Monday, June 21, 2010

21st June 2010 - Wednesday @1010hours

Wow! Its been a long time since i've blog.. haha XD...hv been smiling lately.. =D

Well these few weeks it has been raining here n there.. n i wonder y la doesnt it rain ystday?? It would b v nice if it rain ystday, cause its really nice to sleep when the rain comes rite? Bt sadly it dint rain ystday.. it would b v nice to sleep if it rains..don't u agree??

Anyway, last week got to spend e time with cousins..esp the ones from Kemaman.. when they're back here in Penang for a vaca..its like Hallelujah! Its Chinese New Year.! Haha..XD I love it when we gathered together n hv fun together..well we've enjoyed our times together.. well u can enjoy e pics in my fb account though.. lazy to post it up here..hehe *blushing* Im treasuring every minutes n seconds when we're together.. =)

As for Sunday (yesterday), actually plan to go to Queensbay using mum's car.. bt then somebody took it la..n that "somebody" I meant is him la..Talking abt him.. He took mum's car when mum's in JB for meeting.. He even drove all e F**ing way to Cameron Highland.. Mei told me abt it..coz he bought strawberries back..n use e car till ystday night..dunno where he went bt when he got e car..he drove it n most of e nights he's not home...

Thus b4 mum went to JB..I was e one who suppose to fetch mum to airport..bt then out of a sudden he went hay wired...scold mum that like she never teach us..thus dunno how mum teaches us.. this n that all B**S***...aft that he insisted to drive mum to e airport..Mum told me this when she touched down in JB.. She told me that he said that he wanted to tell mum something..bt he'll tell mum when she's back in PG.. Mum told me that if he says something ridiculous.. then mum will tell him that " U juz tell me how much u wan now..no matter how m i goin to borrow..I will come up with e sum for u.. I juz wan u to leave this family" Bt in e end.. he dint utter a word when mum's home ystday.. haha..

N back to Queensbay story..went thr wit jess aft b'fast with together with mei n her bb.. we've seperated from mei is bcoz that mei has to finish her project yesterday.. pity her..cant come with us.. n i hope that she's goin with us bt she said she cant..sighs.. oh well, so me n jess went to Queensbay..we went shopping for graphics tees..thus did manicure neh.. hehe for once in my life i did manicure..*blushing* bt hope that im goin for more la.. its quite cheap oso.. bt next time i go i wont want to do e French manicure.. coz when they paint e white on e nails..it looks fake on my fingers.. so..>.<>

Well aft e manicure, while we were walking, I notice this china man about 40++ n a girl abt 20++ sitting on a rest bench la..(in Queensbay e bench are everywhere) thus e girl quite pretty oso.. The china man was holding this girl's hands so tightly..E girl struggles a bit at 1st bt the china man die die dun wan to let go.. n I saw e girl's face,her face was like gone black black la..bt in e mean time in pain too.. sighs..pity that girl.. Nothing can b done..

SO today was a rainy day...Rain whole Day some more.. This morning, sueh sueh I hv to ride bike to work.. so I wore black shirt n wore short pants..rode all e way to work n guess wat I'm drench..
N e worse thing is, I dint bring any dry clothes to change.. so yea, I wore e wet shirt whole day.. so today a bit steam edi..Fever's coming.. I'm gg to sleep edi.. Good Nite everybody! peace out! ^_-v





Thursday, June 3, 2010

04th June 2010 - Thursday @ 2121hours

Lately everything's good.. bt at times yea la..sure la got ups n downs..

OH well.. these few weeks I've been travelling up n down from the island..Cause I'm visiting a new type of chinese physician.. mummy said that my thyroid gland is swollen again after for so long. Bt I think that I'm ok d.. juz that I'm abit steam today.. mayb its becoz of running to e toilet a few times la.. hehe.. dunno what e heck did I ate made me to run to e toilet a few times today.. =(

Today I'm so depressed.. dunno y bt e sadness feeling is thr.. mayb I'm way too stressed out n work's way to pressuring for me to handle.. sometimes colleagues do bully me... I'm not so sure y..or where/when/what e heck did I offend them..When my aunt (Lady Boss)/ uncle (Boss) are not around..that's when all the problems will start.. Customers complaints (thru phone calls)..Drivers' problems n u name it..

So e two aunties (a.k.a. my colleagues) will like as in they're used to it.. "Jackie!! Phone!!!" one auntie will say.. "Jackie!!! call back e driver!! URGENT!!) " the other one would say.. n e most irritating is "Jackie!!! Urgent!! The customer wans e ANSWER NOW!! Come n answer the phone!" n I was like on e other line.. n sometimes they'll put me into a situation that I'll get in trouble with..ARGHH!! I'm not sure when I'll explode with all these..

Thus my family situation isn't that joyful.. so when Family situation + Work's situation = Death.. I juz wish that I'm dead.. N everything's solve..

Anyway, after ge's situation... Lately I think that he got better.. Thank you God!! ^^ bt I'm not really sure that he is.. coz everytime I asked him abt how's he..He'll tell me that he's ok.. Aft Alicia jie told me that ge's attitude got better.. ge's not chatting with me like he did before..During when Alicia jie told me that ge's attitude change as in turn cold towards her.. At that time..ge has been talking to me..abt his health situation.. N everything that he does.. it makes me to feel close to him.. Like how we are b4 when I'm young.. ^^ was happy then.. bt rite now.. sighs.. T.T

Sometimes.. I dunno what did I do wrong.. like as if i offended ge.. Coz he's like ermm.. when i asked him how's he.. he'll reply v short.. I dunno what did i do wrong.. He wans me to grow up.. He told me b4 aft when I get 21.. He'll let me b on my own.. as in to be independent.. Bt y? Yes i know that I have to be independent.. bt y cant we chat as in we're like friends? Like we used to b4? sighs.. i dunno..

Rite now.. i really hope that my current situation would turn 180 degrees upside down.. I really hope that everything turns out rite.. N my relationships with my friends n family would never change.. as I hope that we're close as we can be..

God please help me.. help me to change things around my life.. I really need u to teach and show me the rite way to go n the rite things to do..Please help T.T Amen..