will guide him through all the obstacles...
i will b praying for him the whole day through...i hope that he'll try his best to get through this challenge...i will b with him the whole day through too...as i will try my best to get a little time out of my busy job to call him....n check out hows everything goin ..
tis person tt im saying is whom i relli love..
he's a guy who cares for me very much, he's the one who hv been by my side when i need him..
he's much likely better off than any guys i knw..
he's a caring person,
he's kind,
he's everything to me...
nobody can replace him,his place in my heart...
so i hope tt person reads my blog..
i wan him to know tt i will b thr for him..
all the time...
JIA YOU!!!!!
evrything has been hectice for me..
working life aint tt nice anymore...
was thinking of changing a new job, a new experience bt then...
sigh no can do...if ppl who knows me knows the reason y...
now im writing this for someone i love very much...
i juz wanna lert him know to get ready for tomorrow's challenge as i will know tt God will guide him through all the obstacles...
i will b praying for him the whole day through...i hope that he'll try his best to get through this challenge...i will b with him the whole day through too...as i will try my best to get a little time out of my busy job to call him....n check out hows everything goin ..
tis person tt im saying is whom i relli love..
he's a guy who cares for me very much, he's the one who hv been by my side when i need him..
he's much likely better off than any guys i knw..
he's a caring person,
he's kind,
he's everything to me...
nobody can replace him,his place in my heart...
so i hope tt person reads my blog..
i wan him to know tt i will b thr for him..
all the time...
JIA YOU!!!!!
Friday, April 25, 2008
25th Apr 2008 @1958hrs
sigh....been bz with work nowadays...dun even hv time to update my blog.....
parents are not around...went for holiday in china...damn syok coz they're not around...can drive to work summore...wuhuu~~!!
thr's a guy in the house tt is da jie's friend who came for a visit...who is actuali her ex now...
sigh,..i pity tt guy..bt still i find him annoying...
he keeps doing sumthing tt as if he's still my sis bf...sigh.....
i feel like telling him off..bt dun dare still...he's kinda a big guy bt inside he's a momma's boy....
i knw i cant say him like tt bt still this is blog...
i knw its not good...bt i hv to find a place to put out my feeling abt this guy so that i wont do sumthing stupid to him like tellin him off for instance...
a guy like him shud find sum1 who's better off than my da jie....i knw my da jie..whats she decides she wont change her mind..no matter how u convince her or persuade her...(except for shopping la)
walao...fell like telling him to get outta here n go back to whr u came frm...
to me if a guy like him...i would b more cruel n tell him off...i dun tt guy...
wish tt he's goin tomorrow....
parents are not around...went for holiday in china...damn syok coz they're not around...can drive to work summore...wuhuu~~!!
thr's a guy in the house tt is da jie's friend who came for a visit...who is actuali her ex now...
sigh,..i pity tt guy..bt still i find him annoying...
he keeps doing sumthing tt as if he's still my sis bf...sigh.....
i feel like telling him off..bt dun dare still...he's kinda a big guy bt inside he's a momma's boy....
i knw i cant say him like tt bt still this is blog...
i knw its not good...bt i hv to find a place to put out my feeling abt this guy so that i wont do sumthing stupid to him like tellin him off for instance...
a guy like him shud find sum1 who's better off than my da jie....i knw my da jie..whats she decides she wont change her mind..no matter how u convince her or persuade her...(except for shopping la)
walao...fell like telling him to get outta here n go back to whr u came frm...
to me if a guy like him...i would b more cruel n tell him off...i dun tt guy...
wish tt he's goin tomorrow....
Sunday, April 13, 2008
13th April 2008 @ 2204hrs
sigh...its goin to b a tirng dsay starting 2mrw....
my colleague has resign...
n i hv to stay in m aunt's office to work wit aunties...
the newcomer aunty isnt helping me a bit...
i hope 2mrw time's will go fast...
n in a long time...
i will b an auntie too...
i hope that my days are goin on happily...
bt still pressure in work n my plans...
my plans arent goin well for me...
all things do hv disadvantages...
for me thr's a lot...
i hope my work can end early n fast..
or even i can find a new job..
work hard for my goals..
n not to work wit my aunt who scolds n mock at me everyday
even when i dint do anything wrong...
i hate her...i hope i will find a new job..a job tt i like n i will excel in it...
nowadays haven been sleeping well
bcoz i was thinking whether or not shud i go down to visit my beloved brother...
coz he said he's goin to b bz when im goin thr...
im hoping that he's not avoiding from me...
coz avoiding isnt the solution to all problems...
i juz hope tt i can go down to support him..
give him encouragement
n treat him juz like i treat him b4..
give him a happy memory...
everynite i pray hard...
for him to b healthy...for a cure frm God..
n i hope tt God will help me n him ...
i belif tt everything's goin to b ok..
i love my brother very much...
n i knw tt evrybody too..
coz he's a great guy...totali! seriously!
no other guy can take over his place...in my heart...
God please help me out here!!!!
my colleague has resign...
n i hv to stay in m aunt's office to work wit aunties...
the newcomer aunty isnt helping me a bit...
i hope 2mrw time's will go fast...
n in a long time...
i will b an auntie too...
i hope that my days are goin on happily...
bt still pressure in work n my plans...
my plans arent goin well for me...
all things do hv disadvantages...
for me thr's a lot...
i hope my work can end early n fast..
or even i can find a new job..
work hard for my goals..
n not to work wit my aunt who scolds n mock at me everyday
even when i dint do anything wrong...
i hate her...i hope i will find a new job..a job tt i like n i will excel in it...
nowadays haven been sleeping well
bcoz i was thinking whether or not shud i go down to visit my beloved brother...
coz he said he's goin to b bz when im goin thr...
im hoping that he's not avoiding from me...
coz avoiding isnt the solution to all problems...
i juz hope tt i can go down to support him..
give him encouragement
n treat him juz like i treat him b4..
give him a happy memory...
everynite i pray hard...
for him to b healthy...for a cure frm God..
n i hope tt God will help me n him ...
i belif tt everything's goin to b ok..
i love my brother very much...
n i knw tt evrybody too..
coz he's a great guy...totali! seriously!
no other guy can take over his place...in my heart...
God please help me out here!!!!
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