28th June 2012-Thurs @1904

Dunno what happened to JJ these days.. JJ just felt like crying... Well,maybe things may not be the same from today onwards... JJ chose to work in Golden Lounge, just to earn some money.. JJ wanted to be happy to go for work... JJ tried but JJ just couldnt.. JJ burst out crying few days ago.. Is it the stress that is empowering JJ? JJ dunno... JJ just hoped that evrything would just turns out to be ok... Jj currently is at home,there's nothing to do around here.. JJ dont have her close friends neither her family here... Jj is just sad... Yesterday was just a tough night for jj.. Cause the man that jj loves, its not for jj anymore... Jj finally can pick up her courage to talk n leave... Last night was the day that jj will remember for her whole life... Jj loved him more than jj loves herself... Jj n him, left each other many times n got back together many times... So jj guess,maybe this is the last time that jj is gonna do this... Many times that jj wished that jj could have met him earlier... He treated jj wonderfully... But the disadvantage was, he's not jj's one... He belonged to somebody's else Jj know that its not right to step in.. But jj just couldnt listen,jj is just stubborn.. He said no to jj many times:. Jj just couldnt bring herself to the reality.. Many of jj's friends advised jj not to go on.. But instead of it,jj went on.. Cause jj's in love with him... There's no more words that could describe jj's love for him... So jj hoped that jj could be standing up n be strong again... Jj is just tired of all these.. Jj is just tired... P/S : Honey, i thanked you for the wonderful memories that u've given to me.. The happy days that we've been together,the laughter that u gave me n just trying hard to give in to me in many ways... Honey, i wished u happiness.

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Ahojjjjjj!!!!! LOL i've learned this from a Slovak honey!hihihihi well, I'm still alive after what??? *counting with fingers* unaccountable years since I've posted a blog! mmmm.. long story cutting it short! I've been in KL since April 2011, started off with my favourite career as a cabin crew, as you can see it from my last few posts about the life here. It has been great ever since. Met new friends,getting new experiences, learning and learning all the way.. Loved the life,but unfortunately Firefly in KLIA has to be closed down due to TF was added in to our family.. he wanted to close us down, in a well way he did.. so it left us with M.. Flying with M was a great experience... I got to know what's premium service is about,I got to learn new things but! but in a short time in 2 weeks we had to learn every single thing about MAS services, procedures and dot dot dot... Loved flying, n im missing those flying days now... as per say, we are forced to be a ground staff... hmm from a cabin crew to ground staff its quite downgrading for me.. plus I've been so stressed out these few weeks to make a decisions in between going on for a year of unpaid leave or going on for the ground staff program or resigning my favourite job of all. In between deciding, the classes for ground staff started off.. Well i had 2 days off, deciding what to do? what to decide? Cried off for nothing.. maybe it's just stress that is taking over me.. or maybe its about losing my favourite career. All i hope for now is a miracle that will happen! I'm praying for it n I'm hoping for it..