Disppointments

i talk to ge n ask ge questions.. on why da jie like to lie.. its owaz lies after lies..ge said she has became in to a person where nobody knows who she is now..n then ge dun wan2 care much abt her d..

she said she got nothing to do with e 495 guy..they r juz best friends..bt then e other day i saw her phone's wall paper its a pic of her n e guy..so wat can i say abt that?like as if she got nothing to do with e guy..

yes i know that she's a person who needs attention..bt doesnt she feels that she's owaz so selfish owaz thinking abt her own good? wat abt others? dont others need attentions too? e other day b4 i fly down to jb she bought a neck tie for bean..coz he's goin for a new job starting on monday..i dunno wat's she tinking.. she wans bean o e 495 guy? she told bean b4 that wat e 495 guy can give her n wat bean couldnt give her..isnt it cruel? so rite now she wans to go back to bean n get along with e 495 guy? like e last time? hmm i dun think so...

what's sad is..bro bean is improving himself..thus working on 2 jobs..for wat? its not for himself..its for da jie..he wans da jie to live comfortably with him when they get married... rite now, aft e break up..he's still striving for it..wans to let da jie to b with him again.. bt if she keeps seeing this 495 guy.i dun think its possible for her to get back to bro bean's side.. im so disappointed in her..i cant do much..all i can do is to make it normal for her..n i dun really wan to care much abt her..bt then..in e end she's still my sis..hv to do the part of my job..

ARGGHH!!! its so confusing n torturing to ME!!