11th July 2011

Well been bz these days.. Working my ass off n waiting for salary to come in.. Hehe..!! Overall I love the job.. The thing is meeting the right senior in charge n everything goes well.. N I'm hving fun.. I've been working 6/7 days straight.. 4 days morning flights,2 days noon flights.. Ystday was the wors She's killing me with her complaints abt my hair.. Everybody says that it looks ok... Flight delayed due to the turn around back to KLIA..? I can't use a spray (I'll get a migraine after a while) n I dun hv time n money to go n get a hair cut.. What am I suppose to do..?? I know it's not good for my repo.. Bt then I really hope that the salary comes in soon.. So that I could cut my hair n show it to her.. Like "NAH! Ambik kau.. Stop complaining abt my hair already." I was so tensed up when she keeps complaining abt my hair.. N thus try putting on the oxygen mask n take it off.. Confirm ur hair messy right..??!! Grrrrrrr.... Ystday's turn ard was delayed for 2-3 hours.. There quite an amount of customers r angry.. Bt luckily most of just kept quiet n slept.. I mean like these happens like once in a blue moon.. just bear with us ok.. If ur reaching somewhere late. we r much more "earlier" than u guys traveling right..???? Went to watch Transformers 3 with Pete..! Well I'm so happy that he added my movie tickets collection..!! Thank you Pete..!!! It has been a long time that my collection ain't growing.. N now it has grown although it's only a pair of tickets.. Bt its increasing.!! Well.. Transformers 3 is an ok movie.. A lil bit draggy for me.. Bt the animation of it is awesome..!! Hands down to the animator..!! n the night spent was awesome..=) hope to go to another movie soon..=) wanna add another ticket to my collections..=)

4th July 2011,Monday - 2123hours

Today is the 2nd of worst times that I had weird dreams since I moved here,my aunt's place..im not sure what is it abt.. The 1st time here that I could remember is I woke up n I could wake myself up as if it's real.. Bt then its like my soul leaving my body.. When I woke up in the dream I could see exactly the room that im sleeping now bt bigger n a little bit different.. N I hv a roomie with me.. Her bed is pink.. I'm sleeping facing to a window n wall.. At the end of my bed n connected to the wall (on the right hand side which is like a door) I could see a room it's dark n it's like a store room where inside has all kind of things.. I saw my aunt came into my room n walk to the dark room n took one thing.. N I tried to sleep back that time.. Bt I couldn't.. My body was heavy.. In the end I tried a lil bit to shut my eyes.. N I came back to the world.. I can move n I quickly ran to the toilet n wash my face.. Yea it's like in the movies.. As for the others (dreams) it's not as scary as u cant wake up.. Everyday in my aunt's place I dun even dare to shut my eyes n sleep.. I'm waking up every hour each n every night.. That is y I always wake up at mid-day.. Im always tired I'm always yawning these few days because I couldn't even sleep properly.. So it happen the 2nd worst nightmare today.. I happen to wake up the way I slept.. Bt my eyes r opened,I couldn't move my body.. At that time I'm not sure whether I'm in a dream or in the real world.. This time it's worse.. I couldn't even talk/shout for help/scream.. I tried screaming.. Nothing came out.. In the end I tried to move a little bit.. I saw this girl sitting at the side of my bed n watching tv.. I saw this store room again.. N this time there's a voice saying that I've taken something n I didn't returned it.. I'm not sure what is it.. If I knew I would return the thing back n I would never want this dream to come to me again.. It's scaring the hell out of me..!! It's like I'm in this position n I'm awake.. I couldn't move a single muscle except for me eyes,I couldn't talk/yell/scream/shouting for help.. I can only cry n tears dropping down to my cheeks.. I'm really scared.. I'm really scared that Im in that world n in the reality I died.. I'm really scared...currently I dun even dare to shut my eyes.. Afraid that the dream would come b haunt me again.. I was thinking abt this girl that I saw.. It's like I saw her during my training days in MAA.. Bt I'm not sure.. I really hope that all these will come to an end.. Cause it's really scary.. And I'm really scared.. I'm afraid that one day I sleep n I never wake up again...