Monday, February 9, 2009

10 Feb 2009 : 12.20pm

Yesterday... he call n asks mum whether did she took his wallet in his drawer?? mum said 'no'... then when i came home with lil sis... he asks us.. the same question he asked mum...we too said no...
he told me n mei mei not to pretend tat we dunno... we didnt reply...then he went out...

later then da jie came home... we've talk about the problem occur before she came home... i've told them to keep a watch out for he'll come home anytime... but they dint listen.. they kept on talking...little do we know...he was outside...after we've finsh chit chatting...hmm...da jie's face went pale...when she saw his car outside... now we r hoping tat he didnt hear anything...
if he does.. its ok... i'll put the blame on me.. i dun mind whether he hits me or torture me...its juz tat i wan him out of the house...

to mei mei...if mum n dad divorce..she said she might b following him..cause seeing him so pity...
if she does.. she wouldnt know how mum will feel...mum's gonna be broken hearted... cause she's mum's favourite...
to me if he's out of the house..with no income..n he still doesn wan2 work.. im gonna do like wat they did b4 for my grandfather..give him allowance every month... cause he's still my father...

Wat can i do more?? Although he's still my father.. but wat he do/did/does is totally ridiculous.. For now im juz hoping that there's increment for me...this year..or else i cant do anything about this problem..come to think of it.. he doesn like me a bit as his daughter...coz..wat i've been doin all these years to him.. makes him hates me more...
and wat he has been doin all these years to mum n sisters made me hate him more until the kettle burst,burn n melted...

i know im a cold blooded person...for doin something bad against him... but still the same reason..wat he did to my mum...i will pay him back twice of anything he did to mum...now im jus hoping that he would eventually get out of this house forever...

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