My 2nd Accident....

Last Sunday,01st Nov 2010...ONe of my tragic days that I can realli remember my whole life..

I was on my way back after swimming with mei n her bf.. Bt mei said she wanna hv some roti canai.. So we went,driving mum's car..

Aft that, While we were on our way back the time is around 7.00pm.. the skies r growing darker by the minute due to rain.. I think the car in front of me hadn't turn his head lights on..
So there were four vietnamese girls standing in the middle of a busy road trying to cross..

So these two girls wearing black cross the road the car in front nearly bang them over.. I saw the car in front moving aft the "nearly bang over" incident.. so i step on the accelerator.. the minute i step on it.. the car was right in front of my hood.. then I go "OH SHIT!!!!" n then "BANG!!!" there goes mum's car again..

I park my car at e side of e road.. The uncle (chinese) came down n the first thing he did is scold the vietnamese girls.. then he came n ask how m I.. while mei call mum.. At that time was drizzling.. lucky no thunder.. So the tow car came.. n towed mum's car.. I was in a trauma then.. i think.. Mei told me.. She told me that I was staring at a place..They tried to call me from a distance not too far bt i couldnt hear them.. till they came n pat my back... I know i was in shocked n I dun feel like talkin at all...

So jie's afraid if we report to the police.. my license will b "gantung".. So she took the blame for me.. Reported to the police.. n did all the documentations the next morning.. I thank mum for not scolding me.. I thank jie for taking the blame for me.. I dunno what can I do without the both of u.. n I thank mei for comforting me..

The images of the accident keep hitting me.. I haven got a nice sleep every night..N when I started to write this.. remembering all what had happen.. I'm shivering.. n I'm scared.. I dun think that i can drive for now.. I'm juz realli scared..

Could i juz hug a person whom i felt the person with security sense n sleep?? arghh.. That's not gonna happen..

Oh well, this is gonna b another night that i couldnt sleep again. =( T.T

04th Nov 2010 - Thursday @ 2023 hours

Tomorrow's Deepavali.. The festive of lights n essences.. Happy Deepavali to all my Indian friends.. =)

OH well.. A week ago, Sophia told me abt her sorrows when we're working.. She told me abt her feelings towards her current bf has faded. Coz she's here in Penang n her bf is in Russia studying doctor. I know its gonna b tough but at least they maintained the relationship for 3 years now. Rather than me..being single all the time.LOL

She told me that sometimes when she call her bf,she bf said that he's goin out to play basketball or hanging out with friends..etc etc. SHe got frustrated abt her bf whom doesnt wanna care,who doesnt wanna talk to her, who doesnt wanna worry abt her.. hmm guess being in a long distanced relationship is realli hard..Well i realli hope the best for her.. I cant realli understand the feelings of a person whom is in a long distanced relationship..But from what I heard it aint that good.. OH well.. we'll see abt that.. =D

Thinking back abt the job offer that Alicia's brother-in-law offered.. I've submitted my resume in.. A girl name Jane replied.. asking me a few Qs n indirectly (I mean in other type of sentence) ask me to go for an interview. So I responded to her Qs n asked her whether it is possible to make a phone interview instead of goin down to JB for an interview. Till now, she hadn't reply..So I guess they've turn down my application.. =( Though i Realli want to go for the job offer..


OH well.. That's what God has decided for me.. I realli hope for the best to come.. God lead me the Way!!!!