Well ..as confirmed by today tt our company is helding another company trip to Hatyai..Again..
Hatyai has nothing to b fond of abt except for shopping of course.. bt the thing is.. i hv to go with aunties.. so its hard to buy somthing fashionable as they want to buy those boxes of instant noodles.. like they really buy everything thr when i was thr e last time..
as so..i haven heard anything frm ge liao.. eg. like e other day he told da jie tt he's coming to penang during sept..bt then i asked him.. n i dunno wat happen..e next morning da jie called me n scolded me..ask me no to say anything else abt his trip to penang n pretend tt i dun knw abt this..
i dunno wat happen bt... oh well im over it..bt then frm wat i heard from mei b4 is tt he's planning to come up during oct.. bt dunno when..the thing is my company trip is on 17th oct (Deepavali) so im reli scared tt he's gonna b up here in penang n spending his time with jie n mei only...so i reali hope tt he tells me when he's coming up or is he coming up o nt..
haven been talking to him lately.. so he doesnt reali knw wats goin on with me.. sometimes looking for him is like reali hard..when i feel like talking to him..its hard.. tts y i told my Favourite Jie on earth.. Alicia.. xD feel reli comfortable on talking to her my current events.. bt most of e time i dun tell to any1 my feelings.. coz im not that kinda girl who tells all my feelings to a person..coz im a girl who smiles n laugh all e time juz to make ppl happy.. bt wats goin on in me..nobody knws..
well yea..sometimes i hurt myself too..physically.. i told alicia jie abt this once.. i need to something to vent my frustration/feelings on..as though i cant yell or shout @ any1..no matter how frustrated i m.. n i cant on9 most of e time to vent it out on a blog.. coz ppl will feel tired..reading the same topic again n again..haha..
oh well.starting from 2mrw..everything wil start to b busy as usual..lets juz hope it wont get worse than it is now..
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