though haven been talking to ge, though its has been a long time..bt he seems so cold these days..mayb he's bz ba..
i wanted to pour out my feelings to him, bt i dun think that i could do that coz mayb he's bz n i dun wan to increase his loads..so mayb keeping all these to myself will b alright rather than sharing it..
sighs..realli miss him dearly..not forgetting alicia jie too ^^..
anyhow, same thing goes to her,,.her work has been piling up since...i dunno when but i know she has been working till late night,sometimes work from home..there's a lot of things for her to handle in her current company.. so same thing goes to her..i couldn share my thoughts wit her..
recently went for an interview for digi's CSO position..they r offering me abt RM 800 for salary n RM 200 for allowance.. its quite low..bt then working in it, i could learn loads of stuff n another thing is it could help me in my interviews for airlines..bt im not sure whether i shud take up e job coz :
1. transportation problem..- i've got no car/bike to work..currently riding comopany's motorbike
2. im stil waiting for a reply from e company in jb..
3. wats holding me back - my mum n sis, st anne's volunteering work
thus, its really hard for me to look for a job,when my mum's pretty demanding,,i know she wans me to live easily but im not sure whether if i listen to her, i will get e job or not..
lately, i've been so frustrated..not sure y..mayb im juz tired..
then jess..she got herself a new job..happy for her.. she went to jb for training last week..n met up wit ge..not sure what they've talk abt,bt im really happy that they've started talking rather than not.. i know that everybody has been disappointed in jess..bt i know tt she's making e effort in turning herself into a better person..so..GAMBATEHNE da jie!!
feel like crying these days..bt its a long long journey for me to move on..im not sure wat my decision will b.. bt i realli do hope that God is leading me to e right way..
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