25th Apr 2008 @1958hrs

sigh....been bz with work nowadays...dun even hv time to update my blog.....

parents are not around...went for holiday in china...damn syok coz they're not around...can drive to work summore...wuhuu~~!!

thr's a guy in the house tt is da jie's friend who came for a visit...who is actuali her ex now...
sigh,..i pity tt guy..bt still i find him annoying...
he keeps doing sumthing tt as if he's still my sis bf...sigh.....
i feel like telling him off..bt dun dare still...he's kinda a big guy bt inside he's a momma's boy....
i knw i cant say him like tt bt still this is blog...
i knw its not good...bt i hv to find a place to put out my feeling abt this guy so that i wont do sumthing stupid to him like tellin him off for instance...

a guy like him shud find sum1 who's better off than my da jie....i knw my da jie..whats she decides she wont change her mind..no matter how u convince her or persuade her...(except for shopping la)
walao...fell like telling him to get outta here n go back to whr u came frm...
to me if a guy like him...i would b more cruel n tell him off...i dun tt guy...
wish tt he's goin tomorrow....

13th April 2008 @ 2204hrs

sigh...its goin to b a tirng dsay starting 2mrw....
my colleague has resign...
n i hv to stay in m aunt's office to work wit aunties...
the newcomer aunty isnt helping me a bit...
i hope 2mrw time's will go fast...
n in a long time...
i will b an auntie too...

i hope that my days are goin on happily...
bt still pressure in work n my plans...
my plans arent goin well for me...
all things do hv disadvantages...
for me thr's a lot...
i hope my work can end early n fast..
or even i can find a new job..
work hard for my goals..
n not to work wit my aunt who scolds n mock at me everyday
even when i dint do anything wrong...
i hate her...i hope i will find a new job..a job tt i like n i will excel in it...


nowadays haven been sleeping well
bcoz i was thinking whether or not shud i go down to visit my beloved brother...
coz he said he's goin to b bz when im goin thr...
im hoping that he's not avoiding from me...
coz avoiding isnt the solution to all problems...

i juz hope tt i can go down to support him..
give him encouragement
n treat him juz like i treat him b4..
give him a happy memory...

everynite i pray hard...
for him to b healthy...for a cure frm God..
n i hope tt God will help me n him ...

i belif tt everything's goin to b ok..
i love my brother very much...
n i knw tt evrybody too..
coz he's a great guy...totali! seriously!
no other guy can take over his place...in my heart...

God please help me out here!!!!