Have y'all ever wondered how foolish a person can be for their loves ones?? When their loved ones are hurting them so much??
I've experienced it.. N I'm currently looking at one now..So they say "Love is blind" n it really is..Sometimes he/she is willing to do anything for the other half..
Example :
1) Clean their shit for them
2) Give them what they wanted..
3) etc etc..
Sometimes when its a woman I wouldnt hv mind for them to get what they want from their other half.. As long as they dun go too over with it..
I really do mind for guys, who asks for $$ when they are the ones whom's suppose to give it to their girls..
Hmmm..quite disappointing to see that a person whom u look up to doing things like this..
Take my dad for instance.. its not that I wanna talk bad abt him.. But the thing is I couldnt stand to see that he asks $$ from my mum.. Where he can work n earn money himself.. If he is a cacat-ed person I wouldnt hv mind to give him e monthly expenses.. But currently, he got hands n feet.. Y cant he work? Y stay at home n juz watch tv all day long? N sometimes ridiculously..goes out till wee-hours.. N thus, its not that we're having any younger brother/sister to be taken care of ald..So y not work? N earn money which u can spend it urself?
Now its getting even much more ridiculous.. Yes I ride bike to work.. N Jess juz bought herself a car edi.. So I thought that I could drive to work edi..rather than riding back home late at night after work.. Who knows.. He got to drive e car, n its ridiculous that he actually asks for petrol money from mum this time..Another burden for mum..Sighs.. Sometimes I really dunno y that mum gave in..
She said that she wouldnt give him any $$ starting this year.. N thus, we even talked abt the car issue.. Ask her to tell that person, that If he wanna drive the car, he got to pay for the monthly installment himself n the petrol money too.. Bt in e end.. sigh..SIGHS!!!!
I remembered tat day, he got himself a summon.. He asked Jess to pay for him.. I was like "Hello! ur summon,u pay la.. U got the ability to get a summon.. U muz hv e ability to pay for it"
I realli cant stand him sometimes.. N sometimes I scolded my mum for being stupid to give in to him.. Mummy told me once that she has her own reason.. Im like "What reasons?? Can u share it with me??" n she doesnt know how to answer me.. Coz i dun think that there's a reason for her to give in lidat.. She doesnt owe anything to my dad.. If she does.. she has been paying him for her whole life edi.. even a pot of gold can burst edi..
That's y i couldnt continue with mt studies.. If I do.. Who's gonna help mum out? I dunno..
BUt I realli hope that she realises that she has been giving him way too much on what he asks for edi..
Monday, February 28, 2011
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Hugs...
Hv u ppl ever wondered abt getting hug by someone?
Hugs to me are really important gestures.. As they (the hugs) means a lot to me.. There are actually a few types of hugs that can explain everything.. it is depending on that person u hug too..
Hmm.. Some ppl tot hugs are for couples.. Owh they hug together.. this n that.. Actually its not only for couples.. Its also for family n friends too.. Like my trip to JB for instance, when I saw my brother.. I was so eager to hug him so tight till he cant breathe.. As he hugs me back I can feel that he misses me too.. =) For me its a hug that I will miss the most..=)
N hugging Raechie too! XD.. Who can imagine that we could maintain our friendship after for so long??!! *hugs* Raechie *hugs* I is sad when CC saw me she dint hug me.. =( cause she was holding hands with her boyfiee.. lol.. but goin home time got hug la..*hugs* CC *hugs*..
Hugging people tightly is kinda my habit.. I dunno y.. but for me if I hug ppl back lightly,it means that I dun like them at all.. It is as the same meaning for a firm hand shake..
U can see that if a person doesnt know e other.. they will hv a slight touch at e finger tips.. N they'll thought that its a handshake..Bluek! But if one knows one another, they'll hv a firm handshake..
Hugs are for all occasions.. U can say "Thank you" with it, u can oso say its to comfort somebody..When somebody's sad/crying. Hugs are an important gestures to them too.. Therefore, hugs can be use in a lot of occasions..If ur playing the sims.. U can even see that there are different types of hugs.. Friendly hug,compassionate hug etc etc
So hugs are important for me.. so everybody start hugging ppl tightly! It means alot to ppl when one needs it..*wink wink*
Hugs to me are really important gestures.. As they (the hugs) means a lot to me.. There are actually a few types of hugs that can explain everything.. it is depending on that person u hug too..
Hmm.. Some ppl tot hugs are for couples.. Owh they hug together.. this n that.. Actually its not only for couples.. Its also for family n friends too.. Like my trip to JB for instance, when I saw my brother.. I was so eager to hug him so tight till he cant breathe.. As he hugs me back I can feel that he misses me too.. =) For me its a hug that I will miss the most..=)
N hugging Raechie too! XD.. Who can imagine that we could maintain our friendship after for so long??!! *hugs* Raechie *hugs* I is sad when CC saw me she dint hug me.. =( cause she was holding hands with her boyfiee.. lol.. but goin home time got hug la..*hugs* CC *hugs*..
Hugging people tightly is kinda my habit.. I dunno y.. but for me if I hug ppl back lightly,it means that I dun like them at all.. It is as the same meaning for a firm hand shake..
U can see that if a person doesnt know e other.. they will hv a slight touch at e finger tips.. N they'll thought that its a handshake..Bluek! But if one knows one another, they'll hv a firm handshake..
Hugs are for all occasions.. U can say "Thank you" with it, u can oso say its to comfort somebody..When somebody's sad/crying. Hugs are an important gestures to them too.. Therefore, hugs can be use in a lot of occasions..If ur playing the sims.. U can even see that there are different types of hugs.. Friendly hug,compassionate hug etc etc
So hugs are important for me.. so everybody start hugging ppl tightly! It means alot to ppl when one needs it..*wink wink*
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Work...
Today @ work it really is frustrating..
First thing is whenever my aunt goes out.. Sometimes what pisses me off is she went out for hair do..go to temple.. this n that during office hours sigh... I wouldn't hv mind if she goes to the bank cause..its under company's purposes..I dun think that goin to hair salons n temple are for company's purposes lurh..
So she goes today to the temple. She call n checked to see whether I'm doin my job anot..
Before she went out, she said.. "Jackie,I'm goin out.. U do the follow ups..".. My uncle (boss) didnt even know that she went out.. n sometimes we had to lie for her lurh when she is doin her hair.. After she left,not even 5 mins she called "Jackie hv u follow up with the drivers?","Jackie, follow up with this customer.","Jackie,settle this prob","Jackie do this,Jackie do that".. Jackie to everything.. hmmm I cant even hv my lunch in peace..
Yes,she's the lady boss of the company.. But for heaven's sake y me? Y do u refer everything to me? What abt the other employees that u hire? R they juz for decoration? I dun understand y does she push everything to me..
Yes,I'm her niece.. But then I've been working here longer than any other office emplyees that she hire.. 4 years edi.. 4 years.. How much is my salary? Even the other employees r hving a higher salary than I do.. I realli juz dun understand.. Even she herself has to come n ask me questions.. sigh.. I really wanna quit my job but then I haven got to find one..
I'm askin my friends in JB to help me in searching for a job so that I could move back to JB.. I realli do..
Well, SIA's open interview's coming.. I'm juz worried abt my make up n my dark circles that couldnt be covered up.. =( I juz hope that my smiles makes a good impression for e interviewers.. PLease pray for me that i get it this time.. Thank you!
First thing is whenever my aunt goes out.. Sometimes what pisses me off is she went out for hair do..go to temple.. this n that during office hours sigh... I wouldn't hv mind if she goes to the bank cause..its under company's purposes..I dun think that goin to hair salons n temple are for company's purposes lurh..
So she goes today to the temple. She call n checked to see whether I'm doin my job anot..
Before she went out, she said.. "Jackie,I'm goin out.. U do the follow ups..".. My uncle (boss) didnt even know that she went out.. n sometimes we had to lie for her lurh when she is doin her hair.. After she left,not even 5 mins she called "Jackie hv u follow up with the drivers?","Jackie, follow up with this customer.","Jackie,settle this prob","Jackie do this,Jackie do that".. Jackie to everything.. hmmm I cant even hv my lunch in peace..
Yes,she's the lady boss of the company.. But for heaven's sake y me? Y do u refer everything to me? What abt the other employees that u hire? R they juz for decoration? I dun understand y does she push everything to me..
Yes,I'm her niece.. But then I've been working here longer than any other office emplyees that she hire.. 4 years edi.. 4 years.. How much is my salary? Even the other employees r hving a higher salary than I do.. I realli juz dun understand.. Even she herself has to come n ask me questions.. sigh.. I really wanna quit my job but then I haven got to find one..
I'm askin my friends in JB to help me in searching for a job so that I could move back to JB.. I realli do..
Well, SIA's open interview's coming.. I'm juz worried abt my make up n my dark circles that couldnt be covered up.. =( I juz hope that my smiles makes a good impression for e interviewers.. PLease pray for me that i get it this time.. Thank you!
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
My trip to JB 19th Feb 2011 - 21st Feb 2011
This time around.. the trip to JB was well worth.. =)
Because, I get to meet up with CC n Raechie.. n CC's bf,Maurice..
hmmm Maurice.. nice guy bt with the hair of Justin Bieber.. I think Justin stole his look rather than Maurice copying Justin.. LOLs.. XD
ON 19.02.11,Saturday.. the 5 of us including Persis went for a movie in KSL City.. which CC said that its a new mall.. So we went n checked it out.. not much of a WOW factor to me though..
Persis n I got there late for a movie.. so Raechie n CC bought the 6.30pm tickets.. well Persis n I dint know what movie they bought.. N we met them up at e tickets counter.. Guess wad.. All of us r watching "No Strings Attached" hmmmm... =.=
In the theater was realli super duper very cold..All of us r shivering.. while waitin for e movie to end.. E movie was funny.. but way too draggy.. Raechel n I almost slept.. LOLs
After movie, Raechie suggested us to eat at Seoul Garden.. n so.. we're like mad ppl..looking for the restaurant.. totally blur dunno where to go oso.. hahaha...
At last! Its located at e ground floor..hmmm =.=
I dun remember paying 1st then makan wor in Seoul Garden..But we actually paid 1st then only can go in.. So they say wastage of a 100g additional charges of RM 5.00/100g..
Unfortunately.. e 3 of us (me,Maurice & Persis) dun take prawns.. CC & Raechie took a sum of it.. CC was so scared that they'll charge us for the wastage.. So she tuck it up n ate all e prawns while Raechie peel the shells for her.. hahaha pity her..
Then at e last minute, I only tot of we paid for e costs of e buffet.. Y scared abt e wastage?? They're not gonna check aft we leave.. LOLs.. SOwee CC.. No more Seoul Garden next time..
So aft a huge dinner.. we went home..
ON Sunday, 20.02.11.. A pig who cant wake up for mass when he came home ard 2-3am..
Funny thing is he talks in his sleep.. N at that time I was taking some stuff from my luggage in his room.. I was wondering.. "Is he talking to me??" I wanted to respond bt I realise that he talks in his sleep.. hahaha
Ard 3pm.. I met up with Raechie again!!! =D We chatted alot while walking ard.. Then we've realised that we've finished walking the whole City Square la..chatted since we met till we go home.. n then we continue again on Facebook! LOLs
On Monday,21.02.11 (time to go home).. Since my flight is at night.. Morning me n kor had roti canai at our usual place along wit Edwin kor.. Well, i dun understand y my two sisters doesnt like him.. but I do.. We can talk like as if we're buddies like that.. =)
So i spend my whole day watching tv wit kor..coz he's working from home.. =) Thank you Kor for accompanying me! Love u loads!
At night, I've washed up n prepared everything to go for my flight ard 10.15pm.. Persis actually has tkd class..but in e end it was cancelled due to a few only showed up.. So we went straight to e airport.. Along the way.. i was super quiet due to my phone out of a sudden shut down.. blackout.. =( no matter how we've tried to revive it.. still no use.. so i juz left it in my bag.. Persis was so uncomfortable for me being so quiet.. so I actually talked for a while.. n shut up for a while.. till we reach e airport.. after saying our goodbyes.. I cried.. when im walking away..
It has owaz been the hardest part to leave JB for me.. especially from my brother's arms..
I really hope that i could get a job in either JB or Singapore.. Coz i realli do hope that i could b e one moving back to JB..instead of staying here in Penang..
THe next trip is coming soon.. =) Anxious n excited to go back to JB again!
Because, I get to meet up with CC n Raechie.. n CC's bf,Maurice..
hmmm Maurice.. nice guy bt with the hair of Justin Bieber.. I think Justin stole his look rather than Maurice copying Justin.. LOLs.. XD
ON 19.02.11,Saturday.. the 5 of us including Persis went for a movie in KSL City.. which CC said that its a new mall.. So we went n checked it out.. not much of a WOW factor to me though..
Persis n I got there late for a movie.. so Raechie n CC bought the 6.30pm tickets.. well Persis n I dint know what movie they bought.. N we met them up at e tickets counter.. Guess wad.. All of us r watching "No Strings Attached" hmmmm... =.=
In the theater was realli super duper very cold..All of us r shivering.. while waitin for e movie to end.. E movie was funny.. but way too draggy.. Raechel n I almost slept.. LOLs
After movie, Raechie suggested us to eat at Seoul Garden.. n so.. we're like mad ppl..looking for the restaurant.. totally blur dunno where to go oso.. hahaha...
At last! Its located at e ground floor..hmmm =.=
I dun remember paying 1st then makan wor in Seoul Garden..But we actually paid 1st then only can go in.. So they say wastage of a 100g additional charges of RM 5.00/100g..
Unfortunately.. e 3 of us (me,Maurice & Persis) dun take prawns.. CC & Raechie took a sum of it.. CC was so scared that they'll charge us for the wastage.. So she tuck it up n ate all e prawns while Raechie peel the shells for her.. hahaha pity her..
Then at e last minute, I only tot of we paid for e costs of e buffet.. Y scared abt e wastage?? They're not gonna check aft we leave.. LOLs.. SOwee CC.. No more Seoul Garden next time..
So aft a huge dinner.. we went home..
ON Sunday, 20.02.11.. A pig who cant wake up for mass when he came home ard 2-3am..
Funny thing is he talks in his sleep.. N at that time I was taking some stuff from my luggage in his room.. I was wondering.. "Is he talking to me??" I wanted to respond bt I realise that he talks in his sleep.. hahaha
Ard 3pm.. I met up with Raechie again!!! =D We chatted alot while walking ard.. Then we've realised that we've finished walking the whole City Square la..chatted since we met till we go home.. n then we continue again on Facebook! LOLs
On Monday,21.02.11 (time to go home).. Since my flight is at night.. Morning me n kor had roti canai at our usual place along wit Edwin kor.. Well, i dun understand y my two sisters doesnt like him.. but I do.. We can talk like as if we're buddies like that.. =)
So i spend my whole day watching tv wit kor..coz he's working from home.. =) Thank you Kor for accompanying me! Love u loads!
At night, I've washed up n prepared everything to go for my flight ard 10.15pm.. Persis actually has tkd class..but in e end it was cancelled due to a few only showed up.. So we went straight to e airport.. Along the way.. i was super quiet due to my phone out of a sudden shut down.. blackout.. =( no matter how we've tried to revive it.. still no use.. so i juz left it in my bag.. Persis was so uncomfortable for me being so quiet.. so I actually talked for a while.. n shut up for a while.. till we reach e airport.. after saying our goodbyes.. I cried.. when im walking away..
It has owaz been the hardest part to leave JB for me.. especially from my brother's arms..
I really hope that i could get a job in either JB or Singapore.. Coz i realli do hope that i could b e one moving back to JB..instead of staying here in Penang..
THe next trip is coming soon.. =) Anxious n excited to go back to JB again!
Monday, February 21, 2011
Lost faith in Love
Well, this trip to JB has made me realized loads of stuff.. Most importantly after when one made me realized that i've lost in faith for love..
After seeing wad happen to my mum,Jess & some friends.. Has made me tot of being in a relationship is a problem.. That's y after my 1st failed relationship till now.. I'm still single..
Somebody asked me.. "Dont tell me after so much had happen n passed.. U've lost ur faith in looking for a guy??" I answered "Yea.. After seeing n listening to probs abt failed n broken marriages/relationships.. I've really lost my faith in it.."
Sometimes I juz can't believe my eyes n ears abt seeing/hearing all e probs.. Coz I tot he/she (whom I loved n cared abt) really is a great person.. Who knows they end up doin e wrong thing..When e prob is solved..It's juz realli disappointing to see that after a while, he/she nvr realizes that e prob has given us a hard time to get it solved.. In additional to it... They're doin it again..
What's more disappointing is.. They nvr cherish e ppl who helped them thru it.. Instead they think tat they're (problem solvers) suppose to do it..
It's really frustrating to hear ppl asking me.. "When r u getting a bf?? Since 2 of ur sisters ald in a relationship"
Hmmm... I wish one day I could get over this fear.. Bt currently.. I can't..
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