sighs..
Sometimes, its really disappointing..
Elizabeth from Choice group called me on Saturday, asked me whether Esther n I wanna go for their annual dinner.. So we said yes..
Cause this dinner was the only chance for us to join in Choice group.. N as planned a long time ago, that Esther n I wanted to join Choice to be a part of them.
Choice is an organization where they gather Catholic working youth adults together.. To go on adventures,to help out, to do most of the things together..
So talked abt the dinner, Elizabeth called while i was in the car with mum n told me that she had passed the tickets to Fiona,whom also from Choice.So i said ok.. N mum asked who called la.. so i said that it was Elizabeth n told her all about the Choice group n about the dinner. She seems ok with it.. but its juz one problem, who's gonna fetch me there.. I told her that Esther is oso coming.. N mum's face totally change, n said no cannot go..
So cerita came la.. She told me not to be with Esther for too much as she's goin to b a bad influence to me.. this n that la..
I was like.. Esther is not lidat.. The Esther I know is kind,funny n mostly outgoing.. She has great parents.. Its not that I'm saying that mum is not good.. Mum's the best of all but then she's too controlling over me..
N by juz listening to what others is saying,she claim that everything is either bad or good.. Bt I hope that she could know Esther like I know her.. N i realli hope that she listens to my point of view of Esther.. But I doubt that she listens..
Sometimes, I would like to tell mum that I'm growing up.. I know what's right n what's wrong.. Yes,sometimes its abt ppl thinking that their friends are good while others knows that they're bad.. But I know what I'm doin.. I know where I go n what I'm doin..
I realli hope that mum realli could understand me.. I realli do hope that this day could come..
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