Wednesday, January 6, 2010

r they back together again..???

I'm totally speechless when i found out that da jie is two-timing...
I've told her many times to get rid of her 2nd bf..n lots of times she didnt listen...
On New Year's day her bf Bean asked her to make a decision whether to choose the guy or him..coz this has been goin on for way too long...

so da jie came out with a decision to pick brother bean..so she went n settled it...so..i hope everything's is ok with her n brother bean ... the next day..i saw da jie suddenly got a ring on ther thumb n it wasnt thr b4..she told mei that she bought it..bt then, on saturday i saw her sleeping with the ring beside her... so wat does it mean?? to me it looks like e ring belongs to the 2nd bf... coz its a guy's ring for heaven sake..she has been wearing it since then...so i tot she couldnt get over the guy..so i tot it was nothing...its not goin to do any harm to any1

bt nowadays, she has been goin out after her classes...one day she came back @ 3pm.. i wonder wat she did...then today... i heard her talking to a guy on e phone... english n chinese..like how she chatted on e phone with her 2nd bf b4..so r they back together again?? is she two-timing again?? does she want to land into another trouble again?? i've been hving a hard time trusting her now...how shud i trust her again?

Saturday, January 2, 2010

02nd Jan 2010 - Saturday @ 1637hrs

juz heard a song from S Club, Never had a Dream Come True.. makes me remember those tragic days.. when he committed adultery.. n came with the woman to church.. n the woman herself is a so called "Catholic".. the woman who came to destroy our lives..a place in I once called "Family"..

it makes me remember the day the 3 of us n mum along with aunt Nancy went to a hotel name Eden.. my mum along with Aunt Nancy n aunt nancy's husband went to confront the woman.. bt somehow i dunno why e woman wanted to act kind in front of my mum.. tt makes my mum hurt more..she called mum asking her how's she feeling..being kind n all..bt @ another end..the woman called my dad..saying that my mum bullied her n all.. then on that night itself he came to the hotel n confronted my mum.. i was so young then.. i dunno what to do.. i regretted that i dint defend my mum...


Thus it also makes me remember the day he n tt woman came to our house to confront wif mum.. about e house n all.. bt everything belongs to my mum..N not one thing that belongs to him..neither the house nor anything... that day he made me see n hear everything tt i shouldnt hv saw/heard.. he told mum tt he love the woman.. n started to throw things..he even broke our water fountain.. thus he strangles my mum..coz the woman dun wan him anymore..which makes me hate him from then till now.. i cant forgive for wat he did.. n wat he's doing now...

asking $$ from mum.. a husband asking money from his own wife.. n in additional not working..out all day till in e middle of the night..sometimes doesnt come home..

he's a man who thinks that he's owaz right n nvr was wrong.. he a man who thinks he knws about everything.. bt @ e end.. he's not owaz rite..n he's not a man who know it all.. N "He" is not my dad tt i knw anymore...