A job option

My aunt called me a few days ago saying tat there's this lady boss who owns a company named Tan Chong Motors... n she needs a secretary who can travel with her n organise her stuff n all...
so i haven called her up...to ask for more...

bt come to think of it..should i go for it or not? coz the job is in KL..n the expenses there are quite high...n mei haven got her license..n i dunt think that the job will wait for me till next year... sighs...so wat should i do? should i go or should i stay?

17th August 2009 @ 2059hours

its a day after the 16th August..mei's b'day.. we brought her to eat her favourite dish...yam rice,then wanted to buy her favourite cake from LA Delight..Apple Mousse Cake..Bt pity..they dint do it..so in e end we bought Almond Coffee Cake..which is very nice also..She blowed her candle in e afternoon..n got her face a lil bit of cream from her cake..haha.. :D

Then @ nite brought her to Kenny Rogers for dinner..n i bought her a set of Twilight Book..which costs me RM 200... bt its better than i buy her NDS to replace the 1 b4.. coz if i buy her an NDS she'll b playin 4 e whole day n not study... i knw her de...hmmh hmmh..

then today...it suppose to b another normal day of work..who knows all kinds of problem came up.. like this afternoon.. i was suppose to fetch mei home..bt when i got thr.. she wasnt @ her school..i was so worried..n i called mum n jie asking whether she said tat she's stayin back or did jie fetch her home..i was so worried..coz i use my lunch time to fetch her...i dun mind about the time..bt im worried bout her..coz thr's one time she walk back home... n dint tell me about it..coz she said she'l b staying back..n will ask her friend to fetch her home..bt in e end..she walked back home..

n the weather was not so good..its goin to rain soon..so i took a ride home..following n figuring out whr is she...looking 4 her..im so worried..then jie called me asks me to go back to e office.. saying tat if mei needs some1 to fetch her home she'll call... n i said ok then..

then the worst thing came while i was lookin for her.. it rain... then halfway when i was goin back to e office.. her boyfriend called..saying that he fetch her ald... i was so furious..straight away scolded mei.. for not tellin me @ e 1st place..she said she dunno tat her boyfriend is goin to fetch her..n i told her..if your bf wanted to go n fetch u..give me a call 1st..rather than i go out n fetch her n drench myself in the rain..

later in e evening @ work..when everything was so busy..i was on e phone talkin to a driver.. n my collegue..Ms Wee was asking me..this customer said urgent..urgent.. then i said i fax the thing over to the customer tat she's talking to..then she wouldnt listen..keep saying thes customer said urgent..how? i shouted @ her..tellin her the No. Plate of e driver goin to e customer's place... then she told me off..'DON'T SHOUT @ ME! everybody is doin their job" Then she gave the customer e No. plate while i continue to talk on e phone... i was so frustrated then..coz when i was talkin on e phone she can asks the customer to call back or watever so..bt she dint.. keep on talkin to me while i was on e phone..tats y i shouted..

i duno whether im right or wrong bt @ that time i reali feel like killin her..then later on..another collegue of mine came in to our cube..to take some documents..then Ms wee told her bout me shouting @ her.. n all.. the next thing is..she told my aunt.. bt my aunt dint bother.. coz she's bz at that time.. then when i got everything settled @ tat time..i said sorry for shouting juz now.. she juz said..ok.. never mind..to me she's like she's not satisfied with it.. bt i dun care anymore.. i apologize to her ald,,whether she accept it o not..its her problem..

sighs.. i really feel like getting out.. realli need a break this time..bt i dunno when...sighs...

hope e time comes faster... *crossing fingers*

Sunday - 28th June 2009 @ 1330hrs

Finally i find the time to sit down n write...its has been a hectic week for me...

n though i can cope with this...my migrain is back... i get blackout when i squat for too long...
sighs...hope tat everything's okay... now im sitting in my cousin's room..hanging out with da jie's laptop..surfing facebook..as wat is mei's doin e same thing right now.. n doin this..while mum brought her aunty's to another one of her auntie's home..

my grandmom juz had her eye surgery..due to there's a thing in her eyes that makes her eyesight to b worse each n everyday.. dunno wat they call that..n now she's wearing sunglasses..hmm..couldnt take a pic of her..coz she cannot see light jus yet..wat a pity...

i miss those days when im in jb.. i remebered tat when i got off e airplane n after taking my luggage.. i went straight n hug gege...its been a long time le...miss him pretty much..
hmm...talking bout him.. last week if im not mistaken.. i dun dare to call or sms him..he's in a bad mood at that time..dunno wat's got into him..bt he got better now..bt the thing is i can still feel that there's something wrong... something tat he's hiding deep down in his heart.. he knows how to keep everything to himself..juz like me.. express happiness to everybody..bt kept the sorows inside...while i was in jb.. i remembered e kisses he gave me..*on e cheek* i know he saw me crying on the last day..while i pretend to sleep..i dunno y i cried bt it juz came suddenly.. maybe i missed the life in jb too much..i had much fun in jb than spendin my whole life in penang..

penang's life is fun..bt to me it has been in grey world all the time..i had fun when i go out wif my best buddy..to the island..he knows where i waned to go..so he wont asks me where r we heading to.. i loved the beach..so he owaz bring me there...most of e times..bt we go out once in a blue moon..i smile when im at e beach..the lovely breeze goin through my hair n face..
for me its something tat i could vent my sorrows at.. sometimes i shout..n everybody will look at me saying * is this woman crazy??* i would smile at them while my buddy says she's had somthing on her mind.. :)

ge n jie knows wats goin on..bt they dunno how's my life been goin through tat much... i hv to cope on my own n be strong.. living under one roof wit a guy who keeps asking money from his wife..drove freely..asking money from his daugther..complain to his wife wat small stuff his daughters' did..driving his wife crazy all the time..eg: his daughters' forgot to switch off e air con n wan his wife to scold them...i dunno whn r all these goin to end...

st anne's feast day is comin... goin back to b on duty for e church.. @ ice cream stall... been a long time.. its happening starting 17th July - 26th July 2009.. hope to hv fun there..n not meet my enemies there...

tata for now..gtg home...lotsa love.. *smiles

22 June 2009 - Monday @ 1230hrs

I feel like banging my head on e wall...!!! My migraine is back... it started since yesterday...its much more painful this time... i can feel the vain twitching n pulling.. its very painful..
i think i got fever d... headache n migraine.. i cannot stand it anymore.. bt still i hv to work...cannot take anymore leave le...if i take i cannot go on holiday during dec le...

yesterday i sms gege... after mass..he replied very short.. bt still i think he's ok le ba...
still im very scared to contact him...very scared... bt i did pray n hope that everything's gonna b ok...

im so tired... so sleepy.. i cannot take anything tat contains caffeine...coffee,tea,cocoa... n office got no milk... juz plain water..hmm... no appetite to eat le...very tired...

20th June 2009 - Saturday @ 1539hrs

feeling kinda blue today....bt had a hectic morning...new "Big" customers r coming in... lotsa stuff to follow up..

ever since ystday..gege hasnt been talking to me..this morning i said hi to him on msn..bt there's no reply... then he go off9 ald... so i msn wit alicia jie...she said she got call n sms wif him..juz normal chit chatting...n now i dunno y is he mad at me... or is he really mad at me?? i hope everything's gonna b ok... coz now im really scared to call or sms him... this is the 1st time tat im afraid of him...

e other day i called him juz to tell him tat my office has big projects comin in...then company is hiring another clerk..so its the clerk tat worked here b4..boss said he's goin to hire her back here.. coz she's familiar wif all these stuff tat im working on... so as it is to help out... i dun like tat girl..coz for me... she's like a two headed snake *no offence* bt she realli is... coz in front of my aunt she'll act like one hardworking clerk.. in front of others she'll b another person...
sighs...i really hope tat she wont b heading back into this company.. neway its not upto me to make e decision.. its the company... by then i'll b working in 2 places..one in store n another one is in e office... so i'll b super bz... e good thing is i've got 2 tables now... i hope when im bz i dun 4get to eat... n i really hope that my migraine wont occur or comeback... coz i really hv gone through a hard time to let e migraine thing to settle...n b healthy again...

i really hope that everything's ok wif me n gege..n i really wan to knw wat''s goin on...

19th June 2009 - Friday @ 1530hrs

...dunno how to start on this... i've called ge ystday night..he aint picking up my phone calls after i phone him up 3 times...mostly..he will phone me back when he sees missed calls from me...bt tat night he dint..

this morning..call him..it rang..n nobody picks up n he juz rejected my call..so i got so mad..n angry..tats y im in a bad mood today.. bt i dint tick him off... i call him its jus to tell him my sorrows... n tell him wats goin on n so forth...neway..i got off my temper..n sms him juz now..asking is there something wrong..he replied ' No. Bz now. ' juz like tat... mayb he's bz wif his work ba...

for now i keep thinking tat did i do somthing wrong or watever so tat made him mad at me...or is he sick of me being his sister? or is he in a bad mood ?? as for now..i dun wan to bother him neither talk to him for the time being.. let him to casts his anger off...

i really hope that everything's ok
*crossing fingers*

Finally!!! I can DRIVE!!!!! 13th June 2009 @ 2147hrs

Finally!! after so many months of no driving life...i took up my courage to drive again...finally somewhr a bit further than my taman... to the shopping mall....actually was plannin to watch 'Hannah Montana The Movie' bt in GSC they dun play it..sighs..one trip wasted..bt me n mei watch '17 again'..acted by Zac Efron..a kinda comedy show..bt not bad la...

juz b4 that me n mei will owaz do the same thing when we've got the time right b4 the movie started... ARCADE!!! hehehe... played 'House of Death 4'.. its been a long time since we've gone out together n do somthing like this... i was hopin to go to Auto-City..coz there's roadshow on Best Audio Contest on Cars..Best Modification n all...sighsss..it ends today ler...bt i dint think of that when we passed it n at that time when we're on our way home..SIGHSSS!!! nvm...will do that the next year...

ystday was good... at 1st i was thinking of not goin to e christian church for e mass..coz i felt its not right for me to be there...bt then when i got there it all change... they prayed for me as the sermant on tt day was about healing...so they know that i've got hyperthyroidism... so they prayed for me n i thank them for that..bt still i will stay as i am wat i belif till today..as a Catholic...

neway...the good news is my lump is getting smaller n smaller when e days passed by..i really hope tt it doesnt comes back again..bt e thing is my heart beat is getting faster n faster by e day...i really hope tt it can b normal again.. 2nd thing... im getting thinner n thinner le... lost around 5kg right now... n im hopin to lose more than this...until i got till 55kg n that's enough le..n i also need to start on exercising.. eg. play badminton..bt the thing is there's no court here..plus..its hard to ask my friends out for a game..all of them wans to rest...sighs...mayb i shud start on joggin le rather than playing badminton...i really need to get back into shape le..or else im too fat liao..everybody keeps saying that i've grown fatter than e last time liao..so sad... muz JIA YOU n get thinner n healthier..